not alot to report today as things still really aren't changing...just more thanks to everyone for the txts and calls 
and even more special thanks to vampsinthe again for continuing to knock out some sexy little bettie girl designs for my holding page. want to get one of the little girlies tattooed on my left hip for sure.
did i mention i had more tattoo...
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and even more special thanks to vampsinthe again for continuing to knock out some sexy little bettie girl designs for my holding page. want to get one of the little girlies tattooed on my left hip for sure.
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sorry about the dark day yesterday kids 
feeling better as had some really nice grab me from behind and fuck me hard sex this morning. although i did wuss out on the 'make or break' thing with the swordfighter at least i feel it might be going somewhere even with my apathetic behaviour...
thank you all for your supportive messages and txts and calls. would...
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feeling better as had some really nice grab me from behind and fuck me hard sex this morning. although i did wuss out on the 'make or break' thing with the swordfighter at least i feel it might be going somewhere even with my apathetic behaviour...
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koolthing:
I think it was a few days of dark and evil all around.
fuck it.
fuck it.
bostonstrangler:
i'm back.................
i've finally had to admit that i'm not getting out of this dark time. there is a rehab project that i'm going to that is for ppl like me that have been off drugs for years but are struggling again. its with ppl that are at the same level as me and will understand what i'm going through because i really can't do it all...
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koolthing:
love and big hugs...
backing it 100%
backing it 100%
nickysonic:
hugs for cakemix
hugs for cakemixthanks so much to vampsinthe for the most special bit of artwork he's done for my holding page...i love it!!! and its perfect as i'd like to get whatever girlie i'm using on my site tattooed on my left hip so his white trash trailer park style is perfect for me...if only he were older....mmmm xxx
my tuesday tattoo session didn't go as planned. xed...
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my tuesday tattoo session didn't go as planned. xed...
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big_dave:
just had a look at your website... cool dreads hon 
vampsinthe78:
Wooooooo! Hiya there!
Im back from Scotland! Why is it whenever I go there it feels like Bedford Falls from "Its A Wonderful Life"? The tranquility is only shattered by the boyracer dickheads in their mobile stereos with blacked out windows.. Such a pity!!!!
Anyhoo, Im really glad you like the little designs. Thankyou for the comments... Mmmmm O_O! I will get to work on the proper ones, now Im back at the helm!
See you soon! xxxxxx v78
Im back from Scotland! Why is it whenever I go there it feels like Bedford Falls from "Its A Wonderful Life"? The tranquility is only shattered by the boyracer dickheads in their mobile stereos with blacked out windows.. Such a pity!!!!
Anyhoo, Im really glad you like the little designs. Thankyou for the comments... Mmmmm O_O! I will get to work on the proper ones, now Im back at the helm!
See you soon! xxxxxx v78
shitface x boy sent me a txt today from oz telling me how much i'd love it there um - wouldn't i be there if he hadn't have dumped me? whatever. love him but getting bored of his headfucking me because he knows i still care.
and here i was feeling so good after yesterday's sguk meet in camden. the highlight i do have to...
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um - wouldn't i be there if he hadn't have dumped me? whatever. love him but getting bored of his headfucking me because he knows i still care.
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creamygoodness:
Hullo, it was great meeting you on sunday, I must have missed the ankle-stroking too for some reason, although I was sure I was still maintaining a semblance of coherency when you left
nickysonic:
You still haven't told me why 'sword boy' is so named...
feeling free 
not sure why.
am breaking out of it.
went to rudegirls last night. it was like a big slumber party with loads of tattooed women in nice underwear. heaven for me. took some photos and was photographed alot so who knows where my nipples are going to end up!
not sure why.
am breaking out of it.
went to rudegirls last night. it was like a big slumber party with loads of tattooed women in nice underwear. heaven for me. took some photos and was photographed alot so who knows where my nipples are going to end up!
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fej:
good to hear.
Taking those actions in spite of ourselves does work on setting us free
good to hear.
Taking those actions in spite of ourselves does work on setting us free
big_dave:
hello you... nice to meet you yesterday. Glad the purple helmet, sorry, turtle turned out okay Didn't stay too much longer after you'd left for various reasons, home and work related, but had a good time. Looking forward to the next one !
Didn't stay too much longer after you'd left for various reasons, home and work related, but had a good time. Looking forward to the next one !swordboy (because he is a swordfighter for a living) is back and he wants to see me 2 nights in a row 
that is a bit much for met tho. still having issues about being with a new boy that doesn't totally worship me...not about to go there again fast...and as we've loved each other before it would be too easy to fall into just...
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that is a bit much for met tho. still having issues about being with a new boy that doesn't totally worship me...not about to go there again fast...and as we've loved each other before it would be too easy to fall into just... Read More
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koolthing:
whoo!whoo!
my this week may be OK after all...
don't they have the little blue diamonds and HPX combination there ?
All the boys in A'DAM are on that these days...
my this week may be OK after all...
don't they have the little blue diamonds and HPX combination there ?
All the boys in A'DAM are on that these days...
bostonstrangler:
hey stranger.........
nice sunny weather, new fetish bf, and massive depression have kept me away...my connection at home is burping alot but i've been staying at ting's so could be online but instead have been using my time sleeping. i've gone from the state of the undead to a zombie...and on top of everything that has been happening ------
I JUST GOT MY FIRST PERIOD SINCE 1997...
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I JUST GOT MY FIRST PERIOD SINCE 1997...
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big_dave:
christ, you have been busy
looks like I probly can make Camden Sunday, pub at least... is that when you meant?
looks like I probly can make Camden Sunday, pub at least... is that when you meant?
nickysonic:
Hey, hun, its Sunday afternoon, not Saturday in Camden. Be nice to see you.
Share blood? I've been there afew times, my room looked like a butchers dustbin after and I had to throw my sheets away. But bless her for feeling that comfortable with me.
Share blood? I've been there afew times, my room looked like a butchers dustbin after and I had to throw my sheets away. But bless her for feeling that comfortable with me.
as well as experiencing emotional difficulties i've also got some technical difficulties - so if i disappear it may be for either reason but those that know me well will still know how/where to find me...
am in that post bootie call lull now. it was perfect and dirty and hard to say good bye so we snogged on the street for ages - i...
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but those that know me well will still know how/where to find me...
am in that post bootie call lull now. it was perfect and dirty and hard to say good bye so we snogged on the street for ages - i...
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big_dave:
hope you've been making better use of the weather than I have
so are you going to this Underworld/World's end thing next w/e? I'm doing me best to manipulate a visit meself, though it'll only be for the early evening thanx to work
so are you going to this Underworld/World's end thing next w/e? I'm doing me best to manipulate a visit meself, though it'll only be for the early evening thanx to work
nickysonic:
Hey, where are you? You've gone quiet. But I guess yr probably shagging 
(.)(.)
new nipple rings and the feeling i get when i know i'm going to have kinky fucking dirty sex..am so tired from not sleeping it almost feels like a dream.
and i've not had any good dreams lately
but this one is coming true
new nipple rings and the feeling i get when i know i'm going to have kinky fucking dirty sex..am so tired from not sleeping it almost feels like a dream.
and i've not had any good dreams lately
but this one is coming true
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adam73:
ouch ouch ouch. I once pierced my nipple myself when I was about 19 - to impress my then girlfriend. Very stupid, with a sowing needle and an eraser on the other side of my nipple. Finally pushed the bloody thing through and cut the needle a bit shorter. Left it in and about three days later I was in agonising pain, my nipple turned black - I'm not shitting you. I had to go face my local chemist with my black puss dripping nipple. Very embarrassing. To cut a long story short, the thing healed slowly, formed a scab and a few weeks later I had a lovely new pink nipple.
groteskburlesk:
We can do 'lunch', but only if its you on the menu...
Like I said, tell me where, tell me when, and I'm there.
Like I said, tell me where, tell me when, and I'm there.
dark night...
fuck. started out at happy hour at my fave place/drinking boston tea parties in memory of the strangler and that nice night we had downing pints in irish mist.
then on to get even more ink.
5 hours later i'm leaving the shop when there is such a major flaw in the paradigm that i have to phone the boy as he is...
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fuck. started out at happy hour at my fave place/drinking boston tea parties in memory of the strangler and that nice night we had downing pints in irish mist.
then on to get even more ink.
5 hours later i'm leaving the shop when there is such a major flaw in the paradigm that i have to phone the boy as he is...
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fej:
6pm
junebug:
If its benn riddin' probably not...
still puking and crying - can't hold anything in my stomack but at least i have pretty new lingerie. my friends dragged me off for sea air today so i took them to a girlie shop that has luckily re-stocked its toys...altho unlucky for me as my credit card was declined. so my friends bought me the lingerie and i called the x boy to...
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but at least i have pretty new lingerie. my friends dragged me off for sea air today so i took them to a girlie shop that has luckily re-stocked its toys...altho unlucky for me as my credit card was declined. so my friends bought me the lingerie and i called the x boy to... Read More
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redskull:
I think that if I ate to cheer myself up, I'd be a bazillion pounds by now. Instead iv'e chosen to destroy my hearing.
Heart disease vs. deaf in the left ear.... its a shame that a sacrifice has to be made for contentment.
Maybe I've gone about this all wrong.
Heart disease vs. deaf in the left ear.... its a shame that a sacrifice has to be made for contentment.
Maybe I've gone about this all wrong.
groteskburlesk:
How did you 'indulgent' pain session go then gorgeous?
oh, and re the Bulldog Bash... some bastard's just put a large spanner in the works by way of stealing me bike while I was working in the loft. Typical police efficiency here doesn't fill me with hope for getting it back
Journal Bomb!!! Hope you had a Blast!!