Tears come too quickly,
My smile eludes me,
Empathy escapes me,
The fear has set in.
The darkness surrounds me,
Like water to wash me,
My anger has risen,
Nowhere to begin.
I hate to lonely,
I need to be wanted,
I long to be needed,
I wish to be touched.
I find that Im falling,
Falling to nowhere,
Nowhere to end here,
Here is...
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My smile eludes me,
Empathy escapes me,
The fear has set in.
The darkness surrounds me,
Like water to wash me,
My anger has risen,
Nowhere to begin.
I hate to lonely,
I need to be wanted,
I long to be needed,
I wish to be touched.
I find that Im falling,
Falling to nowhere,
Nowhere to end here,
Here is...
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Work sucked today so I came home early..
Broke as fuck, need a cigarette (BADLY) and want to go blow off some steam..
Gonna sit down and write tonight.. brain is on a tangent today..
more later.. promises, promises.
Needing meditation and crystal work..
Broke as fuck, need a cigarette (BADLY) and want to go blow off some steam..
Gonna sit down and write tonight.. brain is on a tangent today..
more later.. promises, promises.
Needing meditation and crystal work..
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irishandbuffy:
God I suck............. It is the drugs.............You are right my sister.....
Love you
Love you
eeek_the_kat:
to make the day better.
to make the day better.Busy, busy, busy... too busy to breathe.
more later............
**UPDATE**
Ok.. so went from being really busy.. thank you all by the way for the offer of CPR.. lol.. to being REALLY FUCKING BORED.
I need a night out. BADLY! Need karaoke, need booze, need adult interaction (not coworkers).. HELP ME.
Some one come get me, take me out, get me drunk and bring me...
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more later............
**UPDATE**
Ok.. so went from being really busy.. thank you all by the way for the offer of CPR.. lol.. to being REALLY FUCKING BORED.
I need a night out. BADLY! Need karaoke, need booze, need adult interaction (not coworkers).. HELP ME.
Some one come get me, take me out, get me drunk and bring me...
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neodrunk:
Sorry! I only got like part of a message? Anyway, I was on the phone for a long time and didn't get off until real late. Man that was expensive.
princesskat:
If only you weren't in Minnesota....
It's August 1st and I'm now a non smoker.. even took 'cigarettes' off my list of vices.
So, between the lack of sleep and lack of nicotine.. I should be SUPER FUN to live with for the next week or so..
Zippy is making salsa (i.e. death in a bucket.. shit's HOT) and the kids are outside playing... nothing changes.. life sucks but today, I...
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So, between the lack of sleep and lack of nicotine.. I should be SUPER FUN to live with for the next week or so..
Zippy is making salsa (i.e. death in a bucket.. shit's HOT) and the kids are outside playing... nothing changes.. life sucks but today, I...
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kriss:
WAY TO GO CHARITEE
keep up the great work
if I could quit in 1992,
and never smoke again, so can you!
kisses
KRISS
keep up the great work
if I could quit in 1992,
and never smoke again, so can you!
kisses
KRISS
shanana:
We are doing good. Thanks.... I have started a diet today. I am going to try and stick by it. So we can support each other.... you with the non-smoking and me with my diet.
Oh do you know that I have asthma now. Found out about a month ago.
D
Oh do you know that I have asthma now. Found out about a month ago.
D
Ok, no more 3am shifts for this girl.. I'm too old for this shit.
I'm going to sleep for the next 32 hours...
Time for sleepy bye.. night loves. Tuck in, sweet dreams and I'll chat you up when I decide to be coherent again.
I'm going to sleep for the next 32 hours...
Time for sleepy bye.. night loves. Tuck in, sweet dreams and I'll chat you up when I decide to be coherent again.
quasi_sean:
you take care of yourself, my friend. fuck those late shifts...they only hurt the brain. 
dr_zoidberg:
You are not old at all! But I feel as if I am too old to be working all night too, so I guess everyone is...
Be sure to sleep with teddy! He loves you, just like me!
Be sure to sleep with teddy! He loves you, just like me!
Hi ho hi ho.. it's off to work I go..
Anybody want to drive to the Best Buy main campus to bring me caffine pills, coffee and a Big Mac?
No.. seriously! lol..
Night loves..
Anybody want to drive to the Best Buy main campus to bring me caffine pills, coffee and a Big Mac?
No.. seriously! lol..
Night loves..
not_tom:
the distance dose pose a problem, perhaps we could have a caffeine big mac run as they do with the olympic torch. as your friends, we could run it from city to city until it arrives at the Best Buy Campus for the caffeine presentation ceremony.
of course by the time it got to you, you'd have already fallen asleep. i'll keep planning....
don't work too hard this weekend!
of course by the time it got to you, you'd have already fallen asleep. i'll keep planning....
don't work too hard this weekend!
princesskat:
Mmmm...I could got for a Big Mac right about now. Yummy.
It's 3:45 in the morning. Why am I still awake?
Oh.. that's right.. because I'm a fucking dork and volunteered to work the Help Desk.. I'm stupid.
And tired.
Night loves.
Oh.. that's right.. because I'm a fucking dork and volunteered to work the Help Desk.. I'm stupid.
And tired.
Night loves.
junebug:
night night sweetie
germ13:
Sending you lots of energy waves...Zzap...Zzap...Zzap...
Oh my goodness, oh my goodness (points if you know where that's from)..
You people are just tooooo sweet. I'm fine! I'm just a complete klutz! You'll notice the longer I'm an SG member.. the more spills, falls and trips you'll hear about.. coordination is not my forte! LOL!
I'm fine, really.. but I should have my sister come over to take a picture of...
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You people are just tooooo sweet. I'm fine! I'm just a complete klutz! You'll notice the longer I'm an SG member.. the more spills, falls and trips you'll hear about.. coordination is not my forte! LOL!
I'm fine, really.. but I should have my sister come over to take a picture of...
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not_tom:
sorry to find out about the nasty fall. hope that it doens't slow you down too much. of course if it doesn't all of the hours you'll be working, will! get some rest when you can - and be careful!
prs2000:
the sun'll come out tomorrow...
OUCH~OUCH~OUCH
Ok, so at the hot tub tonight with the kids.. slipped on the wet tile and fell ass over tea kettle to the floor..
Now.. normally this would be seriously fucking funny but I'm almost 5'10';.. which means it was a LONG way down.. and I have RA in my hips and knees.. so a fall like that will keep me off my feet...
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Ok, so at the hot tub tonight with the kids.. slipped on the wet tile and fell ass over tea kettle to the floor..
Now.. normally this would be seriously fucking funny but I'm almost 5'10';.. which means it was a LONG way down.. and I have RA in my hips and knees.. so a fall like that will keep me off my feet...
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quasi_sean:
Sweet Charitee, hope you feel better soon...
germ13:
you sound like you need a kiss better and a massage
I was playing video games with the kids but was SERIOUSLY distracted by Benni's new picture set..
holy buckets.. my eyes, my eyes have never seen such a site.. I'm completely infatuated...
holy buckets.. my eyes, my eyes have never seen such a site.. I'm completely infatuated...
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budoviking:
Benni is, without a doubt, the epitome of hotness.
hotcurry:
So true it needed to be posted twice. Wow, that was great to wake up to this morning.
I had every intention of writing something heart felt and beautiful here, but now that I'm here, I'm blank.
My brain seems to have left me for the day, it's on holiday. Perhaps tomorrow it will feel more like sharing.
Until then, I leave you with 3 questions:
1. Is it REALLY better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all...
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My brain seems to have left me for the day, it's on holiday. Perhaps tomorrow it will feel more like sharing.
Until then, I leave you with 3 questions:
1. Is it REALLY better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all...
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hotcurry:
1. I don't like losing. I'm very competetive.
2. If a tree falls in the forest I believe it makes the sound of one hand clapping. Which should be enough to scare the bears.
3. You know why dogs lick themselves, don't you? Because they can't make a fist and jerk off.
Thanks for the questions. That was fun.
2. If a tree falls in the forest I believe it makes the sound of one hand clapping. Which should be enough to scare the bears.
3. You know why dogs lick themselves, don't you? Because they can't make a fist and jerk off.
Thanks for the questions. That was fun.
the_gentleman:
1. It's the same principle as being able to last decades of the beginning of your life without sex, but after you've had it once, you can't go even months without longing for it. So yeah, it's all bullshit,...it's better to have never loved at all, so you don't know what you're missing.
2. Well,...if by no one, you mean nothing...there were no bears to scare...If you meant no human around...I'm sure the bears caused it...not much else around is big enough to knock over a fucking tree...So I think they'd see it coming if they caused it...In short, Bears are O.G.s they don't get scurred.
3. I think so...but it's only payback for masturbating with your bare hands and then petting them minutes later...That's what you get assholes!!
2. Well,...if by no one, you mean nothing...there were no bears to scare...If you meant no human around...I'm sure the bears caused it...not much else around is big enough to knock over a fucking tree...So I think they'd see it coming if they caused it...In short, Bears are O.G.s they don't get scurred.
3. I think so...but it's only payback for masturbating with your bare hands and then petting them minutes later...That's what you get assholes!!
Work is yucky. I don't want to go anymore. You can't make me.
So there!
So there!
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junebug:
yes yes it is
nordicgoddess:
I feel the same way lots of days! But I usually drag my ass to work anyway. 
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What's a person got to do to have a secert idenity around here?
I am not shaking in my stylish boots!
Ok- I am spent cant think of anymore at this hour in the morning.
MUAH
i don't know what else to say right now.