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I DON'T WANT THE WORLD. I ONLY WANT WHAT I DESERVE.





last night was CRAZY omg
fuck fuck fuck
i go to my friend Allison's house and we get thai and sushi for lunch
then we have dinner, w a homemade apple pie by her mom for us
it was sooooo amazing
then katie started texting Alli and next thing you know, i'm on my...
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so secretly
i strive to be happy and in love
but i am a very holed up person...unable to tell people i adore or love them
unlike people nowadays, if i have sex w someone....it actually means something
and yea.
whatever
fuck it
it's fine
whatever
just stubborn sheena, like usual...with her fucking guard
that now she has to put up fucking higher cause someone...
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I DON'T WANT THE WORLD. I ONLY WANT WHAT I DESERVE.





last night was CRAZY omg
fuck fuck fuck
i go to my friend Allison's house and we get thai and sushi for lunch
then we have dinner, w a homemade apple pie by her mom for us
it was sooooo amazing
then katie started texting Alli and next thing you know, i'm on my...
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im sorry
i had to clear the last blog and just put this fucking video on
cause it's fucking GREAT
all by it's self
it overwhelms me w laughter

i find this girl to be HILARIOUS

anywho
for your viewing pleasures







chola/chonga

yayer


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things have been subdued
and my mind has been out of orbit
it's pretty intense at times
but i'm reeling it back in
can you dig?

had sex and spent the time after in so much mental discomfort, i had to breathe through nausea and fought back tears. he is completely understanding of everything and if i did those things, he woulda just scooped me...
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bringin it back
yo.

so many screams
tucked in the bank
you ask me if i want to be here,
basically alone
and i say yes,
because i dont want to cry in front of you

what whispers, so soft, i yearn
i lean close, enough for you to smell me,
and want to sigh deeply,
unable to grasp the meaning
while i, unable to speak,
sit in silence...
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Busy bee
with a lot on her mind

i'll start with a positive thing:
I got my laptop...FINALLY!!!
i'm so happy and excited and just relieved
I can work 1 on 1s at work and not fall asleep. this will be great
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i started to get sick the other night. my temp got up to 101 before i took ibuprofen, and then it dropped...
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i know i have weird taste in music. suck it.
and i've been all about live performances lately.
so suck it harder.

ANYWHO

I wanna celebrate the fact that I LOVE Japanese pop art
i've been basing my arm around it and today I decided to look for a few new artists to reference
and i have happily been blown away
ready kiddos?

I am...
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i got shit tanked last night
and then went insane and threw up and then tried to drown myself in the shower
and i woke up topless


it was pretty awesome
now my hair is bigger than usual
and i havent even straightened my bangs
too bad i have to go to work in an hour and a half



NEW SHENA RINGO VIDEO AND I...
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Last night, at work....a very slow night...a woman I work with and I were out on a break, sitting in my car, smoking the ciggies and she told me how she moved from the Philippines after her father died, so she could support her family. She then started to tell me over and over that I should go to school and get a degree...All of...
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