matt stared into the empty refrigerator sighed and let the door close. he stood there staring at the closed door wondering how much longer can i manage this. he went into the "living room" area of his one room apartment and half sat half dropped into his chair ... the only place in the world where he found any comfort. picked up his remote and turned on his little tv. the red sox were on. at least they were having a good season, it gave him something to look forward to at night. he hated his job, he hated his car and he hated his apartment. most of all though he hated his life. sometimes he just wished he wouldn't wake up for work one morning, that the eternal sleep would take him. it never did.
pip:
I know the feeling man. Hang in there. Make one small change at a time and take charge of your life. It takes a while but it can be done.