voltaire

Monday, Monday, Monday......


I feel like saying who cares? to just about everything.... I can't understand why some people freak out about the smallest, most trivial occurences in thier lives...... I wonder what they would do if something serious happened like loosing thier job or home, or loosing a loved one....... I think maybe they would implode..........

I used to think a certain person was my friend.....and then I realized we aren't really... we don't act like friends.... we don't call each other, or hang out, and we haven't in months..... I guess that's okay... I don't think we really have that much in common...... but it still bums me out.............

I don't currently have a job, except carpentry..... I should be out there looking for a new club, but I just don't feel like it today...... It's really hot and humid out.....

I'm only doing carpentry two days this week, but I still don't feel bad about leaving the club I was at though........ because when management lets one dancer get away with "extra" because she tips him out rad at the end of the shift, then customers think that all the girls are like that, and it puts the rest of the dancers on shift in a bad situation....... any suggestions on a club I could work at?

I'm working on some new burlesque routines with all this time off that I have, and not to brag or anything, but they're pretty fucking rad..... a million times better than what I threw together on stage at the very last minute for the sg burlesque show.......

Well, I could ramble all day for sure....... but I won't I'm off to go return Email........

xoxox-Voltaire