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I have just bombed my algebra midterm. Yeah me!!

I have a paper and a presentation due for Psych on Monday. Have I started it yet? Nope.

Friday is going to be retail hell and I will be drinking lots of coffee and trying not to kill soccer moms.

Happy Turkey Day!!

Catch up with you when I can.
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anothervictim:
dude i suck so bad at math. I remember like 3 semesters ago i was attempting my 5th try at algebra 101 and I studied 6 hours for the placement exam...I got a goddam 15, and here I was a deans list student. I hate math.
jab1432:
What's up dudett! I hope you have an AWESOME Turkey Day! biggrin
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What up?!

The friend situation as been resolved. I have issues what can I say. I am working on them.

I stopped being a chicken shit and talked to the Columbian. Things are going really great. His name is Rene. I really should stop calling him the Columbian.

I was supposed to go to see Ministry on Sunday but I didn't. I have to apologize...
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the_mad_monk:
Then maybe you should come by early in the morning sometime, I think i've used up all of the silly pride smile

That's the problem with those B&D'ers, to many top and not enough bottoms wink
sen:
Sponge Bob is the shit. I'm going to see it with someone from work, who's even older than me. Gaha. I can understand though, why you might not dig SPSP after watching every other cartoon in the world with your kid.
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I really hate it when I think that someone doesn't like me. Especially when I thought that there was some sort of a connection there. I am not talking about love or romance or any of that but a basic connection between two human beings. This has happened to me before when people I thought were my friends tend to drop off my radar. It...
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contradiction:
heya! thanks for the kick ass sentiment... smile

naive and bitter??? hmmmm dunno I am just over-experienced and bitter... wink
anothervictim:
i want opposable big toes.
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In honor of my two new cd purchases and my feelings on life....

Lost-The Cure, from the cd The Cure


I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
In the head of this stranger in love

Holding on given up
To another under faded setting sun
And I wonder where I am...
Could she run away with...
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jab1432:
I don't think that is too much to ask... I think nearly everyone struggles with those same thoughts. I know I do. But what can you do? On one hand you don't want to get hurt, on the other you don't want to be lonely... I guess it is the fact that it is so rare that makes it so much better when you finally do find your love.
Sooner or later you will find him or he will find you. Just don't give up... Peace biggrin
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Hello lovers and loved ones. I know that it has been awhile. I just wanted to give everyone a quick update...

Didn't get tattooed on Sunday and I am really bummed out about it. My tattoo artist got behind and had to cancel so now the hard part is going to be rescheduling because my life is hectic sometimes.

Haven't finalized anything with the Columbian...
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faerysoul:
Just wanted to say hi. KMFDM was too fucking good--except--typical KC--right after the concert they kicked all the punks out for salsa dancing. 2nd concert we've been to like that--guess they don't want OUR money. Can't wait to meet you next Sunday. IM me on Yahoo so I'll know what you're gonna wear. kiss kiss
samanthakayne:
fractions are seriously half-baked, chica. tongue
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OK enough of the melancholy Cure bull shit!! Not that I don't love, worship, grovel in front of, plead for mercy from, LOVE The Cure because I do. Oh man do I.

But... On to happier things. First of all Happy Halloween Biatches!!! Today is Halloween. Happy Samhain!! Happy New Year!! This is my favorite day of the year. I love the upcoming holiday season....
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faerysoul:
I love getting tattooed--just need some more $$ so I can get some more. Looks like we LOST the election. Goddess help us and this country to survive that lunatic for another four years. Still wanna meet you sometime, beautiful. kiss
samanthakayne:
tool and the cure and a halloween girl - damn, wonder if i can get out there sooner!
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Oh don't talk of love the shadows purr
Murmuring me away from you
Don't talk of worlds that never were
The end is all that's ever true
There's nothing you can ever say
Nothing you can ever do...
Still every night I burn
Every night I scream your name
Every night I burn
Every night the dream's the same
Every night I burn
Waiting for...
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jab1432:
Robert Smith... I don't think I have read any of his poems before (other than the ones you have posted). I find it hard to find poets who can express my feelings... which is the reason I became one myself. It is nice to vent through literature, whether reading or writing... I love the feeling of loosing myself for the couple of moments it takes to read the piece...
Watching movies with your friends for the holidays, that sounds nice! I hope a bunch of good movies come on so that you don't get bored =) ttyl <3
beryn:
i love that one! love
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Today actually fucking rocked!!

Yes I am using a pc. It's the one at school so hopefully they won't realize how naughty this site really is. But you know it's thier own fault for not having Net Nanny or something like that. Good for me.

Ok. After a very pissy morning because I am really bitchy when I have had no sleep. Why No sleep...
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jamesriot:
One: Made my day to get a shout-out in your journal. You can mack down on me anytime you want!

I'm sorry to hear about the on-line romance, though. Ending any kind of romance sucks, so nothing but love for you on that front. I'm glad you had such a good day, though. You deserve tons of good days!

Also, I'm gonna be changing my screen name to "Evolutionary Betrayer" in a day or so. As much as I like being Cerah's Bitch, guys keep thinking the name means I'm a girl and hitting on me....DESPITE the fucking word "Male" next to gender in my profile. *shakes head* Morons.

Oh, and I met GWAR. Envy me.

Much love for ya, Velvet. Maybe I'll send some pics of my Hellboy costume your way so you can see how big a dork I am!
samanthakayne:
here's to slow days at work.

and planning obsessively far ahead to get into trouble! wink

((edited)) 'cause i just saw your seraphim shock pics - you know they're local here, right? shocked maybe you'll have to return the favor and come out here sometime!

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Have a Happy Halloween everyone!! Happy Samhain to all my pagan peeps out there!!! I hope that everyone does something fun. If anyody has any leads on anything going on in KC shoot me an email through SG.
I will probably not be back on this site for about a week or more. Damn it to hell for not having a pc at home. Maybe...
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jamesriot:
Hey, gorgeous! I'm back from my week on the road and just wanted to cop a feel....I meant drop a line. I hope everything starts to clear up and get better for ya. You're way too nice a lady for things to go badly. Well, at least you've always been WAY nice to me, so that's really what matters as far as I'm concerned.

::BIG HUG::

In any case, I'm rooting for you on this end. Drop me a line when you can!
niobe:
Thanks for the hugs and kisses. smile
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Superstar by Cold

I don't listen much to reason
Everybody wants to be here
Santa Claus has lost his mind
Easter Bunny's not a rabbit
Tricks are made for kids until
Pseudo-psycho man tells you to fly
Everyone just ran around just playing games
With anti-socials no one ever taught you how
To fall
I don't listen much to reason everyone's a
Fucking psycho no...
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jab1432:
What's up Velvet! Those are some pretty rad poems! Totally awesome! Thanks for the Birthday wishes! It was an alright birthday, my 20th! I can no longer be called a crazy punk teenager (THANK GOD)...
That is pretty cool that you are considering the medical field too! I totally agree that we should talk! Yah, I have not gotten into all the hardcore med-stuff yet... just the basics... but after this semester I have to decide on my career plan... I am thinking of being a nurse anastheioligist (sp?)... or just a normal RN... maybe if I keep my grades up I will attempt to be a cardiac surgeon... but yah... so what parts of the med field have most of your attention? what did you mean by you entertain med school? are you a singer or a caterer or something? Sorry this is sort of long, I wanted to be a writer before I discovered how much (or little) they get paid with absolutely no job security... but yah, so I easily loose track of how much I have written since it is just so much fun for me... I hope you have a super great day!
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I talked to the guy at Waldenbooks today. He is really great. We talked for 10 minutes about everything and nothing. You know life in the mall and such. Well I asked him out and he was so flattered. He just had this huge smile on his face and he turned bright red. It was so cute.

Ok. I got distracted. Anyway. He is taken....
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niobe:
Awww, that is awesome! smile
niobe:
Awww, that is a bummer. frown Keep your hopes up though. kiss
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What can I tell you about the last week? Oh man. So much and yet nothing at the same time. I am so fucking horny I think that I am going to explode. I need to get fucked. I am so sure that you all wanted to know that. I am working on my issues about having casual sex. Remember I was giving abstinance a...
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the_mad_monk:
Cool new profile pic!!!


I think most of us would like to beable to hold something back in certain situations.

I'm like you in wondering if there really is the so called soulmate out there for me! Well a Ms Right that around my age anyway!!!
cherrycyanide:
I'm having a gastric bypass. I'm excited. wewt. Buck up lady, one day you'll be able to ask him out. biggrin hehe.