matt stared into the empty refrigerator sighed and let the door close. he stood there staring at the closed door wondering how much longer can i manage this. he went into the "living room" area of his one room apartment and half sat half dropped into his chair ... the only place in the world where he found any comfort. picked up his remote and...
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pip:
I know the feeling man. Hang in there. Make one small change at a time and take charge of your life. It takes a while but it can be done.
i just want to die.
I've had bad, bad periods when I'd find myself on the verge of begging God to end it because I didn't have the strength.
I've tried to explain to people how WANTING TO DIE but being UNABLE to act on it BECAUSE of the way the depression steals your will is a Special Kind Of Hell.
I've had bad, bad periods when I'd find myself on the verge of begging God to end it because I didn't have the strength.
I've tried to explain to people how WANTING TO DIE but being UNABLE to act on it BECAUSE of the way the depression steals your will is a Special Kind Of Hell.
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alkaholic23:
I was told that to every high there is a low and when your in that low that things can only go back up from there. If that makes any sense... man.... keep your head up, your daughter needs a father.
reina_confundida:
s'ok about the ticket. lemme know about other games if you have an extra. 
"A man with a good woman is the luckiest of God's creatures, and one without must be among the most miserable, I think, the only true blessing of their lives is that they don't know how poorly off they are."
Stephen King - 'The Green Mile'
but what if we do? what if we had that perfect woman and screwed up and now we're alone?...
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Stephen King - 'The Green Mile'
but what if we do? what if we had that perfect woman and screwed up and now we're alone?...
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reina_confundida:
i love my red sox!
why do you ask?
why do you ask?
mylf:
Well the days start out as 'I need to get something accomplished' days. then they morph into me on the couch with a movie. I need to really get motivated though.
alone alone alone alone 
i walked to the top of a parking garage today... walked op to the ledge and looked down at the pavement below and honestly thought about hopping over the edge and ending my pain. i can't take this any more i am so alone so empty. i miss her she was my best friend the only person i could talk to about how i feel...
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tangledupinblue:
you got a nice team. Especially if Damon doesn't stay out to long. I'[ve got him in another league where I've already got 4 players DL'd . That's a big money league for me too. Just want to like take a hammer and hit myself in the nads rather than watch sportscenter this week.
tangledupinblue:
By the way, if you are in NH, I am sure you will agree with me when I shout out the universal greeting . . . THE YANKEES SUCK!
yep anyway i feel like shit inside i have never felt so alone in my life. and i wish there was something i could do to feel better. that didn't involve a gun in my mouth, pills or ledges.
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thefuckingdaddy:
Whats WORSE is that they care a damn near lot more about college footbal that anything GATORS vs SEMINOLES, thats where the real fan rivalry lies... The Dolphins are the only team worth watching, and as far as I know everyone good from that team bolted too...
I actually like watching futbol ! rawr soccer... I was in England, when England beat Germany 5-1 in the primaries for the World Cup, and you better believe it was madness in the streets. Now that was Fandom!
I actually like watching futbol ! rawr soccer... I was in England, when England beat Germany 5-1 in the primaries for the World Cup, and you better believe it was madness in the streets. Now that was Fandom!
violencejack:
You are not alone.
Hugs!
Hugs!
why can't i find a girl who will love me AND fuck me in the ass with a strap on... not a huge one mind you but like a 1" in diamiter one.
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mylf:
that is the most to the point journal I have read from anyone in a really long time.
and, really??
and, really??
mylf:
I know all about the prostate. I have tstudied anatomy and physiology extensively. It just isn't something you hear from most guys.
and no, I haven't seen road trip. but I do know the scene of which you are speaking.
and no, I haven't seen road trip. but I do know the scene of which you are speaking.
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edea:
ohh no 
I hope you are ok.
I hope you are ok.
sylvain:
thursday we can use the new players.
you'd think i'd learn... single again
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alkaholic23:
sorry to hear about the bad news man. but the question is does any of us ever learn?? i know i don't, i keep falling off the horse then jumping back on.. keep your head up man.
cathedra:
thanks for the sweetness on my last set
thanks for the sweetness on my last set