eireann

The appreciation of depreciation will overcome this belief in...
the possibility for more.
Your words will fall off your lips two times unknowingly sealing my fate in the memories of yesteryear
I can no longer look beyond the words and analyze my defeat in this race.
I have lost my ability to make you desire no one else.
My middle name has become increasingly unknown to my subconcious
The disgrace of replacement is simply the disposability of who I am
and your wishes that I would be someone else
I wish.
wish
away the evening and pray for the advent of the sun so that I may bring reality back to light.
Oh, sweet reailty as my body betrays my mind and my desire forgets self control.
I loathe and love this moment as I sink into security blankets of insecurity where I know that I am no one.
I will pretend to be someone for just this moment
so I can rise into the fundamentals of what I used to believe and rise to this higher occasion
a marriage between reality and fantasy
and I will sink back into my nostalgia fantasy dreams
and remember what it feels like to go home
wanting
only
myself.