Closure has not reached me yet.
the disclosure of closure is one of the strangest things to come across my mind as I sit and go back and forth between memories
good and bad
new and old
some real, some made up to function as a tourniquet on the idealism that is left in me.
Perhaps the bleeding of my mind will never stop?
This...
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the disclosure of closure is one of the strangest things to come across my mind as I sit and go back and forth between memories
good and bad
new and old
some real, some made up to function as a tourniquet on the idealism that is left in me.
Perhaps the bleeding of my mind will never stop?
This...
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I have perhaps reached the breaking point where everything else but me no longer matters and maybe just maybe I have lost my soul in this stretch of reality praying for...
things
unseen.
things unknown by others.
I cry out and the truth of the matter is that I have gotten to this point through the distress of the revelations you have given to me...
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things
unseen.
things unknown by others.
I cry out and the truth of the matter is that I have gotten to this point through the distress of the revelations you have given to me...
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geist81:
i'm having trouble picking three....how about 20?
-josh
-josh
aerosolinvasion:
consider the world rocked.
hmm, can't wait for my internet to get hooked up so i can actually use sg again.
rock.
hmm, can't wait for my internet to get hooked up so i can actually use sg again.
rock.
I got tagged by quasi_sean because I was retarded enough to be thankful that I didn't get tagged.
I am tagging Funkmunky, downtozero, Enigma248, and Illcommunication.
I continue to ask you to read through my shitty poetry and pick out two or three of your favorites so that I can get a portfolio together to send out to grad schools.
Here are twenty things about...
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I am tagging Funkmunky, downtozero, Enigma248, and Illcommunication.
I continue to ask you to read through my shitty poetry and pick out two or three of your favorites so that I can get a portfolio together to send out to grad schools.
Here are twenty things about...
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jimmybackfire:
hey, blue is my 2nd favorite color..i still hate cats..i still love veggie tales..hehe..can't wait for at least one of your books to come out..i think you are a very talented writer. 
nave:
I love people with talent and passion for something. There is nothing sexier to me than someone who does something they love and desires to share it. Furthermore, I love it when people do something they love and don't give a rip what anyone else thinks.
I agree. Thats a biggy.
I agree. Thats a biggy.
I have until Thursday to make a HUGE decision and I don't know what to do.
Haven't the foggiest.
I need two favors from my lovely friends here:
1. What do you think about this:
I can graduate in December with my bachelors in history; work until September; get a new car; save money and get my life back and my book together.
I can...
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Haven't the foggiest.
I need two favors from my lovely friends here:
1. What do you think about this:
I can graduate in December with my bachelors in history; work until September; get a new car; save money and get my life back and my book together.
I can...
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presence:
i say do whatever makes you feel more comfortable and less queasy...all of yr poems are good.
avogadro:
Sept 19
August 14
Sept 26
as for school depends on what you wanna do. Cool to hear you might wanna teach. I though long and hard about that, and I do teach now. It rocks.
I'd say option 1 or 2....don't spend a spring semester writing...that's no fun.
And since I'm a teach, work hard to get a cert and then you'll be loving the job security and summers off.
:-)
BTW 5 courses and 40 hours, I did that too in college. Ugh. The days. But now that i'm done with school i can't take it again lol. Classes are sooo boring
:-) What do you wanna teach, though I have a feeling I know what you will.
August 14
Sept 26
as for school depends on what you wanna do. Cool to hear you might wanna teach. I though long and hard about that, and I do teach now. It rocks.
I'd say option 1 or 2....don't spend a spring semester writing...that's no fun.
And since I'm a teach, work hard to get a cert and then you'll be loving the job security and summers off.
:-)
BTW 5 courses and 40 hours, I did that too in college. Ugh. The days. But now that i'm done with school i can't take it again lol. Classes are sooo boring
:-) What do you wanna teach, though I have a feeling I know what you will.
I wander the halls fingertips at the walls and I wonder
ponder the reality of the moments that have brought me to this moment
I reminisce about the daydreams of yesterday and ponder
ponder the demise of my former reality and accept the moment that had driven me to be
to be me... now.
the sparkle of this snow will flicker against the color of...
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ponder the reality of the moments that have brought me to this moment
I reminisce about the daydreams of yesterday and ponder
ponder the demise of my former reality and accept the moment that had driven me to be
to be me... now.
the sparkle of this snow will flicker against the color of...
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meldarko:
you light up my life
kyleomen:
SUNDAY OCTOBER 23 2005
First off.
Second.
Take the first exit. Devote some time to yourself. School can always come later.
First off.
Second.
Take the first exit. Devote some time to yourself. School can always come later.
Today I
am
hellbent on apologies
recieved.
or given.
The wrongness of yesterday's betrayal overwhelms my ability to forgive without
three small words from an even smaller person.
And you are crazy to think that I will sit quietly and listen to the venomn that has spewn forth in those
four
destructive words.
I am driven with kindness and overwhelmed with hurt and confusion.
Today...
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am
hellbent on apologies
recieved.
or given.
The wrongness of yesterday's betrayal overwhelms my ability to forgive without
three small words from an even smaller person.
And you are crazy to think that I will sit quietly and listen to the venomn that has spewn forth in those
four
destructive words.
I am driven with kindness and overwhelmed with hurt and confusion.
Today...
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geist81:
i think i know in general what you're referring to....so i'll ask again...
need me and the boys to come over and bust a coupl'a heads? 
-josh
need me and the boys to come over and bust a coupl'a heads?
-josh
sunfeather:
'three small words from an even smaller person'
The appreciation of depreciation will overcome this belief in...
the possibility for more.
Your words will fall off your lips two times unknowingly sealing my fate in the memories of yesteryear
I can no longer look beyond the words and analyze my defeat in this race.
I have lost my ability to make you desire no one else.
My middle name has become increasingly unknown...
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the possibility for more.
Your words will fall off your lips two times unknowingly sealing my fate in the memories of yesteryear
I can no longer look beyond the words and analyze my defeat in this race.
I have lost my ability to make you desire no one else.
My middle name has become increasingly unknown...
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snidebot:
it is one damn sexy picture, if i do say so myself.
geist81:
i figured out what i want for christmas....i want a book of your poetry....now to find a printer and a ream of paper....
Sorry guys... I sort of have a new boi that I am spending time with... so you don't even get new shitty poetry, only old shitty poetry...
___________________________
Softly you call out just before the fall
Floating downward you reach out for me
As if for your grace time will stall
You call out for me mindlessly, baby
And I'm in this downward free fall...
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Softly you call out just before the fall
Floating downward you reach out for me
As if for your grace time will stall
You call out for me mindlessly, baby
And I'm in this downward free fall...
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cretinfamily:
you just made me
i feel bad...i didn't write it so you would do that honey.
i just wanted you to know where i be.
i feel bad...i didn't write it so you would do that honey.
i just wanted you to know where i be.
cretinfamily:
hehehe i just fixed it myself!!
thanks for the offer honey!
luv ya!
thanks for the offer honey!
luv ya!
Still in paper hell... Tonight's paper: Sexuality in Hemingway's The Sun Also Rises.
I spent some time in Toledo yesterday, and no, I didn't start any race riots...Will be spending significantly more time there, I think.
I won't be going to Necto, I have partied way too much as of late and my bad habit of sleeping only 2 or 3 hours a night is...
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I spent some time in Toledo yesterday, and no, I didn't start any race riots...Will be spending significantly more time there, I think.
I won't be going to Necto, I have partied way too much as of late and my bad habit of sleeping only 2 or 3 hours a night is...
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buzzgringo:
the wildest thing? there is a square in the hague called "plein 1813" wich has a big statue on it and a large stair shaped pedestal.
i had sex on it with my (ex)girlfriend. it was summer and about nine in the evening. the square is on one of the 3 ways leading to scheveningen. (thats where the beach is). so it was like rush hour. i think we were seen by a ruf estemate. 200 people. that was wild.
buzz
i had sex on it with my (ex)girlfriend. it was summer and about nine in the evening. the square is on one of the 3 ways leading to scheveningen. (thats where the beach is). so it was like rush hour. i think we were seen by a ruf estemate. 200 people. that was wild.
buzz
buzzgringo:
and i remembre having sex with a compete stranger. surounded by thousands against the fence in front of faith no more. i was kinda minding my own banging my head while suddenly i got a shoe in my face of someone who was crowd surfing. i thought i had a cut and that i was bleeding(it was just a scratch and sweat was pooring down my face). so i tried to ask a girl next to me if she could look at it. and i bend my head foreward so she could take a look. funny thing because she misunderstood me and started kissing me. before i new it my hands where all over her body and i lifted up her skirt.........after we finished she shouted in my ear she didn't want to know my name.so when fait no more came back for the encore. I raised my hands and droped back to vanish into the crowd. (everytime i think back to that day i wonder if she was on dugs or something.) but it was wild.
buzz
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buzz[Edited on Oct 19, 2005 4:04AM]
This journal gets old when it's all about me.
Tell me something.
A joke.
Or maybe write me a haiku?
Anything to help me get through my paper on Roe V. Wade.
Please.
Tell me something.
A joke.
Or maybe write me a haiku?
Anything to help me get through my paper on Roe V. Wade.
Please.
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geist81:
what do you call a seven course meal in ireland?
six guinness and a potato.
yeah.
-josh
six guinness and a potato.
yeah.
-josh
hypoxian:
I ain't funny, but Mitch is.
Some comics get drunk before a show. I don't. When I get drunk, I don't want to stand in front of a bunch of people that I don't know. That does not sound comfortable. Why have all these people gathered? And why am I elevated and not facing the same way as everyone else? And what is this electric stick in my hand? I want a chair too!
I hope that was funny or I will sue Mitch Hedberg Enterprises!
Some comics get drunk before a show. I don't. When I get drunk, I don't want to stand in front of a bunch of people that I don't know. That does not sound comfortable. Why have all these people gathered? And why am I elevated and not facing the same way as everyone else? And what is this electric stick in my hand? I want a chair too!
I hope that was funny or I will sue Mitch Hedberg Enterprises!
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sunfeather:
That's a very empty looking bar/club.
'a hideous bowl that sits on the windowsill' - I don't like the sound of that...
And, ooh, I bet it is cold in Michigan this time of year. I was in my shirt sleeves over here this afternoon. This is not normal for the UK in mid-October, i assure you.
'a hideous bowl that sits on the windowsill' - I don't like the sound of that...
And, ooh, I bet it is cold in Michigan this time of year. I was in my shirt sleeves over here this afternoon. This is not normal for the UK in mid-October, i assure you.
presence:
That is a really cool dance action pic
This is the quiet desired.
Midterms...
Leave a message.... I'll see whoever cares at the I Lounge on Thursday... but other than that... I think this weekend will be spent with a decent amount of tea, a few good books, and I am going to see a play on Saturday...
Anyone who has my number, feel free to text me or call me to give...
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Midterms...
Leave a message.... I'll see whoever cares at the I Lounge on Thursday... but other than that... I think this weekend will be spent with a decent amount of tea, a few good books, and I am going to see a play on Saturday...
Anyone who has my number, feel free to text me or call me to give...
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_gone_:
hah .. you scratch my back and i'll scratch yours 
Right NOW!!!!