Off to an audition downtown.... I don't really want to work there, I just want to play on the pole, It's been almost three weeks now.... I'm starting to jones....
I want to throw my webcam out the window.... I wonder who I can call that knows something? I can't figure out whether I need to reinstal the software, or what..... It's incredibly frustrating.....
Well...
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I want to throw my webcam out the window.... I wonder who I can call that knows something? I can't figure out whether I need to reinstal the software, or what..... It's incredibly frustrating.....
Well...
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I've been trying to figure out how to get my webcam on SG for the past two hours now... and I'm really frustrated.... I'm giving up on it for now, but I might try to mess with it later. It works, but the only person that can see it is me..... any suggestions would be appreciated..............
My sunburn Is really painful... One of my shoulders...
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trilobyte:
Fucking webcams... I am kinda interested in setting something up in a bit, once I get things under control here...
And as someone who's older than you, screw that old age comment lol...
1 - not really, but I can work computers (I've even designed them at one point in the past) and occasionally do things with tools... I've even designed and built a cheap desk & bookcase when I first got here because all my furniture was still in storage and I didn't have any money. But I don't know shit about cars.
2 - Yes, many a time over the years. But to be fair, I was working it pretty hard.
3 - I used to, but not so much anymore. I don't have a lot of patience sometimes and I get agitated, but I don't explode so much or totally lose it that often - I have a promise to keep to someone I can never make it up to....
trilo 
And as someone who's older than you, screw that old age comment lol...
1 - not really, but I can work computers (I've even designed them at one point in the past) and occasionally do things with tools... I've even designed and built a cheap desk & bookcase when I first got here because all my furniture was still in storage and I didn't have any money. But I don't know shit about cars.
2 - Yes, many a time over the years. But to be fair, I was working it pretty hard.
3 - I used to, but not so much anymore. I don't have a lot of patience sometimes and I get agitated, but I don't explode so much or totally lose it that often - I have a promise to keep to someone I can never make it up to....
minsc_and_boo:
1 kinda
2 yep
3 yes but i tend to keep it under control more often than not
2 yep
3 yes but i tend to keep it under control more often than not
I just got in from yet another hike through the hills.... I bet you guys are wondering why I do it so much... It's because I Iike being healthy, and having stamina... because it makes my blood rush, and makes me want to have sex more...because I need to work out, and I don't want to go to a gym and work out with weights......
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big_dave:
I am sooo jealouse of your described view from the window. Here in my semi-converted loft the velux windows look out onto the backs of everyone else's gardens and a patch of waste ground. Ohh for palm trees and eucalyptus. Then again, once I get the deck laid in the garden later this year I'm plating cycads and dinosaur ferns, so that'll be a start
1) Christ the album
2)cutoff 501 shorts and a smile
3)about 300 tons of assorted crap. Ebay here I come...
1) Christ the album
2)cutoff 501 shorts and a smile
3)about 300 tons of assorted crap. Ebay here I come...
stubertmcfly:
ya know... she went to the beck show and no one heard from her again. it's like she dropped into a bottomless pit or boarded a tour bus or something!
how was your day?
The other day, I heard one of the tracks off Radiohead's new album.... and it was awful.... It kinda bummed me out a little....
Last week (ten or so days ago) I saw Coldplay's sold out hollywood bowl show for free, because I've hiked around enough in the hills now, that I know how....
There's some band that's popular now called Siguros(I think I spelled...
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Last week (ten or so days ago) I saw Coldplay's sold out hollywood bowl show for free, because I've hiked around enough in the hills now, that I know how....
There's some band that's popular now called Siguros(I think I spelled...
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stubertmcfly:
the day go-eth. luke and i worked on this new section of the dirt-jumpin park at lunch. then i crashed my bike (as usual). my back is ouchy but it'll be ok. work is work... got some goodness done and so i feel ok about the day in general. just gonna kick it roof down tonite. are you done with work today or did you get the day off?
_luke:
thanks! You're the sweetest!
seeya in 10 days
seeya in 10 days
Good afternoon!
I just got in.... went for a six mile hike this morning, and hung out at the spot that I hang out at, and read part of "The Scarlett Letter"... It's really good....
my vacation/weekend getaway was really cool... I ended up not camping and renting a motel room, because all the campgrounds were full, and I don't know where else to camp...
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I just got in.... went for a six mile hike this morning, and hung out at the spot that I hang out at, and read part of "The Scarlett Letter"... It's really good....
my vacation/weekend getaway was really cool... I ended up not camping and renting a motel room, because all the campgrounds were full, and I don't know where else to camp...
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stubertmcfly:
holy journal entry!
1) hmmm. i guess that would be "not often". usually i try to just leave people alone. and hope that they do the same for me. perhaps i should start bugging people more though!
2) pretty outgoing here though. not really in the "running up to total strangers in an open-setting" type of guy but usually blend in quickly in social situations. tend to talk too much if conversation dies a horrible death to try to get people going again. actually, that is not altogether true. get some beverages in me and i am liable to go talk to anyone! (forgot about last weekend already!)
3) not often. tend to stay close to home as home is pretty far away from everything else. once a week maybe? look good? that is a good one. i wish i could figure out how to dress for outage... but unfortunately, i am a bit of a slob when it comes to dressing. jeans, t-shirt, mussed up hair. that is the stubert look.

1) hmmm. i guess that would be "not often". usually i try to just leave people alone. and hope that they do the same for me. perhaps i should start bugging people more though!
2) pretty outgoing here though. not really in the "running up to total strangers in an open-setting" type of guy but usually blend in quickly in social situations. tend to talk too much if conversation dies a horrible death to try to get people going again. actually, that is not altogether true. get some beverages in me and i am liable to go talk to anyone! (forgot about last weekend already!)
3) not often. tend to stay close to home as home is pretty far away from everything else. once a week maybe? look good? that is a good one. i wish i could figure out how to dress for outage... but unfortunately, i am a bit of a slob when it comes to dressing. jeans, t-shirt, mussed up hair. that is the stubert look.
big_dave:
Thanx re the back ink, but it's not much compared with all your work
Being drunk and in charge of a pushbike is one of the greatest highs known to man... if there's three of you on the one bike at the same time, it's funnier still, especially when you all crash into a tourist sign and the one driving chips three teeth and the rest of you laugh yourselves sick. The visible scars and wounds next day are good for a laugh, too... haven't ridden for a while, tho I have been looking at the MTB for the last fortnight now that the weather's finally here... haven't even had a motorbike for a while following the last crash.... anyway:
1)all the time, assuming we're in a social situtation. I don't generally approach people in the street as there are far too many neanderthals in these parts and the creatives/alternatives tend to congregate in a few places. But then, hell yes. I'm out of the habit a bit, but I go through periods of trying out different bars just to meet different people, and when you're the only person in town with a mohawk you can't exactly blend in and make like wallpaper
2)apparently I look unapproachable... several friends and acquaintances have reported tales of overheard conversations along the lines of "wouldn't like to get on the wrong side of him" or "I'm going to cross the road to avoid that bloke" kind of thing. And there's me thinking I was just being kind of anonymous and aloof. Aloof is probably the best or closest. This probably explains a previous life as a doorman and the main reason I can't wear a suit without looking like a CPA. Once people get under the armour, though, I'm a pussycat. I like to think I can get along with just about anyone, but that said I don't suffer fools for long...
3)not nearly as often as I'd like, which I'm trying to remedy. This last year it's been once a fortnight or less, for any number of reasons from cash to commitments. And yeah, if I'm going out for more than a pint of milk, I always go the extra mile for appearance..... The days when an old army shirt and a pair of bondage strides would suffice are some way back in history....
Being drunk and in charge of a pushbike is one of the greatest highs known to man... if there's three of you on the one bike at the same time, it's funnier still, especially when you all crash into a tourist sign and the one driving chips three teeth and the rest of you laugh yourselves sick. The visible scars and wounds next day are good for a laugh, too... haven't ridden for a while, tho I have been looking at the MTB for the last fortnight now that the weather's finally here... haven't even had a motorbike for a while following the last crash.... anyway:
1)all the time, assuming we're in a social situtation. I don't generally approach people in the street as there are far too many neanderthals in these parts and the creatives/alternatives tend to congregate in a few places. But then, hell yes. I'm out of the habit a bit, but I go through periods of trying out different bars just to meet different people, and when you're the only person in town with a mohawk you can't exactly blend in and make like wallpaper
2)apparently I look unapproachable... several friends and acquaintances have reported tales of overheard conversations along the lines of "wouldn't like to get on the wrong side of him" or "I'm going to cross the road to avoid that bloke" kind of thing. And there's me thinking I was just being kind of anonymous and aloof. Aloof is probably the best or closest. This probably explains a previous life as a doorman and the main reason I can't wear a suit without looking like a CPA. Once people get under the armour, though, I'm a pussycat. I like to think I can get along with just about anyone, but that said I don't suffer fools for long...
3)not nearly as often as I'd like, which I'm trying to remedy. This last year it's been once a fortnight or less, for any number of reasons from cash to commitments. And yeah, if I'm going out for more than a pint of milk, I always go the extra mile for appearance..... The days when an old army shirt and a pair of bondage strides would suffice are some way back in history....
I have so much to say... but first things first:
Happpy Saturday!!!!!!!!
Wow!!!!!! Thanks for all the comments In my journal, and About my Video on the boards!!!!!!!
I've been really busy the last few days, doing constuction as work.... I had almost forgotten what it's like to have a real job.... Thursday I hung drywall all day, and Friday I taped and textured. Okay,...
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Happpy Saturday!!!!!!!!
Wow!!!!!! Thanks for all the comments In my journal, and About my Video on the boards!!!!!!!
I've been really busy the last few days, doing constuction as work.... I had almost forgotten what it's like to have a real job.... Thursday I hung drywall all day, and Friday I taped and textured. Okay,...
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radiobastet:
YES!!! Madame Chinchilla!! I have her book, "Stewed, Screwed and Tattooed", which is fabulous. I was thinking of asking her to write something for The Beltane Papers about the spiritual aspect of tattooing, since she seems to be kind of into that. My tattoo Holy Grails are to someday be inked by her and Vyvyn Lazonga.... 
_luke:
Girl, have I told you lately how much you RULE!!!
I had the same experience growing up. My dad built the house I was born in & the house we move to when I was about 8. It's good stuff to know...especially now that I'm ready to build my own house. Woohoo!
1. yes. How about with a car key?
2. yes. a dozen solo cross-country drives will teach you a few things.
3. hell yeah! Cars-R-Coffins
I had the same experience growing up. My dad built the house I was born in & the house we move to when I was about 8. It's good stuff to know...especially now that I'm ready to build my own house. Woohoo!
1. yes. How about with a car key?
2. yes. a dozen solo cross-country drives will teach you a few things.
3. hell yeah! Cars-R-Coffins
If I don't stop eating red meat so much, I'm going to get gout, but It's so tasty.......
If I don't quit smoking, I will still have this disgusting habbit, even though I only smoke btwn 0-3 a day. cigarrettes are fucking gross, I hate that I smoke.....
If I don't call people back, I will still be broke, and screwed at rent time later...
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If I don't quit smoking, I will still have this disgusting habbit, even though I only smoke btwn 0-3 a day. cigarrettes are fucking gross, I hate that I smoke.....
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ofmerebeing:
1. Hullabaloo. It's just fun.
2. The Art of War - Sun Tzu
3. 1989 Plymouth Sundance, white, suffering from male pattern baldness. Still driving her, too.
2. The Art of War - Sun Tzu
3. 1989 Plymouth Sundance, white, suffering from male pattern baldness. Still driving her, too.
git:
I <3 yr video so much! You have the sweetest voice! and we actually have a lot of random stuff in common (okay, maybe not shuffleboard...). It was a great video. Not overdone, just a nice story and of course YOU being beautiful!
~Git~
PS:
1) My word for today is 'stiletto'
2) I'm currently reading "Sex for Beginners" (seriously, it's a great book, haha)
3) My first car was a Mitsubishi Mirage in bright teal.
~Git~
PS:
1) My word for today is 'stiletto'
2) I'm currently reading "Sex for Beginners" (seriously, it's a great book, haha)
3) My first car was a Mitsubishi Mirage in bright teal.
Hmmmmmmmm......... I have alot to write about......
I'm kinda doing a million things at once right now... okay, it's more like three... I'm typing this entry in between starting my prep for tonight's dinner, and listening to some music... oh and waiting for missy to call me back.....
It was a long weekend..... Friday night I went to meet Donkey and Lila, but on the...
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I'm kinda doing a million things at once right now... okay, it's more like three... I'm typing this entry in between starting my prep for tonight's dinner, and listening to some music... oh and waiting for missy to call me back.....
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stubertmcfly:
HA!!!!
it's funny because it's true.
you find those PVC pants yet? congratulate _luke on making the 4th jump on the big line. (i wanna watch him get all giggly... will try to take pics as it is kinda cute.)
you find those PVC pants yet? congratulate _luke on making the 4th jump on the big line. (i wanna watch him get all giggly... will try to take pics as it is kinda cute.)
_luke:
ha! how'd you find out about that? stubert must have told you.
Yeah, he & I built a big jump a couple weeks ago and I hadn't had the balls to hit it until yesterday. Especially after that big crash.
Anyway, it went down smooth. thanks for the congratulations.
You're the coolest.
Yeah, he & I built a big jump a couple weeks ago and I hadn't had the balls to hit it until yesterday. Especially after that big crash.
Anyway, it went down smooth. thanks for the congratulations.
Hi kids..... do me a favor ....... journal bomb this guuy with some kind of rad wish for him.... don't ask why just do it...... please?
http://suicidegirls.com/members/IvIchokeIvI
thank you...... verymuch.......
xoxoxoxox-Voltaire
http://suicidegirls.com/members/IvIchokeIvI
thank you...... verymuch.......
xoxoxoxox-Voltaire
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stubertmcfly:
done and done. sounds to me like he is a trooper. will keep him in my thoughts. thanks for sending us over.
vegas was a success btw. thanks for the info. it was as you described!
lates
vegas was a success btw. thanks for the info. it was as you described!
lates
bombshellbetty:
Re: Teaseorama. I'm sure you could expand on something from your cabaret show and it would go over very well. Not that I've seen your show, but I'm sure it's wonderful 
It's friday....
I'm unemployed currently....
This is the first time that I've been uneployed, and not terrified about it in my entire life......
In fact, I'm not worried at all for some reason.......
I can feel something really good right around the corner..........
I wonder what it is...............
I can't wait.............................. !
Headed off to my spot way up in the hills.... I'ts meditation time........
I'm unemployed currently....
This is the first time that I've been uneployed, and not terrified about it in my entire life......
In fact, I'm not worried at all for some reason.......
I can feel something really good right around the corner..........
I wonder what it is...............
I can't wait.............................. !
Headed off to my spot way up in the hills.... I'ts meditation time........
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bombshellbetty:
Glad you're not stressing out, I'm sure a great opportunity will come up soon!
I'd love to go to Teaseorama this year, maybe even be in it! Friends of mine have been in it every year, but I've never made it. Have you thought of participating?
I'd love to go to Teaseorama this year, maybe even be in it! Friends of mine have been in it every year, but I've never made it. Have you thought of participating?
xmt:
ahh......unemployment. the poor mans holiday.
have fun.
have fun.
1. What kind of higher spiritual power do you believe in, if any (the answer is not to be limited to any current organized beliefs)?
2. Would you play pool with me for money when you are working again?
3. What is the circumference of your left ankle?
Questions for you? Hmmm... if you could have gotten any one thing today when out and about, what would it have been?
If you had your choice between a world where you had a shitload of money, or a world where there was no money and people just got what they wanted or needed, which would you choose?
What was the last thing you watched on television?