My god, will I actually have a free day tomorrow to reply to my messages? I think I just might!
Ive been swamped with job interviews ... which is great, I guess .. but tiresome. I kinda hate having to be this ... completely seperate person, day in and day out. I almost forget which one is the real me and I start acting all...
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Ive been swamped with job interviews ... which is great, I guess .. but tiresome. I kinda hate having to be this ... completely seperate person, day in and day out. I almost forget which one is the real me and I start acting all...
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The greatest thing abt hitting rock bottom is the fact that everything from there on out is an improvement from your current situation! 
werd.
I got an interveiw (tomorrow) for a position that would earn me *three times* the highest amount Ive ever been paid in my whole life. I was so scared to call the dude back. I didnt want the dream to end....
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werd.
I got an interveiw (tomorrow) for a position that would earn me *three times* the highest amount Ive ever been paid in my whole life. I was so scared to call the dude back. I didnt want the dream to end....
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shinobiryu:
Hope the interview went well! 
q's
~How often have u had to drug test for a job?
Never. Nearly all my jobs has been within the Church of Norway, and they trust me
~If you were making enough money at your current position, but it wasnt exactly what you were *passionate* abt ... would you take a lower pay rate or go back to school in order to obtain the job of your dreams?
I did that actually. I was a grave digger (pays rather well cause it is hard to get people to do it), but quit to study theology.
~Would it make u mad if your spouse made more than you?
I would love it if my ex whife made more than me, cause then I would have to pay less in allamony.
How abt your best friend?
All my friends make more than me, cause I am on disabillity.
How abt your pet? lol
My pet just costs me money
~Have u ever flipped out in public before? explain
Depends on what you mean by flipping out. I did some crazy things as singer in my old band "Erogene Toner" (Erogenous Tones). I also was an actor and entertainer for a while, making a fool of myself in public. Late Saturday Night Acapella Singing with my friends in the streets of Stavanger, may also count. (We were good singers though)
q's
~How often have u had to drug test for a job?
Never. Nearly all my jobs has been within the Church of Norway, and they trust me
~If you were making enough money at your current position, but it wasnt exactly what you were *passionate* abt ... would you take a lower pay rate or go back to school in order to obtain the job of your dreams?
I did that actually. I was a grave digger (pays rather well cause it is hard to get people to do it), but quit to study theology.
~Would it make u mad if your spouse made more than you?
I would love it if my ex whife made more than me, cause then I would have to pay less in allamony.
How abt your best friend?
All my friends make more than me, cause I am on disabillity.
How abt your pet? lol
My pet just costs me money
~Have u ever flipped out in public before? explain
Depends on what you mean by flipping out. I did some crazy things as singer in my old band "Erogene Toner" (Erogenous Tones). I also was an actor and entertainer for a while, making a fool of myself in public. Late Saturday Night Acapella Singing with my friends in the streets of Stavanger, may also count. (We were good singers though)
ael:
awww, cute critter.
followed you here from models.
that standard release form you were talking about, where did you get it? did you make it yourself? what does it say?
i need something like that too, to cover my ass, but i don't know what to put in it.
please help the noob
followed you here from models.
that standard release form you were talking about, where did you get it? did you make it yourself? what does it say?
i need something like that too, to cover my ass, but i don't know what to put in it.
please help the noob
***edited to add new photos***
I know I havent been around much, but Ive been totally kicking ass job hunting in hopes that I will be able to keep my house. I promise to respond to all my comments, though ... so if you've left one and I havent responded: plz be patient. I do still love you, ya know
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I know I havent been around much, but Ive been totally kicking ass job hunting in hopes that I will be able to keep my house. I promise to respond to all my comments, though ... so if you've left one and I havent responded: plz be patient.
I do still love you, ya know
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miellem:
really fantastic pics! i am in luv with the 1st one... 
purgatorigirl:
wow babe you look so hot in these pics. skiny or thick you are hot and sexxy babe no need top be nurvis hun .
I was so happy to already have received emails from ppl interested in sharing the house with us ... until I found out that all the emails were from SCAMMERS!! 
I couldnt fucking believe that these ppl were actually going on websites like craigs list and EZ roomate trying to get strangers to cash fraudulent checks for them and send them the balance through money...
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I couldnt fucking believe that these ppl were actually going on websites like craigs list and EZ roomate trying to get strangers to cash fraudulent checks for them and send them the balance through money...
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rejoicingpeasant:
this dude on ebay posted a picture of himself next to a laptop. he was selling "it" for something like $2. someone bought what they thought was a computer.
all they bought was the picture of the dude abd the laptop. fuckin bogus.
all they bought was the picture of the dude abd the laptop. fuckin bogus.
downinflames:
I'VE GOTTEN A COUPLE OF REALLY BALLSY SPAMS LATELY, ONE FROM A BANK I'VE NEVER BEEN INVOLVED WITH WANTING MY INFO TO CLEAR UP SOME PROBLEM W/MY "ACCOUNT", AND ANOTHER, SUPPOSEDLY FROM EBAY, SAYING MY ATM CARD HAD BEEN INVOLVED IN A SUSPISCIOUS TRANSACTION (an impossibility on e-bay), ASKING FOR MY CARD NO & PIN TO SORT IT ALL OUT! ASSHOLES LIKE THAT SHOULD DO TIME JUST FOR LACK OF RESEARCH!
The shit has definitely hit the fan around here ...
Sorry to all my friends on sg .. but things have been crazier than EVER lately. My son started school, and that was nuts .. I was totally unprepared ... and now my dad is moving out and leaving me with a $1300 rent!!!! I have no fuckin idea what to do at this point....
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Sorry to all my friends on sg .. but things have been crazier than EVER lately. My son started school, and that was nuts .. I was totally unprepared ... and now my dad is moving out and leaving me with a $1300 rent!!!! I have no fuckin idea what to do at this point....
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paleenchantress:
ooo nooo sweetie *hugs* ! hang in there ! 
devilsplum:
Wish you could move in with me...I have a huge empty house with no one to live here but ME.
Of course I don't pay for it, or it would be a little house....
What about just moving to a cheaper place in the area? Is that possible?
I'll be sending you something to cheer you up soon.
Hang in there...
Of course I don't pay for it, or it would be a little house....
What about just moving to a cheaper place in the area? Is that possible?
I'll be sending you something to cheer you up soon.
Hang in there...
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shinobiryu:
~You have a magic gun that turns whoever you shoot into dust, and POOF! Theyre history. If no one would ever be able to trace it back to you .. would you kill your worst enemy?
That reminds me of the question: If you could go back in time, would you go back and kill Hitler? My answer is: Start thinking like that and before you know it you will be invading Poland. So my answer is no
~What would u change abt yourself if you could? (this could be anything at all .. physical, mental .. whatever)
Duh! My sceleton is dissolving, I suffer from severe pain 24/7, and as a result of that I have a chronic depression + a lot of other ailements to many to mention. You bet I would change it all!
~You can have any pet in the universe, you ... yes you. You're special. What animal would u have as a pet if u could?
Of fantasy animals I would like a pet dragon.
If we are talking real animals here then a Tiger or a wolf would be welcome.
That reminds me of the question: If you could go back in time, would you go back and kill Hitler? My answer is: Start thinking like that and before you know it you will be invading Poland. So my answer is no
~What would u change abt yourself if you could? (this could be anything at all .. physical, mental .. whatever)
Duh! My sceleton is dissolving, I suffer from severe pain 24/7, and as a result of that I have a chronic depression + a lot of other ailements to many to mention. You bet I would change it all!
~You can have any pet in the universe, you ... yes you. You're special. What animal would u have as a pet if u could?
Of fantasy animals I would like a pet dragon.
If we are talking real animals here then a Tiger or a wolf would be welcome.
chemicallylost:
ok ash you read my journal i sent the resume am i in or out? oh and thanks for the coments
I had to update ... too much negativity in my journal, Im over it now. I never stay mad at anyone for more than 5 minutes anyways, even if I try.
I was talking to my super friend yebutz on the phone last night, and afterwards ... I came to the realization that the majority of really awesome ppl I know live far away from...
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I was talking to my super friend yebutz on the phone last night, and afterwards ... I came to the realization that the majority of really awesome ppl I know live far away from...
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schiavona:
Okay, but where are we all going to be living? What city?
Ummm....brain is dead.
OH! K loves the color. She's thinking hard about this one!
Anywho, brain is dead, so I'm moving on to the questions.
~tell me a weird fact abt you - no, seriously, I have a mutant healing factor. I can cut myself to the bone, hold the cut closed for about 5 minutes, and it's pretty well healed.
~what's your biggest fear? - being alone
~ okay, first thing is I think I'm in the wrong place. But, let's just say I'm not, ummmmmm, currently I'd have to say La Grange (zztop). **shrugs** but that's apt to change without warning.
Hope you're having fun sweetie. Hang in there with the workouts.....you're my role model.
Ummm....brain is dead.
OH! K loves the color. She's thinking hard about this one!
Anywho, brain is dead, so I'm moving on to the questions.
~tell me a weird fact abt you - no, seriously, I have a mutant healing factor. I can cut myself to the bone, hold the cut closed for about 5 minutes, and it's pretty well healed.
~what's your biggest fear? - being alone
~ okay, first thing is I think I'm in the wrong place. But, let's just say I'm not, ummmmmm, currently I'd have to say La Grange (zztop). **shrugs** but that's apt to change without warning.
Hope you're having fun sweetie. Hang in there with the workouts.....you're my role model.
cherryb0mb:
if you are so positive you can do that fear factor shit- you have to go on the show already!! that $ could so change your life. i couldn't do most of that stuff.
that's sad about yr hair, but i'm sure it still looks lovely! i know 2 people who recently had their hair chopped off after growing it so fucking long. they purposely grew it as long as possible so they could donate their hair (to make wigs for female cancer victims).
anyway, i don't think i've heard from you in a really long time. i'm not around enough either...
i couldn't do most of that stuff.
that's sad about yr hair, but i'm sure it still looks lovely! i know 2 people who recently had their hair chopped off after growing it so fucking long. they purposely grew it as long as possible so they could donate their hair (to make wigs for female cancer victims).
anyway, i don't think i've heard from you in a really long time. i'm not around enough either...
Wtf is with ppl these days?!
Im fuckin serious!!
Almost everyone I know is on my current "shitlist" for some reason or another. 90% of them are on it for simple RUDENESS that could have been avoided easily.
For example .. one of the most popular fuckups lately is the "MAKE PLANS THEN DISSAPEAR" fuckup. When your "so called friend" makes plans with you .....
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Im fuckin serious!!
Almost everyone I know is on my current "shitlist" for some reason or another. 90% of them are on it for simple RUDENESS that could have been avoided easily.
For example .. one of the most popular fuckups lately is the "MAKE PLANS THEN DISSAPEAR" fuckup. When your "so called friend" makes plans with you .....
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schiavona:
I like the color a lot. I'll have to show K and see what she thinks. Thanks for the tip.
I hope things are going well for you.
Much love.
I hope things are going well for you.
Much love.
cabaretic:
Um, do you really want my full opinion as to why the world has gone to shit?
Okay, here goes.
People are flaky now, due to the fact that media and our culture as a whole has encouraged a sense of instant gratification that is unhealthy. In essence, no one understands the merits of delayed gratification anymore...that is, good things come to those who wait...they want things instantly or not at all.
You are not alone in your frustration. The problem is that we have a culture that in its insistence to make as much money as possible has exploited the base desires and motivations of humanity to further its own selfish ambitions...without realizing the long-term consequences of said actions.
There.
Okay, here goes.
People are flaky now, due to the fact that media and our culture as a whole has encouraged a sense of instant gratification that is unhealthy. In essence, no one understands the merits of delayed gratification anymore...that is, good things come to those who wait...they want things instantly or not at all.
You are not alone in your frustration. The problem is that we have a culture that in its insistence to make as much money as possible has exploited the base desires and motivations of humanity to further its own selfish ambitions...without realizing the long-term consequences of said actions.
There.
THIS MORNING WAS A HUGE KICK IN THE GUT. I went to the SG lounge to find out who the set winners were for the month of July (winners get $1000) and the set that won was the public transportation set by .. well, I forget the girls that did it ... but the public transportation set idea was one Ive had for a long...
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apexxx:
hah! you didnt even show up thursday... 
thefreddy:
Check this out if you can. My band, the Haterz are playing there.
Well that's it .. my son left for Florida yesterday and wont be back until the middle of Aug. Already Im bored as hell, wondering what the hell to do. I cant sleep lately, but I dont know if that has anything to do with my son leaving or if its something else. Perhaps now that I have a car and Im not walking everywhere...
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matt_organic:
I like the Wraith stuff! Old school for sure. Looking forward to the new set...
anarchie:
Q's
~What movie have u seen recently that you'd reccomend?
Touching the Void- a true story based on the amazing self-rescue of an injured mountain climber. Sounds lame, but it's amazing.
~What's your worst habbit?
I rub my nose all the time. It wipes the makeup, so I always have a whiter nose than the rest of my face
~What the fuck are you looking at?
You! You cutie-pie!
~Why has my cat been avoiding me lately? He hardly ever sleeps with me anymore .. and my lap has been cat-less for weeks!
I don't know, what a naughty cat! Is he feeling abit poorly maybe? Or abit sad? Find his favourite toy and play with him? Poor kitty and poor Ash
~What movie have u seen recently that you'd reccomend?
Touching the Void- a true story based on the amazing self-rescue of an injured mountain climber. Sounds lame, but it's amazing.
~What's your worst habbit?
I rub my nose all the time. It wipes the makeup, so I always have a whiter nose than the rest of my face
~What the fuck are you looking at?
You! You cutie-pie!
~Why has my cat been avoiding me lately? He hardly ever sleeps with me anymore .. and my lap has been cat-less for weeks!
I don't know, what a naughty cat! Is he feeling abit poorly maybe? Or abit sad? Find his favourite toy and play with him? Poor kitty and poor Ash
My son leaves for his 3 week summer vacation in Florida on Thursday ... so Im tryin to spend as much time as possible with him before he goes. This is the first time he's gone to Florida without me, so it doesnt really sit well with me. I hate the thought of him being thousands of miles away from me, with a family I...
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m_bethany:
you are having a summer...? is it summer? I can never tell here in SoCal.... kids help, they remind you it is a vacation to some...
apexxx:
the Hurricane Harbor at 6 flags was fun, you will like it. and family is first, but youd better come out finally when hes in Florida. 
Well my friend in NYC has a car he's willing to sell me for $300, so it looks like Im gonna be flying out there within the next month. Unless someone offers me a better deal somewhere else, which is still possible. Did I already mention that I will fly ANYWHERE in the USA to come pick up a cheap car? Keep your eyes n...
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shewulf:
Hey I just dropped by to say hello. Sorry I havent been on much. Just been so busy lately.
~what is your favorite scary movie?
Texas Chainsaw
~derka derka ... mohamed jihap
Baka sherpa-sherpa. Abaka-la.
~do u collect "homies"?
Nope
~what would u like your name to be?
Morticia or Lorelei
~what is your favorite scary movie?
Texas Chainsaw
~derka derka ... mohamed jihap
Baka sherpa-sherpa. Abaka-la.
~do u collect "homies"?
Nope
~what would u like your name to be?
Morticia or Lorelei
khorne:
my favorite movie . . . hmm a three way tie between they live, big trouble in little china and the city of lost children
derka derka mohammed jihad . . . ahhh, derka derka derka
the best series of homies was the clowns those ones were wicked lookin
I'd probably keep my name I've never met another Nolan or id change it to Max Power i think homer had the right idea
derka derka mohammed jihad . . . ahhh, derka derka derka
the best series of homies was the clowns those ones were wicked lookin
I'd probably keep my name I've never met another Nolan or id change it to Max Power i think homer had the right idea
I wish I could have done the pro upgrade so I could have gotten all of the free stuff, too. Oh well, gold is good enough for now.
Post more pictures!!
Goodluck with the interviews though... it does suck having to put on a different face for work. But you get used to it.