devil_bitch

I really hate it when I think that someone doesn't like me. Especially when I thought that there was some sort of a connection there. I am not talking about love or romance or any of that but a basic connection between two human beings. This has happened to me before when people I thought were my friends tend to drop off my radar. It bugs the shit out of me. If I did something wrong or I pissed you off then just say so. Or if I didn't do something or I am annoying you just fucking say it. Can we figure out if the friendship can be saved or if it is even worth saving? Not knowing is what really gets me. It makes me nuts! I think that I am a pretty cool chick and when someone doesn't talk to me ever again I have to wonder why. Maybe that person just needs some personal space. That is great I am all for personal space but just tell me so I don't feel like I am wasting my time and energy on someone who doesn't give two shits. Everyone that I let into my little world is special to me because not very many people get the chance to get there. Maybe that is my problem. I am too busy cutting out the good ones and letting all the bad ones in. I beleive that there is some good in everyone. Can you be naive and bitter all at the same time?

Then again I could be being way over sensitive, which happens a lot. I just want to know. Should I stay or should I go?