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I need to get out of town.......

To do list:

1. make rent, and bills.......
2. figure out why birch sinclair continues to meow in the corner of the kitchen.... she only does it when I'm home, and not when the boy is........
3. eat something..... I'm starving.....
4. stop stressing out about money.......
5. get a real job....
6. dye my hair.....
7....
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pyronautica:
I have confidence that you can do it, rent sucks ass though, I'm struggling to make it myself.
faith:
Hey Bebeh.... When are you comming to pdx so I can do ya?
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I'm working at Star Strip Too tonight...... the one over on Fletcher..... wish me luck..........
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bombshellbetty:
I'm sure you'll do great, sweetheart! Remember to have a good time, okay?
crispy:
Like you need luck to dance well ... pshaw!!
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I need a job.........
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bombshellbetty:
Please let me know what you find out!!! It looks like I'll be coming down to SoCal (staying in Ojai and LA) in December and staying for a few months, so I'm really excited about putting together some shows down there.
toxicboy:
I thought you had a job...what happened to the carpentry? And werent you going to try and get work dancing again? At least that what your entrys have said...

Im sorry if things arent going the way they should...At least you arent sitting in a paking lot...watching it.....like me smile

See dont you feel better now?
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Sitting here listening to tricky........

they finally cleaned up the glass in the hall from the fire extinguisher.... It only took three days..... and there's still little shards in the carpet that I can see when I walk down the hall on my floor.........

shit this isn't tricky, what the hell did I just put in my cd player?

ok, now it's tricky.......

It's not...
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freyja__:
i would love to sit around a pool with you sucking on lime juice bars, listening to tricky. how fun that would be!

i was walking down the street the other day and i saw a girl who reminded me of you. it made me miss you lots. i hope you're well, love!

xoxoxo
quinn:
mmmmmmmmm. Juice bars are deeeeeeeeeeelicious.
i'm thinkin i might now have to make a stop at the store on the way home from work tonight to get some.
kiss

luv ya darlin!
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I'm totally starving right now..... and i'm too lazy to cook just now..... maybe this toast will hold me over......

My weekend was interesting to say the least...... Fiday night I just stayed in and rest4ed.... I think I was even fast asleep by 11pm.......a new record for me.... usually I can't go to bed before 1am.....

Saturday, I took care of all things domestic......
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evillyn:
I wish I was your neighbor. Or at least somewhere near your area so I could make you teach me to do burlesque shows. You must have so much fun.
stubertmcfly:
cool!

*lights up and doesn't sweat voltaire callin' the jackets on me.
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Yay! saturday!
I ran all my errands this morning, thinking that maybe I could get them done before it got hot..... wrong..... It was hot the whole time......

I'm not up to much today.... just taking care of "Saturday chores" ie: stuff like lundry, house cleaning, etc..........

I'm soooo tired...... I need a nap.....

I'm going back to work as a dancer soon...... I just...
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thirty:
I know a place that'll sharpen your knives and even clean the blood off of them for free!
bob_dobalina:
there's a few guys at the farmer's market that sharpen knives. most often, they're the same people who sell free-range chicken eggs...
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carpentry yesterday...
carpentry today.....
carpentry tomorrow.......


boy am I tired.....
and sore......

hope you guys are well......

xoxox-Voltaire
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scattershot:
well please enlighten me .... I would love to know why you started ignoring me frown
quinn:
no journal entry in three days makes me miss my favorite delicious dish.
what trouble you gettin into this weekend anyway?
and where's my testimonial. c'mon already. you're torturing me.
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I have REO Speedwagon stuck in my head......
someone please shoot me, and put me out of my misery........
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too:
could be worse
could be conway twitty wink
_luke:
"Straight outta Compton crazy motherfucker named Ice Cube
From the gang called Niggaz With Attitudes
When I'm called off I got a sawed off
Squeeze the trigger and bodies are hauled off
You too boy if ya fuck with me
The police are gonna hafta come and get me
Off yo ass that's how I'm goin out
For the punk motherfuckers that's showin out
Niggaz start to mumble, they wanna rumble
Mix em and cook em in a pot like gumbo
Goin off on a motherfucker like that
with a gat that's pointed at yo ass
So give it up smooth
Ain't no tellin when I'm down for a jack move
Here's a murder rap to keep yo dancin
with a crime record like Charles Manson
AK-47 is the tool
Don't make me act the motherfuckin fool
Me you can go toe to toe, no maybe
I'm knockin niggaz out tha box, daily
yo weekly, monthly and yearly
until them dumb motherfuckers see clearly
that I'm down with the capital C-P-T
Boy you can't fuck with me
So when I'm in your neighborhood, you better duck
Coz Ice Cube is crazy as fuck
As I leave, believe I'm stompin
but when I come back, boy, I'm comin straight outta Compton"

hope that helps...
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Monday, Monday, Monday......


I feel like saying who cares? to just about everything.... I can't understand why some people freak out about the smallest, most trivial occurences in thier lives...... I wonder what they would do if something serious happened like loosing thier job or home, or loosing a loved one....... I think maybe they would implode..........

I used to think a certain person was...
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jayden:
Not dancing right now because I'm in Portland at the moment and there is no money here. I will be working at the Blue Zebra at the end of August though.
stubertmcfly:
my sweetie has some health issues that allow her to get mega bottles of goodies. unfortunately, i seem to do a pretty good job of washing them. ugh.

and sorry, i know better than to wash a bag of chronic. cell phones on the other hand...
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I think it's time to edit my profile on this thing once again..... I haven't changed it in a long time........

Hooray for days off......... Yes siree, I'm sitting in front of my computer, eating left over chinese food from last night, and not thinking about anything important...... I slept really late today....... It was nice...... I don't think I'm going to the beach, because...
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bob_dobalina:
don't give up on dancing just yet... i still really want to see you work-work-work it
cocinero:
I see you are no longer a wind-up jackass. Has the position been filled?