Monday Jul 23, 2012

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Wow, Its been way too long since I was last on here. I guess its high time to dust the cobwebs off of my profile and get back into this site. There are too many beautiful women that are in need of appreciation and admiration.

My life has been fairly hectic over the past few months. I invested my free time into online dating and...
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Thursday Mar 15, 2012

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Its been way too long since my last post...
Sorry everyone if you've missed me, I've just not been feeling up to blogging. I was getting sick of my own self-pitting blogs that are no fun to write or read. So big smiles and cheery thoughts at all times biggrin
Not much has been happening, Spend most of my time doing assignments for Uni...
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dance_zanky:

It's really hard to steer your own ship, i assume the dating sites are turning up blank because we both are caught up in this ...um WEB site ... good luck, man.

Tuesday Feb 14, 2012

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Sorry for the long time between posts but fuck it
I'm looking after my family's farm while there away, and to keep me occupied they gave me a metric fuck ton of booze. So after drinking since lunch and singing along to some music, I've decided to blog. It also helps that i'm currently naked biggrin
Still depressed, no surprise there. bit...
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dance_zanky:

Sonnd's like you need a little less booze a little more gardening and a gun to hunt Deer for food and just in case you can't call one those online girls "Dear" starting rocking out to "So What" by Metallica. I'm joking, of course.

Friday Jan 27, 2012

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I feel pathetic. Just came home from a night out, rejected and feeling like shit. Now it seems that even the online takeaways are trying to mock me. I'm tired of being alone, being single, but no matter how hard I fight I always seem to fail. I can't fail again, not after what happened last year....

Still trying to order a damned...
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shebari:

Dude!!! Don't be so hard on yourself. There is so much more to life than being in a relationship. After my own personal expirience, I can honestly say, it sucks! I am much happier being alone. Once you can be happy without a girlfriend, yuo will find all else will slip into place. I know it can seem lonely, but, you can't rely on other people to make you happy hun, it almost always ends in tears. Sure, you can be happy with someone, but you can't pin your happyness on another. Learn to be happy alone first, and then look on the market. You got LOADS of time xxxx

Monday Jan 23, 2012

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I am in pain. My body aches, I can barely stand and my heart strains every beat. Even with my pain killers, I am struggling to cope. What is it about emotional pain that causes the physical to become unbearable? This amplified pain is causing me to panic that I might relapse into who I was this time last year. I'm scared that all...
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carnelian:

Yeah smile I understand that but I'm a bit insane about names and the meaning of names. So if I must give one to myself it has to be something I really like in a number of ways. I've been through my name book a million times. Haha everything I like is either taken or somehow annoys me. Yesterday I was Shit for a few hours LOL I don't think anyone noticed but I thought it was funny.

_indica:

lol birthday bash for sure... n thanks... I sure didnt feel so beautiful not being able to see outta both eyes. But Im doing much better today!

Friday Jan 20, 2012

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Tried to write a blog, but I just can't seem too. Its like talking to a brick wall, the only reply is a quizzical look from passers by...

Monday Jan 16, 2012

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Lets start of with something simple.
I would like everyone to show Shebari some love in her new set: Dude, Where's My Tank
Its an awesome set that deserves much more love than its currently getting, so I want to do my part smile

Anyway, on to me and my sad life. Feeling worse than yesterday, as all of my Uni friends seem to have...
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Sunday Jan 15, 2012

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Feeling incredibly lonely frown
My friend of many years seems to have "moved on" away from me. He has this new group of friends that doesn't seem to want me involved with them. Most people would understand that people meet new people and move one, that's life. But I've never experienced this from any other point of view. I simply can't make...
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kas:

hugs, for sure not alone :*

paytenpanic:

thank you sooo much (:

Friday Jan 13, 2012

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Starting to come down with something puke
Really can't be bothered with it, I'm having a hard time getting back into the rhythm of Uni.
Plus I have about 3 different doctors appointments over the next few weeks.
Does anyone want to come look after a poorly giant wink
Atlas
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laurasaurus:

I love it too ! Intact I just finished watching it !

laurasaurus:

i bloody love Qi too !

Tuesday Jan 10, 2012

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Its those little victories. At long last, with plenty of support from friends, I have changed my profile. I am no longer hiding in the shadows. No more being afraid of what people might think of how I look.
I am Atlas, and I am a good guy
guardian_:

Hell Yeah you are a good guy! Congrats man smile

Saturday Jan 07, 2012

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My friends here in "the real world" seem to be doing their best to avoid me. No one except family members have spoken to me over this past holiday. Is it something I said?
That's why I spend so much time on here. I can post a flirty comment on someones blog and not know if i'm being ignored or not. Its a...
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galliemini:

Thank you!!! And all the best with your new resolution! Go for it!! smile

fische:

Very well put smile
And thank you! x

Monday Jan 02, 2012

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I'm getting tired of being alone now. Although I understand that the life I may lead will be a lonely one, i also know that if I try hard, and get lucky, that i can change this. Others who have walked similar paths to my own know how truly lonesome it can get, but this year I say enough.

That's why I love...
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nonanon:


Great song, I prefer this version

Good outlook too. I know all about loneliness man, it hurts. On the other hand, solitude allows you to think, find out who you are, it gave me a fierce independence. sounds like you're realising parts of your own character now too, that's great. now to find someone to share it with.

paytenpanic:

Hey thanks for your post Happy New Year! id like it if i actually any support but i dont have anyone to give me it lol but i think im doing alright for right now with out it but thank you so much