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I just got back from the math talk today. It was entitled "quit work, play poker, sleep 'til noon" and rocked my lame ass. It was about how to have a winning strategy at poker that works even when your opponent knows it... they're powerless against it! Ha ha! It made me want to get better at poker.

This morning at about 2 I had...
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lanemeyer:
I hear you. In that case, at least take solace ine the fact that you don't have to explain it to me. You are who you are and I'm plenty grateful for what little I know of you. Nowif only you were an auto mechanic, then I would be REALLY grateful for who you are.

Hugs,
LM
al:
I'll get there soon enough, Lane...
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It is popular among jugglers to tell people you started juggling because you like to throw things at your friends. Now, that may not have been why I started, but it's certainly why I continue! Man, it's great. I did hurt my hand quite a bit tonight, though.

On an unrelated note, some people are really fucking lame and quite up on their holier-than-thou high...
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rawr_ima_monster:
the paranoid self conscious freak in me makes me think it might be.
-off to hide under my low-horse,
Dave
pyrocide:
Don't know, but it sounds like a good reason to start juggling!
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I hate my hair so much.

I can't disconnect from my life. I'm too involved, there's too much here, now, sucking out my soul, and I'm caught.

This sorta always happens when I get my homework back, though. *sigh*

*laughs* Okay, I'm feeling a bit better. Fried just sent me pictures of himself in women's undies at burning man. oh, man....
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faithdangers:
I wouldn't want someones death on my conscience, so I'll just be glad that he made you feel better.

Being lonely sux0rs. I think about you, so take comfort in that, maybe.
silver___:
Al, how does it make you feel that that you have been recognized? I was thinking it would be neato, like a mystery of sorts, ... but it could also be weird.

Silver
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Do you ever find yourself hearing a song you've heard for years that you enjoy but never paid much attention to and all of a sudden you listen to the words and realize it's really fucked up? It's an odd experience.

I don't remember dreaming last night.

Maybe someday I'll get enough sleep.

My days have all been a blur recently. I can't seem to...
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_luke:
I'm dating myself a bit here, but some of you might remember "99 red balloons" by Nena. Classic 80's fare. I was in jr. high or high school when that song was big & I thought it was great. I didn't realize the song is about nulear war - which kinda makes it cooler, but I sure didn't get that when I was 13. heh.
tencrew13468:
I have the same type of experience. But with smells instead of songs. Of course there is the delicately haunting theme from PBS' 'Wallstreet Week'. So I guess it has happened with music too.

powder
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I had this dream last night that I was dancing with this guy I know and he was reciting poems that sounded like nursery rhymes about different ways to kill yourself. He had a really good grip on me, and I was off the ground most of the time. I was so happy, giggling like a little kid... when I woke up I told him...
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thegrandvomica:
Boredom is for prune juice and dogma. Go write an esoteric book about the theoretical combination of human, worm, and cat dna and the love affairs of the resulting creature. Then start a cult devoted to plucking all body hair and saving it up in a canopic jar with a beer bottle on top in place of the traditional godhead. When it's all over, teach a chihuahua to purr like a woolly mammoth.
rawr_ima_monster:
P.S....in regards to the drawings, no YOU rule.
-Dave
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There will be time.
There will be time to murder,
time to create,
and time for all the works and days of hands
that lift and drop a question on your plate.
Time for you,
and time for me,
and time yet for a hundred indecisions,
and a hundered visions and revisions
before the taking of a toast and tea.

In the room the women...
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thegrandvomica:
Al we all know that your hiding deep dark secrets from us. It's plainly oviouse to be seen. You need to lie down on the couch and confess. C'mon how about some of those good ol' personal demons. What about your plot to destroy the world using an army of defunct can openers and hairless monkeys? Do you think we have no inkling of your 'subtle' shadow life?
bishop:
okay...okay...okay...bishop is the big idiot...it was too deep for him...went over his head...
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Yesterday was really surreal. It seemed to last forever. By the time it was over, it was hard to believe I'd even had classes that day... weird.

So there was a barbeque for the asylum block dwellers and towards the end there were still some hotdogs on the grill, so I raised my hand that I wanted one and Sean wanted me to get him...
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bishop:
either I'm tripping on bad acid or you just blew my mind
atomic_tiki:
Hey it was good to meet you finally eveen if it was only for a minute. But yeah we had to roll & meet up with Siren, Jolene, & the rest of the crew.

Hey, are you a peircer too?? O said so in her journal. Just wondering.
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It wasn't you, don't worry.

I'm feeling a bit better today. I'm not so sick, but my legs hurt a lot.

But my roots are showing, and that's no good.

Oh yeah, and I hate teases.
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bishop:
but I only tease because you said you liked it smile
zona:
when am i ever gonna meet you? i feel like if i saw you on the street i would never recognize you.
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Okay, who told?
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eris:
i don't know. but i'd hate to be there when you find out.
thrak:
I don't think it was me. But I do say a lot of stupid shit, so it may of possibly been me, but I doubt it. I'm really hoping it wasn't me though.
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Fuck everything. I quit.
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kengineer:
I have no idea what's going on. The one thing I heard was that you showed up but couldn't stay because you are under 21.

Al, I just wanted to say that you got me into suicidegirls. A friend told me about the site and when I logged on I saw your beautiful face staring right into my eyes. I lurked the site for three weeks before joining and ended up reading most of your journal postings. To me, you represent everything that is good about suicidegirls. A complex and vulnerable combination of beauty (holy cow, isn't there a stronger word I could use?), counterculture, intelligence, and angst. The Chasing Amy allusion was a nice touch, as well.

I feel obligated to offer emotional support for tonight's garbage. Unfortunately, seeing as how you don't know me from Jack, any such attempt on my part will unavoidably come off sounding blandly sympathetic and encouraging. Well, , I suppose I'll leave that to the professionals. That's what they're here for.

Oh hell, I'm going to give it a try anyway. Many blessings to you - half to see you through the bad times, and half to add joy to the good. Peace.
mobprod:
Damn. I was hoping to see you last night.
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I thought I was getting less sick, but now I sound like I've sandpaper in my throat. For the most part I feel fine... but gosh, do I sound awful.

One of the math profs is spreading nasty rumours that I started a proof with the word "like" which I wouldn't doubt, but I have no recollection of it and can't seem to find it...
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_luke:
have fun juggling all those SG members that will be flirting with you wink
bishop:
have fun - I am so jealous..especially of everybody that gets a smooch from you