How are your travels around NJ? Still here?

daytonawhite:

@mialamore yeah, I'm still here :) I've been here a week so far, three more to go! thank you for asking :)

anything

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anything to numb. anything to encourage ignorance.

transforming the amber

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if all else fails, i fail, too
i let you down, i fall, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you jump headfirst, i jump, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you cut your wrists, i bleed, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you kill yourself, i die, too

heavy, heavy stuff.

virginity.

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10 years ago on this day, i lost my virginity to my first girlfriend.

10 years later, she's engaged to someone that doesn't deserve her. fuck that asshole.

forever bitter.

one day, sex will mean something to me again. maybe when i find someone that'll love me for me, that'll change. but in the meantime, it's just fucking.

A Box Full of Sharp Objects

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i've battled loneliness. anorexia. possible borderline disorder. self-injury. alcoholism. drug abuse. self-hatred. attempted suicides.

somehow, im still breathing.

life is a fucking joke. i can manipulate it however i want.

Wednesday Apr 17, 2013

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this whole "neighbour not having internet so i cant leech off of his wifi" bullshit is really starting to get tiring, and i dont like it one bit. mad