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That is weird about the guy... but I have to say, it's better they get all weird early in the game than late...

You know, this might sound weird, but when I saw your picture, you looked exactly like I'd pictured you. And that means cute...

You know, what you're saying about not running, it's true, and many people do that. The problem is that when you can't run anymore, everyone isn't strong enough to face up to what's been piling up. But I know you got it under control I tend to do the same thing. Right now, I have that issue with paying bills. When I have the money, I feel no rush to get them done and I end up not paying them. now I got bills all over the place. This must be doing wonders to my credit...

yay on the possible solution to the car thing makes me want to jump up and down So what's the word now?

too bad about the guy - just keep at it - hes not the only one- out of controll? hmmmm- yeah, dont run anymore -face it - I dont know what Im talking about, but it seemed like a good thing to say

I'm sooo sorry to hear all that! It really sucks..

I hate when it feels like everything is just going wrong...

Im sorry sweetie And byt the way quit being so damn hard on yourself you look GREAT

19, what's the problem?

yes, a child can be a scary thing. i can't even take care of myself...i'm not ready to take that step. although, i suppose I should be ready "just in case" it happens. hah.

and don't worry, I did enjoy the SGKC hotness!

der, everyone likes you!

so um when are you gonna post a picture YOU so we all can see what YOU look like?

Love? There is no love for me For you though

Gwen and Dita would be my choice for my Easter basket, hubba hubba

happy easter!

my son's pretty well disciplined compared to alot of kids i used to see when i worked at QT. Well and one of my brothers kids lol they run wild and it annoys me to no end. I'm hoping i can get to the slipknot show but its not looking good money wise so i can still hope to get the cash at the last minute. have a good easter!

children certainly do need boundries...that's for sure. seems these days kids have way less respect for authority. i'm scared to bring a child into this world, for fear of what they may turn out like or what they'll have to look forwad to when they grow older. crazyness!

Very impressed with your ambitions. I plan on being an engineer (of the civil variety) and then saving the world through knowledge of stress of materials somehow.

Well Here's a whole pile of For ya!!! Mmmmm holland, man i'd love to go with ya!!!

Wow... Well yeah that shooting was in my state.

The two boys who were on the news yesterday were fighting /arguing in the hospital over who got to be the TV spokes person. My grandmother heard them arguing in the halls of the hospital.

My grandpa was being admited at the time, he has pnumonia or something scarey like that and he had to go to the hospital for tests and stuff cause his condition hasn't improved.

I hate the media coverage on the school shootings. I hate how they always blame the wrong people for these childrens actions. Media in general doesn't make someone take their families guns, kill their family, go to school, shoot a bunch of people and then kill themselves. I tihnk maybe that's just a WEE too much to blame on a type of clothing, a type of music, or a type of entertainment media. I mean really.

And on top of it I think racism between minoritys is retarded aswell. How stupid can you get, really? And those who have a problem with race mixing need to pull their feet out of their asses because that's just stupid too. Most of the most beautiful, brightest and well adjusted people come from mixed race families. I personally find people of a "Full blood" race to be much less attractive then someone who's got a bit of a mix in them. But I'm biased I guess, being mixed.

I didn't know you were native american at all by the by. I'm a fourth black foot native american. But I'm not registered with my tribe because neither of my half blood grandparents ever bothered to register. Besides they were dead by the time I was born. And my dad hated his father so even if he weren't I'd not have gotten a chancet o meet him.

Anyways I'm going to go to bed now and lement about finding a job and moving out. I have to be up in an hour now anyways though so sleeping is pointless.

oi I make my brain ache.

freak is just a way for the conformed masses to make themselves feel better. gucci gucci coo, pureed bananas anyone? no! wtf I'm 25

and yeah I'm following all this shit on tv, especially the disney shareholders, walmart invoice and automated store inventory trackers, and the severed digit in the soup stories. Crazy shit and way better then listening to orange alert fox news propaghandist nonsense shit that my dad sees as positive news. world world world //// chin up darlin, scrapes, bruises, and broken nose are life's way of telling us we're not immortal...and it's fun picking at the scabs

back to buffy 6 am and all

I understand the mood completely actually I have had pretty much nothing but horrible luck with relationships in this city myself. The cure and some other bands are great for helping deal with crap. Lately i've been hard pressed to find someone to give my heart too , but enough from me. I hope u feel better soon *hugs*

Im game

good luck with the car! sux!

I love anything burton so I shall look forward to it as well.

I dont know anything about vibrators so umm Im glad you foundone you like. Thanks for the b-day wishes . I hope all goes well with your car.

*sigh* I live with my guy, he is fantastic, dotes on me, loves me so much, he is beautiful and charismatic, people worship him, and I have him...haha. He is like a second dad to my son, they love each other to death. It is adorable.

And he still won't do the ring. He is *ahem* nearly 31. He is scared. He had parents who split up very poorly, and has "never seen that whole thing work". He says he knows it is important to me, yet can't do it out of fear. I don't even want the picket fence, I want the life we have now - the psuedo-rockstar/geeky homebody life we have. It's great. If he said he never wanted kids, I would be OK with that. If he said he did, I would be OK with that too. I just want the symbolism, the pride in our love that he will not give.

My ? is if you know you are afraid, don't you push forward? He always has with everything else, which is why he is who he is today.

So I kinda understand. But not totally.

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i recommend a jaeger bomb. i'm sorry i haven't been on a while. very busy. plus, the internet center is being constantly closed. all sorts of shit is going down. i'm all good on this end, no worrying. i'll talk to you soon.

sounds like you had a pretty good night...well, the other night anyway. sucks about the wheels. damn cars! there will be other shows...no worries!