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I'm so sick of being single puke
I think I just miss feeling like I really know someone. And feeling like someone truly knows me.

Its like I'm living in a world full of strangers who know my face and facts, but I find no comfort in any of them.
I love my friends and family dearly, but I miss that speciall connection that comes with...
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blueskyzebra:
The cow says cluck. I dream of zombies and me kicking said zombies in the face. Usually I dream of flying.
johnny_crotchrot:
Yes, you are correct. That was the name of the story. Apropos, I loved that song at the end too.
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I'm home! Good times. I have never before been stoned for a whole week at once. Not to mention drunk at various points along the week.
I got my dreads, I got a tattoo, I saw a million movies (Punch Drunk Love is the BEST!!!) I met fun people.....
what more can I say? love
I really think that was a good experience for me- I'm...
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littledeadkid:
im diggen the tattoo- verry nice !!
skullskull
johnny_crotchrot:
Welcome back to sg. Nice tat.
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Hey everyone,
This is goodbye! I'm going to see Funktelligence (a kind of local funky crazy groovy band) at Club Soda, then spending the night at my friends, and then.....
SOUTH HAVEN love

Wish me luck- hopefully I will come back all tan, dreadlocked and gorgeous with fun pictures
and maybe I'll get some guilt free lovin'! wink But, I doubt it.

Anyway, I hope everyone has...
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nopantsdave:
Will you hurry up and get your ass back here already kiss
olly:
yay! i hope you're having fun. sounds like a blast.
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THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW I LEAVE FOR SOUTH HAVEN

I want to get a tattoo while I'm there- any suggestions?

Also, any suggestions on how to get some lovin' and not feel guilty about it afterwords?
Your input is greatly appreciated you hunky piece of meat you!

Cait miao!!
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_sarah_:
Sacred hearts look fine anywhere. Just be sure, with any tattoo, that you won't mind looking at the design on your body for the rest of your life. wink

I can't wait to hear what you get. Have fun in South Haven!

Oh, as for "no regret lovin'"... go for a guy who isn't looking for a relationship. You'll only feel guilty if he's really into you (and you aren't into him). So, look for someone who's just looking for fun. Those can be better anyway. You don't have any of that romance crap getting in the way.
nopantsdave:
You should come to Bell's tomorrow (Friday, that is, so you'll still be in town, no excuses tongue )......it'll be a fun time, I promise! The Kalamazoo Precinct of Women's Wrestling will be doing their farewell show there. I get out of work around 9:30 or 10 and then will be heading over there, hope to see you.

[Edited on Jun 19, 2003]
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Sorry I haven't updated my journal a lot lately. Trust me- I've been looking at the site- so many awesome new sets! And I'm totally in love with Cinder.
Anyway not too much exciting- but I learned to use my digital camera- so I uploaded some really boring pictures of me
Check it!
Cait miao!!
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nopantsdave:
tonight?
johnny_crotchrot:
Nice pics. BTW, sorry if I scared you last night on aim. Drunk. Laters.
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I finally decided to sell some stuff on eBay rather than have a silly garage sale only old people would come to
My eBay name is CaitiCatBlack - go cheack it out smile

]my stuff for sale smile

I can't WAIT to do my dreads! love as soon as they are in, I have to have someone scan some pictures for me!!
I'm so excited- two weeks...
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rawrrr:
A 'Cait' who is also from Michigan! wow! hi!
littledeadkid:
helllo???
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In a couple weeks ten friends and I are living in a house in South Haven (on lake michigan) for a week.
I hope this will be a good distractiion from the whole ER, tried to overdoes thing.
I've decided to go ahead and finally dread my hair in South Haven! I can't wait any longer-
what could be more relaxing than sitting out on...
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littledeadkid:
mmmmmmm dreads are sooo sexxxxy
skullskull
psynapse:
i agree, girls with dreads are just that much hotter.

smile!
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How am I supposed to get over the love of my life? again?

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johnny_crotchrot:
I believe that is something that nobody else can tell you how to do. I really only see two options, 1) Dwell on him/her, 2) Let them go.

[Edited on Jun 08, 2003]
littledeadkid:
i agree with bath but dont dwell on it too long or it will take something out of u thats hard to get back- i no from experience
skullskull
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Alright I hate to have to say this, but my time is running up. I'm not doing this to get talked out of it, but I would really like for anyone who will explain their views on life after death and what happens under circumstances of what I am about to do.
I'm going to wait until June28th, so that I have some time to...
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_sarah_:
I will not talk you out of it since, in the end, it IS your decision. I suggest you read my entry from May 31, though, as I dealt with similar things.

I believe that some people's souls die out, and other people's souls pass onto a new "shell", like a hermit crab. It's way too complex to explain in your journal entry.

Us K-Zoo SG members should get together before the 28th. I'd like to meet you so I can tell people how cool you were.
bathory:
wow, i just fell into this. i clicked on your name because i was like "cool an actual girl in my area." what made you decide all this? im wiccan. i believe in reincarnation and karmah. that would be bad karmah.
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So I guess I'm feeling a bit better today, I always feel so selfish being depressed- there are so maybe people startving and dying in the world, and here I am complaining about my lower middle class life.
I think I really need to take a break from hanging out with my ex-boyfriend, listening to Dashboard Confessional, and watching That 70s show (me and that...
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nopantsdave:
Anything that involves getting out of Kalamazoo for a day or two always cheers me up.
bathory:
im most often depressed. writing helps me. doing anything creative. dont surround yourself with people that make you down. tell yourself your pretty. take a big long hot bath and talk to yourself. sounds weird, but thats what i do.
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So I went to the Doctor's today....GGGRRRR....I hate doctor's, and I hate the drugs they put me on, and that co-pay is $10- which adds up really quickly!
So I'm broke, and sad, and lonely......and the more I look for something to make me happy, the less hope I see in it.

I'm starting to feel like I'm just buying time before I really fucking...
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johnny_crotchrot:
I find myself thinking the same thing every know and then. I feel like my life carries no meaning. Would you like to know how I deal with these thoughts. I just think of life as a dream, that someday I'll wake up (into happiness). I try to look for a meaning, a reason to live happily (to wake up). Thats what keeps me going. Do not ever give up. If you have to scrounge around for the smallest piece of hope, you will eventually find it. And when you do find it, cling on to it and never let it slip away. Hope you get to feeling better.