So I went to the Doctor's today....GGGRRRR....I hate doctor's, and I hate the drugs they put me on, and that co-pay is $10- which adds up really quickly!
So I'm broke, and sad, and lonely......and the more I look for something to make me happy, the less hope I see in it.
I'm starting to feel like I'm just buying time before I really fucking kill myself. I'm sorry to be so dramatic, but this is the only place I can really be this blunt. I can't stand my life anymore.
Cait
So I'm broke, and sad, and lonely......and the more I look for something to make me happy, the less hope I see in it.
I'm starting to feel like I'm just buying time before I really fucking kill myself. I'm sorry to be so dramatic, but this is the only place I can really be this blunt. I can't stand my life anymore.
Cait
johnny_crotchrot:
I find myself thinking the same thing every know and then. I feel like my life carries no meaning. Would you like to know how I deal with these thoughts. I just think of life as a dream, that someday I'll wake up (into happiness). I try to look for a meaning, a reason to live happily (to wake up). Thats what keeps me going. Do not ever give up. If you have to scrounge around for the smallest piece of hope, you will eventually find it. And when you do find it, cling on to it and never let it slip away. Hope you get to feeling better.