boredom, proscatination, fatigue, oh my! dont want to sound bitchy, though. feel much refreshment after the workout. too bad the guns, abs et cetera wont make an appearance after the spring break. want to get all cut but serious sculpting of muscles requires a certain body fat percentage and just cant get to that w/o killing self. have an essay due tomorrow, plus countless amounts...
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not gonna write much because of the events that have taken place in the last night/day....im hella groggy, for real
queston: if you owned a bar/nightclub, what would it be called?
queston: if you owned a bar/nightclub, what would it be called?
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volkov:
The Hanged Man...and I would use that tarot card for the sign and logo. it would be a nightclub/ schmancy resturaunt where the diners could look through the one way glass out on to the dacefloor where all the pretty people were writhing and dancing. It would be in New Orleans. It would be built from a converted warehouse on the waterfront near the French Quarter.....it is going to happen....someday.
eris:
23 skiddoo
i think.
or maybe "impeach bush"?
i think.
or maybe "impeach bush"?
this is going to be a geek/study weekend, no money. a few friends are having fun. know this, because they went home. and a few of them did other fun activities which i am too out of the loop and broke to be a part of. sick of bullshit, no really really sick of bullshit. want to be a part of something greater than this....
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estrada:
All of my friends are either 1,000 miles away, or with visiting friends or their girlfriends.
I think I will go study after I finishing writing this reply.
I do not know what is real to me, I often being to wonder if I am not just in someone else's dream.
I remember watching the movie Jacob's Ladder, and then realizing I will never know if where I am is real or if it is just some dellusion.
However, to me what is real, what keeps me grounded, is family and friends.
The former because they have always taken care of me and have given me unconditional love, for the most part.
The latter because they have chosen to care about me and I have chosen to care about them.
A true friend will know that no matter how bad of shape you are in, that you still love them. A false friend does not understand that, or something.
I will one day make sense.
I think I will go study after I finishing writing this reply.
I do not know what is real to me, I often being to wonder if I am not just in someone else's dream.
I remember watching the movie Jacob's Ladder, and then realizing I will never know if where I am is real or if it is just some dellusion.
However, to me what is real, what keeps me grounded, is family and friends.
The former because they have always taken care of me and have given me unconditional love, for the most part.
The latter because they have chosen to care about me and I have chosen to care about them.
A true friend will know that no matter how bad of shape you are in, that you still love them. A false friend does not understand that, or something.
I will one day make sense.
googused:
Friends are about the realest thing there is. I have friends that I've had since kindergarten. We come and go out of each others lives, but we're always there if we need each other. Love and success are fleeting.
this is going to be a geek/study weekend, no money. a few friends are having fun. know this, because they went home. and a few of them did other fun activities which i am too out of the loop and broke to be a part of. sick of bullshit, no really really sick of bullshit. want to be a part of something greater than this....
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relethed:
the questions you ask sound suspiciously like the sorts of questions someone else has been asking 
LJ is being a bitch, so 'm not posting, really need to post on there, a la friends only style about a certain person. if only would have written friends only in the beginning, when had the bitching to do..would have deferred much drama. yawn, sigh, arms are definately sore from the rowing machine, dont think 'm going to. like this new writing style, or...
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relethed:
hmmm...if only i had my little orphan annie decoder ring, i'd know what you were saying.
i haven't ever been outside the country!! but what does that mean, really? the u.s. is huge, and i've been all over it. if money were no object (and, um, disease) i'd like to visit all the small islands around the world
i haven't ever been outside the country!! but what does that mean, really? the u.s. is huge, and i've been all over it. if money were no object (and, um, disease) i'd like to visit all the small islands around the world
relethed:
hmmm...if only i had my little orphan annie decoder ring, i'd know what you were saying.
i haven't ever been outside the country!! but what does that mean, really? the u.s. is huge, and i've been all over it. if money were no object (and, um, disease) i'd like to visit all the small islands around the world
i haven't ever been outside the country!! but what does that mean, really? the u.s. is huge, and i've been all over it. if money were no object (and, um, disease) i'd like to visit all the small islands around the world
yay, my room is clean.....and did it all without trucker speed. be proud of me. i need interaction. give me your favourite existentialist writer and why?
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papawheelie:
you mean besides LE? hahahaha....
relethed:
i haven't read sartre yet...though i have 2 of his books. i like camus, a lot. i've read the second sex, which was enlightening--has simone written anything else?
so i think im going to save up my money, not for a mac, not for implants, but for Ibiza, baby....i figure i can always win the lottery later. yes, im a little late on the Ibiza trend, but i love Cafe Del Mar and i could do the whole tropical set them like Eris or Maggie..that would be so cool 
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mrzablowdowski:
totally flash
flick:
Ibiza sounds fun.... I have never gone anywhere tropical myself, and I am so bad with saving. I confess, money burns a hole in my pocket. If I was to start saving though, I think I would be so happy with some new boobies... yeah I know, but nothing supa-extreme like Pamela Anderson. I have thought about it from time to time, especially when want to buy a pvc costume and you just don't have enough to fill it out.... oh well... small tits are cute though 
today is the first day of the rest of my life...now, caffeine free 
i dunno, theres reasons for it....interractions with suppliments, et cetera. plus if im going to live a substance free existence, might as well give up anything that is made in a chemlab. (which would also include a lot of food) im gettin sleepy, but i feel more energetic when i get 4...
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i dunno, theres reasons for it....interractions with suppliments, et cetera. plus if im going to live a substance free existence, might as well give up anything that is made in a chemlab. (which would also include a lot of food) im gettin sleepy, but i feel more energetic when i get 4...
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al:
You're not going to give up shampoo, are you?
nuts:
Good luck. I just quite smoking. I havent had 1 from 2weeks ago
so like, no one got my joke about 6/6/69 for my birthday. to clear any confusion. no i am definately not thirty something. it seemed pretty obvious to me. went to jackson and it was fun. too bad the PLUR cant follow me home. its all about violence around my other. we fight, we hurt, i scratch, hit and bite him. i even kept spitting...
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avanttard:
Thank you.
You can usually find a Polaroid 600 camera at a thrift store for pretty cheap (under/around 5 dollars?). The film is more expensive. I usually keep an eye out for sales, especially on the double/triple packs.
Sometimes eBay is good for that too.
You can usually find a Polaroid 600 camera at a thrift store for pretty cheap (under/around 5 dollars?). The film is more expensive. I usually keep an eye out for sales, especially on the double/triple packs.
Sometimes eBay is good for that too.
damn wakin up before noon.....even though i went to bed at like 4:30, i want to go to jackson today....but no one that knows how to get to the place that im going to wants to go...i hear there is a lot of shadey activity in those parts, but luckily im not going there for things that would involve that. ahhhh ambiguous terms. well if...
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papawheelie:
twentysomething is sexy
thirtysomething is sexier
thirtysomething is sexier
yay for v day..on top of that, yesterday would have been my 6 month anniversary if the relatoinship with my significant other was consistent. nothing too terribly exciting going on for me in the past few days, so i guess ill leave with the notion that it is just another day people, dont get bent out of shape. its not worth it, dont let the...
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al:
Everyone calls me AL, you know, like the Paul Simon song.
nyhcx516:
this day does in fact blow. honestly.
hehe
happy VD day though!
hehe
happy VD day though!
fuck a french paper, fuck me, fuck hope, fuck life, fuck words, fuck love, fuck obsession, fuck regression, fuck this , fuck that , fuck language, fuck tranquility, fuck communication, fuck valentines day, fuck meaningless symbolic crap, fuck sleeping pills, fuck awake pills, fuck smoking, fuck drinking, fuck everything, and finally ....
FUCK YOU!!!
FUCK YOU!!!
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freudianstrip:
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Mother mother fuck. Mother mother fuck fuck. Mother fuck mother fuck.
Noise noise noise.
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Noise noise noise.
Smokin weed, smokin weed.
Doin' coke, drinkin beers.
Drinkin beers, beers beers.
Rollin' fatties, smokin blunts.
Who smokes the blunts? We smoke the blunts.
Rollin' blunts and smokin um'
Mother mother fuck. Mother mother fuck fuck. Mother fuck mother fuck.
Noise noise noise.
1 2 1 2 3 4
Noise noise noise.
Smokin weed, smokin weed.
Doin' coke, drinkin beers.
Drinkin beers, beers beers.
Rollin' fatties, smokin blunts.
Who smokes the blunts? We smoke the blunts.
Rollin' blunts and smokin um'
hefaistos:
Fuck you, you fuckin' fuck.
D. Hopper
why do i always feel the need to throw my two cents in?
D. Hopper
why do i always feel the need to throw my two cents in?
Good luck with body sculpting and school work ;]
I haven't been down south since I was a baby. I know if I went today it would be hard for me to kick the accent. I lived in Germany for a month and I slipped in and out of that one for years afterward. People actually thought I was lying about being an american. So did Customs at the airport, but that's a whole nother story!
Enough small talk ;I don't mean to talk/ write your head off. Damn drugs always seem to do that to me.