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Wow, I really let myself get sucked in, today. My mood was like a steep slope I rolled down, picking up speed as I went. The further into the day I got, the worse I felt. For no real reason, nothing's wrong that wasn't already wrong.
I'm so sick of worrying, I keep just trying to push the icky thoughts away. But then I start...
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sillyokio:
hahahah.

man .. i'm sooo close to taking the plunge and actually going blonde .. :nervous:
jennylou:
((hugs)) I have days/weeks like that. I hope it has passed for you.
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"I've got a hunger and just can't seem to get full..."

The web cam is being parked for a moment. Video bloggage WILL happen, just bear with me. Thank you all for your questions and suggestions ( wink ), they will be put to good use soon.
I'm actually pretty excited about doing a video blog. Those I've seen from members, friends, & SG's so far...
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all_sewn_up:
Awwww...thankees. blush
zarth:
Back at you, hot stuff.
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Ok, so I'm thinking I may purchase a webcam with part of my first paycheck. I shouldn't but I want one bad.

So expect the possiblity of a Connie video blog this weekend. Gimme something to talk about, questions and what not. Plz.

Tomorrow I get to go on a "truck roll" with a technician. Not looking forward to this so much, but it will...
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xbob13x:
well im glad it went well
velvet_petal:
10,000 miles..Think I seen things in your blogs about your love so it is great to hear. Hope it becomes affordable soon......as well as the web cam. Then you can silly dance along with me from your part of the world.
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Weekend's here, woot! This week was rough and I'm glad for the rest & relaxation.

Work's still going great, I really love Comcast. Got a lil taste of the sales floor one day this week and now I'm PUMPED. Of course, my department isn't sales, I'm training for CAE (customer accounts exec). After six months they allow you to switch position, so I'm gunning for...
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weapon0:
I hope you had fun weekend. Good luck on getting the sales position. smile
greekdevils:
I think you meant, pouli right?
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GAH!!!

I just spilled my guts via journel entry. It said everything I wanted it to and then some. It was the second time this evening I tried to write said journal.

Then -

it was gone. eeek


Shitwhore! I am not rewriting it for a third time. The jist:

- I love my job. It gets better by the day, I gain a comfort level...
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kindle:
Whee, thanks! I used this one last year but I'm too lazy to make another and it works well
_tryst_:
hey just read the thread bout you and it was super lovely and just thought I would say hello. I'm MT.

about the disappearing text, the next time it happens, do nothing, right click the mouse button, select undo. it works with all comps so far
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My new job is saaaweeeet! I can't even begin to explain, my head is floating on a cloud. Despite the 3 hours of sleep I got last night, this day couldn't have been any better. I talked to my best girl, smoked with my brother, started the near perfect job, the weather was gorgeous. Reasons I am grateful and feel more blessed than ever.

I'm...
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akalucifer:
so what's the four letter word? toys? wink
velvet_petal:
that was too kind....but, I'll take it! thanks!
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I really try my best to stay upbeat and positive, but I feel ten kinds of ick today. I keep crying over nothing, srsly NOTHING.

And seeing as I've alienated myself from just about everyone in my life, this is the only place I can use for a shoulder. That sucks, I really hate it when people get all emo and "woe is me".

I...
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tinyhobo:
I hope you have a great first day.
greaser:
I'm glad things started looking up for you after such a bad day. Isn't it great to have wonderful SG people to lean on when you need to? smile
I hope things went well with the new job today kiss

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Don't worry at all. I would never think of you as the whiny, emo type. It doesn't take much to see what a strong person you are.

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Boredum by the Buzzcocks, personal theme song of the moment. I am beyond bored.

Why? Yooou got it, I quit the third (count em) third job in what, six months? It's whatever, I just need to stay out of restaurants when looking for employment. I got in a tiff with a cook for making a mistake, nothing major, ONE fucking mistake in the three weeks...
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greaser:
Last night I used Valium, beer, and the Cure (the pre-1985 stuff is best for sleeping to wink ). Over the counter sleep aids haven't worked for me in the past, but maybe prescription drugs would work. I'll see how things go tonight. I may have to go to the doctor.
ninapoe:
Thanx for the comment on my set!
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I need to take a step back, here, and shake it off.

And I'm more than likely gonna lay off the beer, it makes me go up a notch on the crazy scale. surreal

No worries, though.

It is amazingly beautiful outside, today. Breezy, cool, sunny. I love the transition into Fall, it lifts my mood in so many ways. I'm taking it way easy, today....
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cuntrebecca:
It makes me much bunches of saddy sad to see a bullet hole in your head frown
niobe:
Thanks. smile
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So, yeah, job's official. Just call me cubicle queen. Got the letter in the mail, today.

It'll feel weird to have a "real job" as opposed to resturant life. I'm thinking through whether or not I want to keep the shits and giggles diner job. I just really hate serving at this point.
But money is scarce, and I need it like crazy. So I've...
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jay_blank:
"Got the letter in the mail, today."

Funny, I got a letter from the government the other day. I opened and read it; it said they were suckers.

CONGRATS on the cubicle job! One of us...one of us..... tongue Prepare for your ass to get wide and your interweb fingers to get numb.hahaha

Seriously though, very cool. Sorry you miss the boy....but all good things...right? I'm sure he feels the same way about you. And at night, you can look at the stars and imagine he's looking at the same one you are. And at that instant, you'll be connected.

...or, you know....maybe email him. wink

How long until you go out there?
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Thanks for all the well wishes, my dears. I really do love you guys. kiss

Today is not shaping up to be so hot. I was woken early this morning by my brother and mother screaming at the top of their lungs. I hate when they fight, I always want to get involved, but my brother scares me sometimes. He's got Jekyll & Hyde syndrome -...
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akalucifer:
sorry to read about your grandma, but after being through it, I understand about not going out... it does get better though... wish her good luck from a fellow survivor...
kekelyn:
Yay for getting the job!!!

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Yeah, so, I'm starting to feel better healthwise. Woke up today to find both my siblings AND my mother caught my bug. This shit don't pull any punches, does it?

I need to quit being a whiner and learn how to take ribbing with a grain of salt. Fucking hell.

Yeah, and my hook up for free tattoos? I think it just went down the...
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zarth:
Thanks.
tiger_fodder:
Glad that you are better! kiss