lilmissmorbid:
Hmmm Not alot to go on with this entry so I'll just say.. Your cute and go about my merry way......
to whom it may concern,
i have been depressed now for most of my life. a year and a half ago i met the woman i love. at the time i did not know i would love her but i would learn. we ended up falling in love but my depresion ruined everything we had. i have a beautiful 5 year old daughter who i...
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i have been depressed now for most of my life. a year and a half ago i met the woman i love. at the time i did not know i would love her but i would learn. we ended up falling in love but my depresion ruined everything we had. i have a beautiful 5 year old daughter who i...
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narcissus:
I need some interesting way to convey that I am a Sox fan from NY cuz I get this all the time. I've never liked NY teams. Well, if I had to root for a hockey team, it would be the Islanders but not for any reason other than that they're underdogs. I've liked NY coaches - Pat Riley, Joe Torre, but like most things in this world, I would put a [salary] cap on NY. I don't know, NYY never got me into baseball, but BOS did when I was going to school in Boston. They've got heart and they're comedic. Remember when Mo Vaughn was there and chicks from the Foxy Lady used to show up at games? Plus, the bleacher creatures at Fenway are way better. So is Fenway. So are Sox fans - they're like bleeding hearts. One day, we'll have our moment of glory.
Ramble ramble - can you tell I'm procrastinating at work?
Ramble ramble - can you tell I'm procrastinating at work?
narcissus:
hey, thanks! I went to BU for undergrad, and now I'm going to grad school at UC Berkeley for biology. I was planning on moving back to MA afterwards, maybe work there, but now I'm just confused. We'll see, I still have over a year to go here...
I don't have aol, and I do have something on yahoo for fantasy baseball but I'm not sure what it is. You in any of those leagues? Not the one I'm in, for sure, cuz I hogged up a lot of Sox players!
Hey, are you kinda close to the White Mtns? I went up there a couple of times - absolutely amazing. My first hike ever was Tuckerman's Ravine up to the top of Mt. Washington, pretty good for a girl from flat Long Island.
I don't have aol, and I do have something on yahoo for fantasy baseball but I'm not sure what it is. You in any of those leagues? Not the one I'm in, for sure, cuz I hogged up a lot of Sox players!
Hey, are you kinda close to the White Mtns? I went up there a couple of times - absolutely amazing. My first hike ever was Tuckerman's Ravine up to the top of Mt. Washington, pretty good for a girl from flat Long Island.
i'm naked on the internet. go figure... and go look. it's my photoset in big cuddly boys. 
so as if my life wasn't already the worst it has ever been... today i get fired...
so as if my life wasn't already the worst it has ever been... today i get fired...
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tattoosandwhores:
You sexy! 
mylf:
very nice set!!! 
i'm naked on the internet. go figure... and go look. it's my photoset in big cuddly boys.
i've started cutting my self
i wish this (emotional) pain would go away.
i've started cutting my self
i wish this (emotional) pain would go away.
woodstock:
Oh, I cannot be the only one. You are totally adorable.
Now stop cutting yourself and feel better. I know, I wish it were that easy. Hang in there. It sounds like there is no where to go but up.
Oh, and by adorable. I mean hot. Not adorable like my 3 year old nephew.
[Edited on Apr 28, 2004 5:07PM]
Now stop cutting yourself and feel better. I know, I wish it were that easy. Hang in there. It sounds like there is no where to go but up.
Oh, and by adorable. I mean hot. Not adorable like my 3 year old nephew.
[Edited on Apr 28, 2004 5:07PM]
lilmissmorbid:
I cant stop going back to your set and staring.
I noticed you like hot wax.. me too. We have so much in common lets get married
I noticed you like hot wax.. me too. We have so much in common lets get married
pip:
which pic i can help you out.
matt stared into the empty refrigerator sighed and let the door close. he stood there staring at the closed door wondering how much longer can i manage this. he went into the "living room" area of his one room apartment and half sat half dropped into his chair ... the only place in the world where he found any comfort. picked up his remote and...
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pip:
I know the feeling man. Hang in there. Make one small change at a time and take charge of your life. It takes a while but it can be done.
i just want to die.
I've had bad, bad periods when I'd find myself on the verge of begging God to end it because I didn't have the strength.
I've tried to explain to people how WANTING TO DIE but being UNABLE to act on it BECAUSE of the way the depression steals your will is a Special Kind Of Hell.
I've had bad, bad periods when I'd find myself on the verge of begging God to end it because I didn't have the strength.
I've tried to explain to people how WANTING TO DIE but being UNABLE to act on it BECAUSE of the way the depression steals your will is a Special Kind Of Hell.
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alkaholic23:
I was told that to every high there is a low and when your in that low that things can only go back up from there. If that makes any sense... man.... keep your head up, your daughter needs a father.
reina_confundida:
s'ok about the ticket. lemme know about other games if you have an extra.
"A man with a good woman is the luckiest of God's creatures, and one without must be among the most miserable, I think, the only true blessing of their lives is that they don't know how poorly off they are."
Stephen King - 'The Green Mile'
but what if we do? what if we had that perfect woman and screwed up and now we're alone?...
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Stephen King - 'The Green Mile'
but what if we do? what if we had that perfect woman and screwed up and now we're alone?...
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reina_confundida:
i love my red sox!
why do you ask?
why do you ask?
mylf:
Well the days start out as 'I need to get something accomplished' days. then they morph into me on the couch with a movie. I need to really get motivated though.
alone alone alone alone 
i walked to the top of a parking garage today... walked op to the ledge and looked down at the pavement below and honestly thought about hopping over the edge and ending my pain. i can't take this any more i am so alone so empty. i miss her she was my best friend the only person i could talk to about how i feel...
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tangledupinblue:
you got a nice team. Especially if Damon doesn't stay out to long. I'[ve got him in another league where I've already got 4 players DL'd . That's a big money league for me too. Just want to like take a hammer and hit myself in the nads rather than watch sportscenter this week.
tangledupinblue:
By the way, if you are in NH, I am sure you will agree with me when I shout out the universal greeting . . . THE YANKEES SUCK!
yep anyway i feel like shit inside i have never felt so alone in my life. and i wish there was something i could do to feel better. that didn't involve a gun in my mouth, pills or ledges.
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thefuckingdaddy:
Whats WORSE is that they care a damn near lot more about college footbal that anything GATORS vs SEMINOLES, thats where the real fan rivalry lies... The Dolphins are the only team worth watching, and as far as I know everyone good from that team bolted too...
I actually like watching futbol ! rawr soccer... I was in England, when England beat Germany 5-1 in the primaries for the World Cup, and you better believe it was madness in the streets. Now that was Fandom!
I actually like watching futbol ! rawr soccer... I was in England, when England beat Germany 5-1 in the primaries for the World Cup, and you better believe it was madness in the streets. Now that was Fandom!
violencejack:
You are not alone.
Hugs!
Hugs!