What can I tell you about the last week? Oh man. So much and yet nothing at the same time. I am so fucking horny I think that I am going to explode. I need to get fucked. I am so sure that you all wanted to know that. I am working on my issues about having casual sex. Remember I was giving abstinance a try. I don't think that I can hold out very much longer.
I start classes again on Monday. I still have to buy books. I am going to log on to 1/2.com as soon as I get done wtih this.
I had a really good time at work on Friday with the girls. Yeah did I mention that I have the hots for two girls at work. They are so precious I could just eat them up. Maybe I will. Ha.
There is a really cute boy at the bookstore down the way from my shop. I finally got up the nerve to talk to him but never threw down any shred of a mack. I am such a pussy sometimes. OK. Most of the time. Maybe tomorrow I will do something about it. He is so cute.
I have no plans for Halloween weekend I am very pissed off about that. I need craziness. I need adult fun. Anybody got anything going on I can come to?
One of my good friends has found the man of her dreams and is totally in love. I am so happy for her because she deserves it. I hope that this guy isn't a total ass. Someday my prince will come, and stay.
Alright I am done boring you. KISSES!!!!
Edit: I can't find these fucking books online. I found one but it was like $300.00. That professor can kiss my ass if she thinks that I am paying that much for a fucking book that I am only going to be using for 8 weeks. I wonder if I can check it out from the library? That one is for Psychology. The Algebra book I have found like 3 possible combinations for what it could be. How come people don't give you the ISBN numbers in the syllabus anymore? ARGH!!! So now I am going to have to wait until class starts so I can see what book we should really have and get the ISBN from someone else.
Stupid thought: Josh (NC Boy) told me we were growing apart. This was about a 1 1/ 2 weeks ago. I haven't contacted him sense. That really crushed me. Just tell me the truth. You want to move on. Don't bullshit me. I was the other half of you remember? How can we grow apart? I hate boys!!! I had a package that I was sending him. A couple of books, pics, and letters. I send him books a lot. There is a lot of stuff he's never read. Anyway, the package kept coming back to me. It could never get delivered. The first time I left off the apt #, the second time was a postage issue. I have never had drama with a postal item before. I am taking it as a sign. I will send him an email and see what happens. My heat hurts sometimes. Then others I am just way too numb and cold. *shrug*
I start classes again on Monday. I still have to buy books. I am going to log on to 1/2.com as soon as I get done wtih this.
I had a really good time at work on Friday with the girls. Yeah did I mention that I have the hots for two girls at work. They are so precious I could just eat them up. Maybe I will. Ha.
There is a really cute boy at the bookstore down the way from my shop. I finally got up the nerve to talk to him but never threw down any shred of a mack. I am such a pussy sometimes. OK. Most of the time. Maybe tomorrow I will do something about it. He is so cute.
I have no plans for Halloween weekend I am very pissed off about that. I need craziness. I need adult fun. Anybody got anything going on I can come to?
One of my good friends has found the man of her dreams and is totally in love. I am so happy for her because she deserves it. I hope that this guy isn't a total ass. Someday my prince will come, and stay.
Alright I am done boring you. KISSES!!!!
Edit: I can't find these fucking books online. I found one but it was like $300.00. That professor can kiss my ass if she thinks that I am paying that much for a fucking book that I am only going to be using for 8 weeks. I wonder if I can check it out from the library? That one is for Psychology. The Algebra book I have found like 3 possible combinations for what it could be. How come people don't give you the ISBN numbers in the syllabus anymore? ARGH!!! So now I am going to have to wait until class starts so I can see what book we should really have and get the ISBN from someone else.
Stupid thought: Josh (NC Boy) told me we were growing apart. This was about a 1 1/ 2 weeks ago. I haven't contacted him sense. That really crushed me. Just tell me the truth. You want to move on. Don't bullshit me. I was the other half of you remember? How can we grow apart? I hate boys!!! I had a package that I was sending him. A couple of books, pics, and letters. I send him books a lot. There is a lot of stuff he's never read. Anyway, the package kept coming back to me. It could never get delivered. The first time I left off the apt #, the second time was a postage issue. I have never had drama with a postal item before. I am taking it as a sign. I will send him an email and see what happens. My heat hurts sometimes. Then others I am just way too numb and cold. *shrug*
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I think most of us would like to beable to hold something back in certain situations.
I'm like you in wondering if there really is the so called soulmate out there for me! Well a Ms Right that around my age anyway!!!