PLAH-DOW
HOW YOU LIKE ME NOW?!
mother phunker
HOW YOU LIKE ME NOW?!
mother phunker
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so, the world isn't so lovely today
this sucks...
the world gets all happy and all better and everything in settling
and then you get something thrown at you
wow
just, wow...
how does a girl take that and NOT be offended?
really a low blow for someone who already has very bad body issues, etc...to hear someone say that
i mean, i run back...
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this sucks...
the world gets all happy and all better and everything in settling
and then you get something thrown at you
wow
just, wow...
how does a girl take that and NOT be offended?
really a low blow for someone who already has very bad body issues, etc...to hear someone say that
i mean, i run back...
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lemanstherogue:
Like everyone said, and what I said earlier, she's just jealous 
<3333
I love you lots and I'm looking at yous on cams right nows, and I's sooo happy <3333333
muah!
<3333 I love you lots and I'm looking at yous on cams right nows, and I's sooo happy
<3333333muah!
vacio:
Doctors are insensitive, ive had some idiot doctors say some really stupid shit to me even when they know i have an eating disorder...fuck what they say.
cause i think this song is just fuckin sweet and awesome in all ways and i'd so bang adrian to it....
dig a pony by the beatles
....
my back hurts
i had my annual physical today
i get my pap smear on thursday
i may babysit my uncles daughters a bit this week, while he is in florida at one of my mom's houses....
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dig a pony by the beatles
....
my back hurts
i had my annual physical today
i get my pap smear on thursday
i may babysit my uncles daughters a bit this week, while he is in florida at one of my mom's houses....
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classy_:
babe... i talk to you...
gfys:
Thank you lovie. I wrote the boi a long letter that will go with his brother and I'm trying to stay busy by trying to put together a gift from me for his brother to take him since I won't be there. Originally I was his gift 
, it was perfect because that was all he wanted. Making this sooooo much freakin' harder...
, it was perfect because that was all he wanted. Making this sooooo much freakin' harder...i don't like to fake a friendship cause someone knows someone
cause someone is dating someone
cause i can get information
cause i wanna be a nosy, spiteful bitch and get in good
i don't trust a lot of people here anymore
this is just me being disrespected by people i think are my friends
and then all i can think now, is where they...
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cause someone is dating someone
cause i can get information
cause i wanna be a nosy, spiteful bitch and get in good
i don't trust a lot of people here anymore
this is just me being disrespected by people i think are my friends
and then all i can think now, is where they...
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morbidnyckid:
damn dude sum1 causing more problems on this fn site, psh. I may think I know you but you have no idea? errr wait that didnt sound right. ehh forget it. if you eva need anythin...YOU KNOWWWWW
fyi:
in my opinion this blog is just sheena being sheena and she will soon be over this bullshit. <3
Have you started that new job?
Have you started that new job?
that song has been in my head for weeks now
so i wanted to share it
my stomach is killer today
i wish it'd just stop
i'm drawing a blank, with my words...
i've been writing poems and the such and now i've run out of words
ha
and i dont feel like putting any down in here.
maybe at a later time.
so, yea....
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austere:
sweet. i need to learn yoga. and get a job that allows me to be on the beach during sunset instead of in an office.
vacio:
haha yes definately have to get a little hood every now and then 
Yes i need to take some pics of pup, will do tonight, need to charge camera first !!!
Omg im half asleep, started work at 5.45am...havent woken up yet and its 8.05am !!!!
Yes i need to take some pics of pup, will do tonight, need to charge camera first !!!
Omg im half asleep, started work at 5.45am...havent woken up yet and its 8.05am !!!!
yea, i didnt originally have this video, but i wanted something dift
and i thought this was always a cute song...i'm a dork
I was able to go out for St. Patty's day last night
I'm still wearing my bright green shirt, though I had to get rid of the bright green leggings this morning...
it was a bit overkill
ANYWAYS
last night was fun,...
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lemanstherogue:
I'm glad you had fun, Sheens... can't wait to see pics <3
5 months, thats it?! seems like much longer than that!
I love you!!! can we bone each other back and forth?
5 months, thats it?! seems like much longer than that!
I love you!!! can we bone each other back and forth?
gfys:
I am so happy for you with the Adrian what not. I might be getting well umm permanent arrangement type stuff in Vegas on your one year anniversary. It wasn't on purpose just kinda happened to be a Friday the 13th... ~le sigh. I can't wait to see pics. I am moving, so much happening. i will update you AFTER the 4th.
Loviesssssssssss
Loviesssssssssss
well
i'm feeling quite hopeless
i can get online for maybe an hour a day
i spent the last 50mins arguing.
great times, i know.
i'm quite low at this point.
the only that i making me the slightest bit happy is that Allison is back in the area
she and her brother are interested in moving to philadelphia and they've already started looking for...
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i'm feeling quite hopeless
i can get online for maybe an hour a day
i spent the last 50mins arguing.
great times, i know.
i'm quite low at this point.
the only that i making me the slightest bit happy is that Allison is back in the area
she and her brother are interested in moving to philadelphia and they've already started looking for...
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classy_:
sheens...... im so worried about you. ill be waiting, and here for you. love times a bazillon.
zoos:
<3333
I love you, and you're important to me. Don't you ever foreget that.
I love you, and you're important to me. Don't you ever foreget that.
i know the guilt thing, all too well...
and i haven't been eating as much as i should lately.
it's getting to the point where i don't want to eat.
i'm so worried what will happen.
i'm still a healthy weight. i haven't been working out or anything, too much at least...just abs. and that isnt often...
but, i mean...i sit here, all day or...
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and i haven't been eating as much as i should lately.
it's getting to the point where i don't want to eat.
i'm so worried what will happen.
i'm still a healthy weight. i haven't been working out or anything, too much at least...just abs. and that isnt often...
but, i mean...i sit here, all day or...
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maladjusted:
slightly green
bepps:
Ever since I first started talking to you, every trait I've seen of you have all been symptoms of a classic case of advanced depression. It's sunk in really deep with you and you look like you're going to have a long way to go before you're out of it. If I might be able to make a suggestion, I'd highly recommend a strict regime of high cardio exercise while you eat anything you want (which might be nothing if that's what you feel like). If you want to eat a big ass fuckin thanksgiving dinner every night, do it. If you want to eat nothing every day and night, do it. But ONLY if you do minimum 20-30 minutes of exercise where your heart rate is at least 130% what it normally is.
In my opinion, managing your caloric intake and expendature isn't near as important as managing your endorphin level. Your metabolism appears to be working just fine. Elevating your heart-rate for extended periods of time, and more importantly, doing it consistently every single day no matter what, will have far more impact than forcing yourself to eat. Forcing yourself to eat is going to make things worse. Forcing yourself to exercise will actually make yourself feel a lot better. Unless you trip and fall on your head and bust your face. Don't do that.
In my opinion, managing your caloric intake and expendature isn't near as important as managing your endorphin level. Your metabolism appears to be working just fine. Elevating your heart-rate for extended periods of time, and more importantly, doing it consistently every single day no matter what, will have far more impact than forcing yourself to eat. Forcing yourself to eat is going to make things worse. Forcing yourself to exercise will actually make yourself feel a lot better. Unless you trip and fall on your head and bust your face. Don't do that.
I changed my video to a live of Tori Amos, cause I felt like this song was more suitable of my mood
I woke up today...
it happens
I also thought that for the first time in a LOOOOONG time, that I looked skinny.
and my boobies looked massive
O_O
I guess that is what happens when you are in a great mood and you...
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zoos:
Thank ya lady! sure hope so, i'd love to see you!
gfys:
As soon as we get one out we will be renting out my vag for rent. I will add you to the list of future recipients for baby Az's Love you gorgeous!!!
~Az
Love you gorgeous!!!
~Az
let me play among the stars
i know, its not a real video, you anime watchers.
it's all mecha-core
so, life. it happens.
my mom was released from the hospital last thursday. friday night, she went back to the emergency room. she is still there. she doesnt know when they will release her...they are trying to figure it out...it's like, her body is fighting an...
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i know, its not a real video, you anime watchers.
it's all mecha-core
so, life. it happens.
my mom was released from the hospital last thursday. friday night, she went back to the emergency room. she is still there. she doesnt know when they will release her...they are trying to figure it out...it's like, her body is fighting an...
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nexttuesday:
Awww Shera, poor thing. You and Lemons and babe come live happily ever after in my closet. Then things will be easier.
classy_:
sheens.
i cant stop thinking about you.
i feel so blessed that i met you... even though i hate chat =p
i hope youre in my life forever and ever and always because we are good for eachother.
i cant stop thinking about you.
i feel so blessed that i met you... even though i hate chat =p
i hope youre in my life forever and ever and always because we are good for eachother.
so weird.
people.
they say they love you and they'd do anything...
and they do. but you only think they do.
next thing you know, he is hiding things...
simple things that don't need to be hidden.
because he doesn't want to be disrespectful to her?
umm...how about being disrespectful to me and my wishes?
thank you for the slap in the face and a...
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people.
they say they love you and they'd do anything...
and they do. but you only think they do.
next thing you know, he is hiding things...
simple things that don't need to be hidden.
because he doesn't want to be disrespectful to her?
umm...how about being disrespectful to me and my wishes?
thank you for the slap in the face and a...
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cfq:
edit:
sometimes, i think like i don't deserve you
sometimes, i think like i don't deserve you
classy_:
sheens... sometimes our brains/hearts get scared.
i am gonna mail you something, gimme address =)
i am gonna mail you something, gimme address =)
tears, unsweetened, falling, slamming
into the ground
creating small oceans after slipping through the rivers
her body seems far, her head detached
she falls, fingers in the ground, in the dirt
fingers like glaciers, cutting
through the earth, trying to
grasp, but only destroying
she only wants to feel close to something
a presence. but she continues to destroy
because everyone seems so flat, so...
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into the ground
creating small oceans after slipping through the rivers
her body seems far, her head detached
she falls, fingers in the ground, in the dirt
fingers like glaciers, cutting
through the earth, trying to
grasp, but only destroying
she only wants to feel close to something
a presence. but she continues to destroy
because everyone seems so flat, so...
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rubyfoo:
so very beautiful, made me get all teary, I know that feeling.
i will be back in chat soon, just needed some time away, offline....talk soon....
x
i will be back in chat soon, just needed some time away, offline....talk soon....
x
blossy:
Wow, that is absolutely gorgeous! So full of emotion and the imagery is amazing!
<3
<3
point and laugh time, just kidding.
we are going to the andy warhol and ysl exhibits in sf today. you should be here.