coffeelove

It has soon been 7 days, I have lost my libido completely.
I am drinking coffee and I am wrapped up in a towel, waiting for the stuff I have smeared all over myself to dry.
It is raining but the sun is still shining, which is just beautiful.
I believe rapists should be punished by having their junk cut off. Same goes for female...
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I'll miss you Sami. You have a very special place in my heart.
♥

I slept for almost 24 hours. From Friday afternoon way into Saturday. I was awake for a few hours inbetween, making dinner for myself, then went back to sleep. Saturday I packed away the Easter bomb that had gone off, got some writing done, got drunk, slept for an hour, was awake all night, slept from early morning today til the afternoon.
Back home, freshly...
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Kinda taking this as a sign from above or something. Got to work and turns out we were double booked, so I volunteered to go home. Yeah I'm missing out on alot of cash but fuck it. Yesterday was so bad, I was afraid I was going 300 miles an hour straight into a wall. So I squeed, said tata fuckers and went to my...
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I feel so empty and hollow today. Last night I really felt the need to sleep in someones arms. Hardly slept because my mind kept wandering and I couldn't relax. I drifted off, woke up, drifted off again. All night. Or should I say all morning. Fell asleep around six, woke up a few hours later, was awake for a while and went back to...
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Hate-list

People who
- borrow money and never pays back.
- fuck up their own lifes and expect their family to come to the rescue every fucking time.
- are never grateful, humble or in any way show respect to those who help them out.
- do not care if they inflict pain, be it emotional or physical, on others.
- pretend to care about...
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Monday morning laziness. Listening to Brahms cello sonatas, drinking coffee, smoking.
Woke up around six this morning and instead of going back to sleep I got out of bed. My father and his girlfriend are still sleeping so I have enjoyed the feeling of being alone. Have work tonight but I've gotten over the resentment I have felt lately. Maybe I just gave up, maybe...
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I am a pleasure addict. He is my drug.
I really think it is as simple as that. An addiction.
Have not spoken to him for what must be a month and realized I have not missed him at all.
I only feel something when he is around. When he is not.. nothing. He does not even exist as far as I am concerned.
And...
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Hey you.. yeah, you..Guess what..

You are wonderful, did you know that?

I mean it, and I am talking about just you! *points at you*

Grumpygrumpygrumpygrumpy. Hate working night shifts. Hate not having a proper yaknow in days. Hate sleeping when it will be a beautiful day. Hate being poor.
Want unknown, filthy rich uncle in America and even though he has never met me, thinks the world of me and dies, leaving all his billions to me. Want sex. Want to move.
Wish I didn't have to get myself...
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