nice sunny weather, new fetish bf, and massive depression have kept me away...my connection at home is burping alot but i've been staying at ting's so could be online but instead have been using my time sleeping. i've gone from the state of the undead to a zombie...and on top of everything that has been happening ------
I JUST GOT MY FIRST PERIOD SINCE 1997
which also means i am still fertile!!!
its messy and horrid and all i want to do is fuck (no change there) but don't currently have anyone on my bootie call rota that i feel close enought to share blood with. and it knocked me back so badly today that i had to give away my tix to ascot and lay around instead. but that is ok as that artist guy i told you all about came to visit and looks like we are going out into the woods so he can photograph me peeing outdoors in all my tattooed and pierced glory.
but other bit of bad news. my friend that does my hair has had a family death so i can't get my extensions tightened. i'll probably go stay with her to help out as i'm still in funereal mode anyway...also means our plans to run off to thailand are put back a bit. i've just got to escape. feel like i've been hiding - even though i've been on full (frontal) view.
did multiple fetish events at the weekend with a boy i met at tg david's birthday bash last week. he's 26 but more mature than the 31 yr old that recently fucked up my life. he's also part of my kickboxing club i used to fight with...so we have LOTS in common...and we even almost bubbled a few times on saturday night at club rub
but i'd forgotten how horrid straight fetish clubs actually are! (of course i'm going back tho) any moment he wasn't at my side with his tongue down my throat and/or hand on my ass, i was being hit on with such classy lines as 'never seen you here before'...aw...that is what cutting my dreads off is good for - not having to admit i might have known these ppl in a previous life!
seems my outfit was causing a stir - but it was my basic black fetish outfit of 22 inch corset, black see through 50s style knickers, and my spiderweb bra that my nipples poke through...it was my nipples that got the most compliments, so will have to remember that for rudegirls this friday night! i'll try and get my friend from brighton who is coming up to go with me to take some photos...
as for camden this saturday = i'd love to meet up. grot has my phone number so please make sure he knows the plans...not sure if i'll be back online or not as i'm still trying to avoid the x when i'm feeling emotional...
I JUST GOT MY FIRST PERIOD SINCE 1997
which also means i am still fertile!!!
its messy and horrid and all i want to do is fuck (no change there) but don't currently have anyone on my bootie call rota that i feel close enought to share blood with. and it knocked me back so badly today that i had to give away my tix to ascot and lay around instead. but that is ok as that artist guy i told you all about came to visit and looks like we are going out into the woods so he can photograph me peeing outdoors in all my tattooed and pierced glory.
but other bit of bad news. my friend that does my hair has had a family death so i can't get my extensions tightened. i'll probably go stay with her to help out as i'm still in funereal mode anyway...also means our plans to run off to thailand are put back a bit. i've just got to escape. feel like i've been hiding - even though i've been on full (frontal) view.
did multiple fetish events at the weekend with a boy i met at tg david's birthday bash last week. he's 26 but more mature than the 31 yr old that recently fucked up my life. he's also part of my kickboxing club i used to fight with...so we have LOTS in common...and we even almost bubbled a few times on saturday night at club rub
but i'd forgotten how horrid straight fetish clubs actually are! (of course i'm going back tho) any moment he wasn't at my side with his tongue down my throat and/or hand on my ass, i was being hit on with such classy lines as 'never seen you here before'...aw...that is what cutting my dreads off is good for - not having to admit i might have known these ppl in a previous life!
seems my outfit was causing a stir - but it was my basic black fetish outfit of 22 inch corset, black see through 50s style knickers, and my spiderweb bra that my nipples poke through...it was my nipples that got the most compliments, so will have to remember that for rudegirls this friday night! i'll try and get my friend from brighton who is coming up to go with me to take some photos...
as for camden this saturday = i'd love to meet up. grot has my phone number so please make sure he knows the plans...not sure if i'll be back online or not as i'm still trying to avoid the x when i'm feeling emotional...
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looks like I probly can make Camden Sunday, pub at least... is that when you meant?
Share blood? I've been there afew times, my room looked like a butchers dustbin after and I had to throw my sheets away. But bless her for feeling that comfortable with me.