cathedra

Happy Monday. Over the weekend I babysat my cousin's 4 year old daughter. We went to see Shrek2, it was good, we had fun, she fell asleep. I brought her back on Sunday, we moved my parent's stove into my place and I started painting the living room and bathroom. I can't wait untill they change the friggin carpets cuz it still smells like cat pee. I'll be sure to take some pics once everything is in place up there.

On the other side of my life, the boy and I emailed back and forth this morning. We should be seeing each other towards the end of the week. You know, i'm pretty sure I know the emotional pattern i'm involved in right now. It always goes as follows:

-meet boy
-think boy is out of league
-feel insecure because boy is out of league
-finally admits to self boy likes me
-starts to feel more comfortable about boy
-boy ignores me or is busy
-lust for boy increases as ignoring goes on
-feels as though can't live thought boy
-busy boy goes on
-gets angry and depressed because boy is not paying attention to me
-boy finally confirms still interested
-me spends time with boy and realises was stupid to be so distraught over such a silly boy
-me looses interest in boy
-me backs off from boy
-boy starts calling more
-boy wants me, but I get busy
-boy gets frustrated running after me
-boy gets busy and turns cold
-me notices lack of attention from boy and starts to get interested again
-me gets clingy
-boy gets busy
-me cries and welcome back to step 1