looks like the little fucker realised that he hasn't spoken to me in a week now. since i decided not to email/phone him because i was fed up with his shit. well he emailed me this afternoon:
hi, sorry for having avoided getting together. i am just busy like you could never believe. things will be better for me when i am done this class...
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hi, sorry for having avoided getting together. i am just busy like you could never believe. things will be better for me when i am done this class...
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I have officially crossed the boy off my list. He's used up his 3rd and last chance.
And so I have this song on repeat all morning.
Extraordinary
by: Liz Phair
You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me
Yeah, I drive naked...
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And so I have this song on repeat all morning.
Extraordinary
by: Liz Phair
You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me
Yeah, I drive naked...
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paradogmatic:
Damn you .. that song has been stuck in my head for two days now 
paradogmatic:
Fine .. its been sacked..
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in other news, those responsible for the sacking have been sacked..
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in other news, those responsible for the sacking have been sacked..
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k am super mega fucking exhausted. in a nutshell worked on the apartment all day saturday drove to and from Canadian Tire and have developped crush on guy who works in paint dept.
I went to choose the colour of the carpet, and was told they will be installing it the week of the 14th. *ya-fucking-hooo* I think I will have a sleepover on my...
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I went to choose the colour of the carpet, and was told they will be installing it the week of the 14th. *ya-fucking-hooo* I think I will have a sleepover on my...
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puresauciness:
Hearing about all of the apartment fixing up is really cool. And it sounds like you are burning lotsa calories too! I can't wait to see pictures!
oryon:
Dominic Republic Resturant?
can you give me an example of an entry?
can you give me an example of an entry?
Well ladies and gents, I painted my office SuicideGirl Purple! Yep..it's the colour of the LOG OUT button up there. Kind of a grey-ish mauvy colour. It's really cool and I'll be sure to show you in photos later on.
The battle with the red room marches on. I put the second coat of paint on last night, and I think that I got a...
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The battle with the red room marches on. I put the second coat of paint on last night, and I think that I got a...
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remuemenage:
the girl is crafty like ice is cold!
la fille est rusee
la fille est rusee
beledi:
red is ridiculously difficult to paint with. i've been avoiding it as much as possible.
can't wait to see the office pics!
can't wait to see the office pics!
All is well for now. Apartment is moving along nicely, situation with the boy is getting better and I'm putting my balls back on slowly with him. I actually made him squirm on the phone yesterday when I told him I wouldn't accept any more excuses. Woot!!
June is gonna be a busy month. Have my cousin's daughter's bday on the 12th where i'll be...
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June is gonna be a busy month. Have my cousin's daughter's bday on the 12th where i'll be...
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ultimatelewser:
I got it working! Never mind! (^_^)
[Edited on Jun 02, 2004 8:22PM]
[Edited on Jun 02, 2004 8:22PM]
Got more painting done in the apartment yesterday. I started painting my bedroom...RED!!! 
Yes ladies and gents, I will have a sexxy red bedroom in my new place. One day, when I'm done with all the painting. *sigh*
So yea emailed the boy yesterday, supposedly we're seeing each other this friday, which remains to be seen for real. I told him to call me when...
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Yes ladies and gents, I will have a sexxy red bedroom in my new place. One day, when I'm done with all the painting. *sigh*
So yea emailed the boy yesterday, supposedly we're seeing each other this friday, which remains to be seen for real. I told him to call me when...
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err:
Smoke more pot
carpe_diem:
sexy red bedroom sounds cool mine is sexy dark blue lol hey its sexy common!!!!!!
Happy Monday. Over the weekend I babysat my cousin's 4 year old daughter. We went to see Shrek2, it was good, we had fun, she fell asleep. I brought her back on Sunday, we moved my parent's stove into my place and I started painting the living room and bathroom. I can't wait untill they change the friggin carpets cuz it still smells like cat...
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adthrawn:
Thinking on, I probably put a bit *too* much effort into the car tattoo 
I need an ego boost, so any polite comments on my other pictures is always appreciated.
I need an ego boost, so any polite comments on my other pictures is always appreciated.
paradogmatic:
You'll be fine and you know it
Oki dokie. Big bada boom in my life right now. So yesterday I send an email to the boy to see if he answers, and he does but he tells me this big schpeal about how he's really sorry he hasn't called me back and that he's been so busy and he hopes I can forgive him. Meh...Blah...Yadayadayada. He's on back burner.
The apartment is...
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groove:
Kick butt! I mean, it sucks for the people who got laid off, but it's always nice to know you are valuable...
... and have a new place!
... and have a new place!
jthrak:
How's the apartment coming along? I hope all's well.
later
Ciao>G...
later
Ciao>G...
Okay nuf shite about the boy. Haven't heard from him since that episode with the non-calling back-ness that I described earlier. Im again shitfaced since I smoked with my neighbor. Very nice..*rolls eyes* I saw my new apartment yesterday OMFG. I took photos! It looks like complete SHIT right now, it's awful hideous, dirty and gross but it will be beaaautiful when I'm done with...
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ultimatelewser:
Aside from the frogs in the bathroom, it looks like a nice place.
jthrak:
WOW...that's a great place. are you gonna be living by yourself? it's pretty big...anyway, congrats. btw, the frogs are one of the scariest things I've seen in my life.hehe
later
Ciao>G...
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later
Ciao>G...
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Another journal entry for Cathedra empty, alone, and awake @ 2:30am.
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Yes I just got home from seeing the guy. Why am I awake? Well it's possible that there are so many things going on in my head right now that I don't know how to put them all to rest. He was supposed to come here to watch a movie as you all...
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Yes I just got home from seeing the guy. Why am I awake? Well it's possible that there are so many things going on in my head right now that I don't know how to put them all to rest. He was supposed to come here to watch a movie as you all...
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demoncleaner70:
Not to be blunt but move on he's not worth it your time would be better spent watching paint dry or dogs humping in the park or anything not involving someone so selfish young and stupid.
scrap:
What a knob Cathedra - I mean really. A great girl like you, great attitude, hot as hell and in a crazy ass job in the porn industry (where I'm sure boring conversations are pretty whacky for us normal folk) - and all this bonehead comes up with is A, B and C - B was the only option. Get in your fucking car and get some ya DOPE! Besides a good conversation, maybe some drinks and a lot of fun - he chose to nap with his folks.
kids these days . . . . zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
he needs:
kids these days . . . . zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
he needs:
Today is much better than yesterday. I knew it would be, at least I hoped it would be. I spoke to "the guy" yesterday, we spent my non-productive day emailing back and forth. He's coming over tonight to watch a movie! We talked to each other when we got home from work, and he was very affectionate over the phone which was nice. We DO...
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whypnk:
heya gorgeous. glad to hear things are going so well for you...when is the mntrl burlesque show? i'm moving in 3 weeks so saving up for a car...erg. anyhoo. take care. love and kisses.
p.s. i'm purple now. hehe.
p.s. i'm purple now. hehe.
goldenmoon:
Ce serait vraiment cool et si c'tait possible que le show passe par Qubec ce serait gnial. Mais bon, je ne rverai pas trop. Possible que je passe par Montral cet t, on pourrait peut-tre se rencontrer. Bye
Alrighty, the kisses and hugs and glory of Prom is finished. Back to reality, back to work, the gym, "the guy" having still not called me since I left for Toronto and preparing for my move. The one good thing that happened yesterday is that my landlord told me that I will have a whole month to move in slowly into my apartment upstairs and...
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and preparing for my move. The one good thing that happened yesterday is that my landlord told me that I will have a whole month to move in slowly into my apartment upstairs and... Read More
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speedphreak:
Not knowing what the situation is, but knowing how guys are, it is probable that he is (and will) do just enough to keep things going. He won't let them go past the point of no return but he won't do enough to advance them either. He more than likely has other possibilities that he's working on so he doesn't want to commit in one direction or burn any bridges until he's scoped out his options.
It's possible he has good reasons. I know that when I'm interested in a girl I go out of my way to "manufacture" reasons to interact with her, especially at the begining. I'll make sacrifices in other areas to make sure I can get things going with someone if it's mutual.
It's possible he has good reasons. I know that when I'm interested in a girl I go out of my way to "manufacture" reasons to interact with her, especially at the begining. I'll make sacrifices in other areas to make sure I can get things going with someone if it's mutual.
hellomrworld:
Going to the gym is good .. keep up the positive addiction ... I know I need to ...
hope the nice apartment is going well.
hope for new cathedra pics someday someday....