cathedra

Today is much better than yesterday. I knew it would be, at least I hoped it would be. I spoke to "the guy" yesterday, we spent my non-productive day emailing back and forth. He's coming over tonight to watch a movie! We talked to each other when we got home from work, and he was very affectionate over the phone which was nice. We DO connect, and he IS honest, I just have a problem with self doubt that is still hanging around.

Things are looking up, finally. I went to Ikea after our convo, bought a footrest so we can put our feet up while watching the movie (I KNOW I KNOW I'M INSANE...buying furniture cuz the guy is coming over, whatever...I needed a footrest anyway) then I went to the gym to do some cardio on the way back, went back home put the footrest together, talked to my neighbour (who is slowly becoming my new really good friend) and then I did some laundry and went to bed.

Wow write I was writing my journal entry, I received an email from someone who was writing to me to send me his application to contribute his poetry and writing to a website I created when I was 21 and haven't touched since. WOW...amazing that someone fell on that site, and even more that NOW they want to contribute. It has made me realise that I used to do a lot of web work because I liked it, and I was constantly learning as I would make new things. I should get back into that, I want to get serious about my websites. I bought a domain name to make a portal site full of adult sites for women, and I haven't even finished the initial design of it. I also have my personal site that I want to rework and add my paintings onto, and thirdly that collective site that the other guy sent me the email for.

Yeah....this will get me going again.