bluelionsven

friday march 2nd - birthday party for ME at the house be there or be square

you can be octogonal for my birthday. i might even turn into a trapezoid

Everything will all be ok.
I'm here as long as you want me.
I promise.
And don't you ever doubt that ♥

Pft.. and I was expecting your first comment to be an anonymous love note, I should have known.

Have you ever heard of Neil Strauss? He wrote a book called "The Game" you need to read it desperatly son! You ain't got No skills!
naw naw.
sorry about that. lol no the reason I'm recommending that book is because its starts off as a chronicle or manual for how to pickup women(an area of expertise you've mentioned you're lacking in) but through the course of the book it becomes so much more than that. You learn so much about the author, yourself, and people in general. It can definitly help the socially awkward, or at least point them in the right direction to know where they can get help. You should look up neil strauss sometime if you don't already know who he is. His whole thing now isn't just about picking up women, its about improving yourself so that everyone, not just women will start to like you.
And hey, if nothing else it makes for a damn good read! Everyone I know whos read has nothing but good things to say about it. Give it a shot.

im completly unsociable....but.....its nothing to be ahsamed of. i know thats hard tgo believe if u really belive it is but trust me. i had years and years of being told by my family tha i was awkward...and not right....unsociable.....boring....lazy...i started to believe it....i know have a friend my best friend my fiance, and he has shown me that yes....i am flawed...yes i have people problems...but none of this means i am worthless....im just lacking in somehting that other people have.

youre the same by the sounds of it. youre not worthless, and you must leave the house......if u lock yourself up...it will make you worse.

i understand you are probably are feeling completely let down.....but try to realise that you are not beneath anybody just because of the way you are not

i know you dont know me....im alice....but if u wanna use my ears to dispense all your thoughts into....be my guest.

I had a breakdown over comparing my life to others.
My counsellor explained that its a futile exercise, as you dont have the life, feelings, experiences of other people - you have your feelings and experiences. Your emotions are just as valid as the next persons. A comparison of your life to others is not fair on the basis that you are not them.

I wish there was something I could say that was more profound. I'm sorry this is continuing for you. I only have a short insight into how this can feel.
Is there anyone you can talk to about this in person?

Lots of love x x x

Well I hope you still don't feel like shit.... hope you feel better so that you can have a great New Year!