there is a certain spring in my step that cannot be explained.
sure, i could try, but i would rather not think about it *too* much.
sure, i could try, but i would rather not think about it *too* much.
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first loves are such a bitch. people never really get over them. hell...it took me six years to become comfortable with the fact that i would never be with said person again. SIX FUCKING YEARS. how pathetic. i just think that people never really let go of the love they first find. the feeling can never be repeated. its something that you have never experience...
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jessica:
I think you're right, but that's sad to admit to myself.
zenexistence:
I disagree.
It's quite easy to compete with first loves - unless you never allow yourself to move on and get stuck in that miasma of 'it was the first, it has to be the bet' BS.
Love differs from relationship to relationship.
While the first may truly hold some dire significance due to it being utterly original, it does not mean that it'll be the uber-love of your life. At least, not to me.
Yes, I had a first love.
Yes, it formed a lot of who I am today.
Yes, it was delightful.
Yes, the excitement was divine.
But I'm willing to bet that as I grow, learn who I am, and experience life with others as a more balanced, and hopefully more insightful person, that my loves [or preferably; love] will be that much more passionate and thorough.
The excitement of loving someone completely and knowing that you are who you really are, is what truly sounds perfect to me.
What the fuck do I know? I live by myself, with a cat named after a simian.
But I have a dream.
-Scotty
It's quite easy to compete with first loves - unless you never allow yourself to move on and get stuck in that miasma of 'it was the first, it has to be the bet' BS.
Love differs from relationship to relationship.
While the first may truly hold some dire significance due to it being utterly original, it does not mean that it'll be the uber-love of your life. At least, not to me.
Yes, I had a first love.
Yes, it formed a lot of who I am today.
Yes, it was delightful.
Yes, the excitement was divine.
But I'm willing to bet that as I grow, learn who I am, and experience life with others as a more balanced, and hopefully more insightful person, that my loves [or preferably; love] will be that much more passionate and thorough.
The excitement of loving someone completely and knowing that you are who you really are, is what truly sounds perfect to me.
What the fuck do I know? I live by myself, with a cat named after a simian.
But I have a dream.
-Scotty
my horoscope for the day, as seen in the Boston Metro:
Carpe Diem. You'll have one chance, and once chance only, to take advantage of an opportunity that offers abundant rewards almost immediately.
good thing i dont believe in this shit, or i would be totally fucked. as my coworker said "your day would just be all downhill from there"
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Carpe Diem. You'll have one chance, and once chance only, to take advantage of an opportunity that offers abundant rewards almost immediately.
good thing i dont believe in this shit, or i would be totally fucked. as my coworker said "your day would just be all downhill from there"
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zenexistence:
My horoscope mentioned something along the lines of, "Be careful where you sit, otherwise you'll end up with a rutabaga lodged in your rectum."
So, naturally, I watched where I sat all day.
There are great jobs here in Helsinki, as a matter of fact, I work next to a processing plant that turns out puppies that smell like donuts.
Bonus!
Carpe diem, lovely Leaf.
-Scotty
So, naturally, I watched where I sat all day.
There are great jobs here in Helsinki, as a matter of fact, I work next to a processing plant that turns out puppies that smell like donuts.
Bonus!
Carpe diem, lovely Leaf.
-Scotty
biohazyrd:
B,
i just got a fortune cookie from Panda Express today. the gist of the message was to look for rewards from the success of your friends. and from this i said to myself, do i have friends? can i really say they are, and so they should be considering how much i pay them to call me their friend. wait, do i have any money. oops. and why am i the loser on the sideline waiting for someone to have good fortunes, when i can wear a black ski mask and hold up a bank with a shotgun for millions of dollars. wait, prison attire and shower sodomy doesn't sound enticing.
josyph
i just got a fortune cookie from Panda Express today. the gist of the message was to look for rewards from the success of your friends. and from this i said to myself, do i have friends? can i really say they are, and so they should be considering how much i pay them to call me their friend. wait, do i have any money. oops. and why am i the loser on the sideline waiting for someone to have good fortunes, when i can wear a black ski mask and hold up a bank with a shotgun for millions of dollars. wait, prison attire and shower sodomy doesn't sound enticing.
josyph
i miss isabelles singing voice
i miss emmas g-string hanging out of the back of her skirt
i miss jessicas crazy stories
yesterday was a wonderful day simply because i received a letter from maggie. maggie maggie maggie. shes so cute!
i miss emmas g-string hanging out of the back of her skirt
i miss jessicas crazy stories
yesterday was a wonderful day simply because i received a letter from maggie. maggie maggie maggie. shes so cute!
ponyboy_curtis:
i like maggie from the Love and Rockets funny books.
she's cute too.
she's cute too.
moving back home at the end of the month is going to suck ass.
BUT! i'm able to see it as an opportunity to to get myslef out of the crazy debt i have acquired and achieve my tattoo goals by the end of the summer *fingers crossed*
october is the deadline. i will be visiting portland and making a HUGE decision as to where...
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BUT! i'm able to see it as an opportunity to to get myslef out of the crazy debt i have acquired and achieve my tattoo goals by the end of the summer *fingers crossed*
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zenexistence:
Helsinki, Finland.
We make great donuts.
God, I have to stop drinking Lysol really soon ...
-Scotty
We make great donuts.
God, I have to stop drinking Lysol really soon ...
-Scotty
biohazyrd:
B,
I bumped into Elvis one day, some 8 months ago, and he said "Listen here bubba, the best donuts i've ever tasted was in Tupelo. Not as rockin' as my favorite banana peanut butter sandwiches, but The King(he always in the extent of the conversation referred to himself in the third person, occassionally) suggests you take your ass to the Smokey Water Pine Delicatessen, and order you some of their fried glazed donuts, the chocolate ones of course. Also, The King says don't step on my blue suede shoes."
so what's the true message of this story. uh, Tupelo has great donuts. perhaps Tupelo should be your starting point. where the hell is Tupelo, i have no friggin clue. i'm tired, very tired, need rest, ahh, pretty colours......
josyph
I bumped into Elvis one day, some 8 months ago, and he said "Listen here bubba, the best donuts i've ever tasted was in Tupelo. Not as rockin' as my favorite banana peanut butter sandwiches, but The King(he always in the extent of the conversation referred to himself in the third person, occassionally) suggests you take your ass to the Smokey Water Pine Delicatessen, and order you some of their fried glazed donuts, the chocolate ones of course. Also, The King says don't step on my blue suede shoes."
so what's the true message of this story. uh, Tupelo has great donuts. perhaps Tupelo should be your starting point. where the hell is Tupelo, i have no friggin clue. i'm tired, very tired, need rest, ahh, pretty colours......
josyph
well well well. life just keeps on handing me lemons.
arrive home from my henry rollins/girl time to my roommate telling me that we are all being kicked out of the apartment by the end of the month.
first thought: "i'm moving to florida."
second thought: "i can get more tattoos!"
third thought: "fuck."
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arrive home from my henry rollins/girl time to my roommate telling me that we are all being kicked out of the apartment by the end of the month.
first thought: "i'm moving to florida."
second thought: "i can get more tattoos!"
third thought: "fuck."
so far, i am stuck on the third thought and trying...
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chaosmonkey:
Oh, Bailey. So much to catch up on.
I' surely join a Bailey Fan Club. I'd even undertake administrative tasks. You certainly do rock.
One of the first comments left in my journal was from Lesa, telling me I'm cute. "I'm CYOOOOT!" I yelled, and flew around ym room. I smacked into a Spider-Man action figure and got blood on one of my X-Mn posters. Not cute.
My weekend was killer, in both the good and bad senses of the word. Camping surrounded by couples is NOT cool. Not in my current state.
Are you moving to Florida before my Florida person and I meet? Looks like NYC and New Year's Eve are the place and time.
Am I all caught up? I'm still computerless. We should talk soon.
Selah.
I' surely join a Bailey Fan Club. I'd even undertake administrative tasks. You certainly do rock.
One of the first comments left in my journal was from Lesa, telling me I'm cute. "I'm CYOOOOT!" I yelled, and flew around ym room. I smacked into a Spider-Man action figure and got blood on one of my X-Mn posters. Not cute.
My weekend was killer, in both the good and bad senses of the word. Camping surrounded by couples is NOT cool. Not in my current state.
Are you moving to Florida before my Florida person and I meet? Looks like NYC and New Year's Eve are the place and time.
Am I all caught up? I'm still computerless. We should talk soon.
Selah.
biohazyrd:
B,
Move to Middle Earth here, uh, i mean Vegas. wait, on second thought don't, the scene here for tattooed weirdos sucks, this place sucks. suckity sucks. i went to lame goth bar last night as it would reflect on my wordings.
josyph
Move to Middle Earth here, uh, i mean Vegas. wait, on second thought don't, the scene here for tattooed weirdos sucks, this place sucks. suckity sucks. i went to lame goth bar last night as it would reflect on my wordings.
josyph
Twent-two minutes until i will be eating reese's peanut butter cups and watching Henry Rollins on comedy central.
"bailey, you have the same intensity as henry rollins."~ best compliment i ever recieved.
i love henry rollins. true, true, love.
...if only his neck wasnt as big as my waist, he might stand a chance with me...
"bailey, you have the same intensity as henry rollins."~ best compliment i ever recieved.
i love henry rollins. true, true, love.
...if only his neck wasnt as big as my waist, he might stand a chance with me...
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ponyboy_curtis:
hey,
i was home watching ol' hank on the tele as well.
hooray for Saturday nights.
clap for Rollins.
ps my neck isn't as big as your waist.
i was home watching ol' hank on the tele as well.
hooray for Saturday nights.
clap for Rollins.
ps my neck isn't as big as your waist.
ozymandias:
Eep!
do you remember that christmas special "rudolph the red-nosed reindeer"? rudolph was getting flying lessons when bernice told him that she thought he was cute. he jumped around yelling "i'm cute! i'm cute! she said i'm cuuuuute!". then he flew.
thats how i feel sometimes when i hear certain people tell me how they feel about me. only, my nose-cap doesnt fall off, revealing my...
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volkov:
I was just gonna say you are the kewlest, but this post set off a tangential firestorm in my head....
bernice.......Bernice Loves Alfred...(Letters to Xiola..spoken word by Perry Ferrel)
and then somehow that stupid Corky Romano converasation...." remember when the little elf who didn't like to make toys and he told Rudolph it was ok to be different" Corky trying to get his older brother Chris Penn to come out of the closet...I won't go into the nose cap tangent....that's one amongst my friends that would take waaaaay too long to explain. Oh Bailey what you did to my brain!!! yer da neetest :-)
*takes another shot of thoazine and a nap*
volkov
bernice.......Bernice Loves Alfred...(Letters to Xiola..spoken word by Perry Ferrel)
and then somehow that stupid Corky Romano converasation...." remember when the little elf who didn't like to make toys and he told Rudolph it was ok to be different" Corky trying to get his older brother Chris Penn to come out of the closet...I won't go into the nose cap tangent....that's one amongst my friends that would take waaaaay too long to explain. Oh Bailey what you did to my brain!!! yer da neetest :-)
*takes another shot of thoazine and a nap*
volkov
zenexistence:
The little elf dentist [Herbie?] always creeped me out.
That little fucker.
The idea of some gay little elf, with a quif haircut, drilling on my molars ... hell no.
I wish the Snowman had eaten his union-breaking little ass.
On a completely different tangent ...
You're cute.
-Scotty
PS And you look great in a nose-cap.
That little fucker.
The idea of some gay little elf, with a quif haircut, drilling on my molars ... hell no.
I wish the Snowman had eaten his union-breaking little ass.
On a completely different tangent ...
You're cute.
-Scotty
PS And you look great in a nose-cap.
a near miss or a close call
i keep a room at the hospital
i scratch my accidents into the wall
i couldnt wait to breath your breath
i cut in line
i bled to death
i got to you
there was nothing left.
i keep a room at the hospital
i scratch my accidents into the wall
i couldnt wait to breath your breath
i cut in line
i bled to death
i got to you
there was nothing left.
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isabelle:
i started working on the post for the set today.. doesn't need much.
i think my impending departure for california calls for one last visit to boston...
i think my impending departure for california calls for one last visit to boston...
zenexistence:
You are so "worth it", it hurts.
AND you spout forth divine poetry.
I'm pretty sure no one is cooler then you, Leaf. I really mean this.
I have to work on that Bailey Fan Club idea, damn it. I keep meaning to get the ball rolling but when you're stuck behind bars like I am it is SO tough to do these things ...
Ooops, did I just drop the soap?
-Scotty
AND you spout forth divine poetry.
I'm pretty sure no one is cooler then you, Leaf. I really mean this.
I have to work on that Bailey Fan Club idea, damn it. I keep meaning to get the ball rolling but when you're stuck behind bars like I am it is SO tough to do these things ...
Ooops, did I just drop the soap?
-Scotty
sometimes i wish i could drink beer at work.
guess i will have to settle for a fudgesicle.
guess i will have to settle for a fudgesicle.
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123forever:
"You said there'd be fudgicles, Bart"
"First off, it's fudgeSicle..."
"First off, it's fudgeSicle..."
biohazyrd:
B,
perhaps you should investigate the possibility of working as a beer taster at a brewery, wait you do already, part-time on Friday nights. Blimey! i too once knew a girl named randy, she left me hanging on a New Years Eve awhile ago, *sigh*
josyph
perhaps you should investigate the possibility of working as a beer taster at a brewery, wait you do already, part-time on Friday nights. Blimey! i too once knew a girl named randy, she left me hanging on a New Years Eve awhile ago, *sigh*
josyph
happy happy happy day!
the head boss...the one who wears the leather vest and looks like a younger coked-out robin williams changed the dress code policy.
who gets to show her tattoos at work?? bailey gets to show her tattoos at work.
its making it easier to stick around a bit longer. although i am still dreaming of finding a better job somewhere. i want...
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the head boss...the one who wears the leather vest and looks like a younger coked-out robin williams changed the dress code policy.
who gets to show her tattoos at work?? bailey gets to show her tattoos at work.
its making it easier to stick around a bit longer. although i am still dreaming of finding a better job somewhere. i want...
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jessica:
Ah, if only I lived in beantown, ha ha, I'd be your roommate!
dougal:
told ya things would turn out ok ... have fun
do you believe in signs? seeing them everywhere? reading into things?
maybe i just think too much...
sometimes i wonder if "signs" are really just your mind manipulating the way you view your environment so that you get the "answer" that you want.
either way, the "answer" i am looking for...scares the living shit out of me. (living shit? if there is anything alive in...
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maybe i just think too much...
sometimes i wonder if "signs" are really just your mind manipulating the way you view your environment so that you get the "answer" that you want.
either way, the "answer" i am looking for...scares the living shit out of me. (living shit? if there is anything alive in...
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bailey:
ZenEx- i hear about you and your pransing....
come out of the closet already.
B
come out of the closet already.
B
eclectic:
Tesla sang "Signs," Volkov7.
josyph
Explanations aren't so bad, but if you can arrive at them without thinking, you're better off. Thinking never solved anything, I always say.