daqys fly by, yet i remain unchanged. circumstances always vary, always, i am a rock.
in about 5 hours, i have to drive off for a two day stay at a clinic. its a preliminary deal. one step closer, i guess. im dreading it. the intrusion. uncomfortable situations. hospital gowns with my bum hanging out.
who really wants to see my ass?
anyway, thats what...
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in about 5 hours, i have to drive off for a two day stay at a clinic. its a preliminary deal. one step closer, i guess. im dreading it. the intrusion. uncomfortable situations. hospital gowns with my bum hanging out.
who really wants to see my ass?
anyway, thats what...
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today was another banner day for me.
im not saying why, exactly, but two people from this site know. thank you both so very much.
nothing much happened today otherwise. i worked on the plumbing in my bathroom. why do pipes feel the need to leak? its very annoying. my cousin came over, and brought me shinese food, then cut my hair. i took a...
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im not saying why, exactly, but two people from this site know. thank you both so very much.
nothing much happened today otherwise. i worked on the plumbing in my bathroom. why do pipes feel the need to leak? its very annoying. my cousin came over, and brought me shinese food, then cut my hair. i took a...
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stubertmcfly:
ncie dude. i am glad that you had a banner day!
and as bombshellbetty said, outer beauty is fleeting. it is inner beauty that really matters. though it doesn't seem that way sometimes
tattoos are always good however. get more i always say.
and as bombshellbetty said, outer beauty is fleeting. it is inner beauty that really matters. though it doesn't seem that way sometimes
tattoos are always good however. get more i always say.
today was a really good day. my son played the local festival. ok, its jr high band, but he is a hell of a drummer. played wipeout. makes me so fuckin proud it is unbelievable.
then i signed on to a wonderful email. thank you.
and some truck parts came in.
the weather was incredible. i love the tastes and smells and the very feeling...
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then i signed on to a wonderful email. thank you.
and some truck parts came in.
the weather was incredible. i love the tastes and smells and the very feeling...
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lesleyslenning:
autumn is my favorite time of year! but our summer is still lingering around and it's been in the 100's. i can't wait for it to cool down. there is nothing better then riding through the desert on a cool fall morning 
kick ass days rule!!
kick ass days rule!!
monet:
Thank you for being so nice to me, it makes me feel so good. And i'm glad you had a good day. 
hahahaha.
how fun is it, when the high spot of your life, is finding just the right fish? well, i find that fish every time i go to the pet store.
i have to talk to a whole team of doctors tommorow, will be gona all day in a big city. let us see what kind of mischeif i can get into while im there....
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how fun is it, when the high spot of your life, is finding just the right fish? well, i find that fish every time i go to the pet store.
i have to talk to a whole team of doctors tommorow, will be gona all day in a big city. let us see what kind of mischeif i can get into while im there....
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stubertmcfly:
hope today goes well for you . post some shots of those tanks. i bet they kick ass! hang in there...
bombshellbetty:
People watching is good. Dancing is good, especially in a tutu 
Don't think I'm a flake. I'm sending you good thoughts for your appointment. *love* And I know just what you mean about finding just the right fish every time you walk into the pet store. Bird stores are like that for me. They're all just the right little birdie!
Make it an adventure!!!
Don't think I'm a flake. I'm sending you good thoughts for your appointment. *love* And I know just what you mean about finding just the right fish every time you walk into the pet store. Bird stores are like that for me. They're all just the right little birdie!
Make it an adventure!!!
i went to a doctor last night. he's a wanker, but he had the coolest nurse. she was doing high five motions behind the guys back when i would lip off to him, and give him the general hard time i give to doctors.
i got a couple of new fish. i havent named them yet, but im thinkin about tai and chi. sparky has...
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i got a couple of new fish. i havent named them yet, but im thinkin about tai and chi. sparky has...
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stubertmcfly:
dude! i got two fish yesterday too. sweet!
would love to see your stuff if you can get shots. no pressure or anything. hope you are doing ok. hang tough.
would love to see your stuff if you can get shots. no pressure or anything. hope you are doing ok. hang tough.
imbleeding:
All the fish I get always die. But, right now i'm babysitting my moms house and feeding her fish...they arent dead yet. 
today i learned somethings.
1) how to access my computer remotely because
a) this coffee shop has some sort of block and dont allow certain websites to display.
b) that the waitress is evil, and she purposely brings me cold refills
and
2) hotels dont think its permissable to bring your motorcycle into the room with you, even when its a kick ass chopper, and...
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1) how to access my computer remotely because
a) this coffee shop has some sort of block and dont allow certain websites to display.
b) that the waitress is evil, and she purposely brings me cold refills
and
2) hotels dont think its permissable to bring your motorcycle into the room with you, even when its a kick ass chopper, and...
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bubblesinalaska:
i been on an adventure of my own, just gettin home yesterday, i'm glad to hear your out and about.....enjoy every minute of it and fight the power!!!!!
you should ride up to Alaska and look me up.....
*BUBS*
you should ride up to Alaska and look me up.....
*BUBS*
stubertmcfly:
hey bigguy... hope all is going well. haven't seen a post from you in awhile. what's the haps?
im heading south early. pain meds aint cutting it anymore, even when i wash them down with my favorite bourbon.
screw it. if you gotta be out of your mind, might as well be on a white sand beach with a hottie serving umbrella drinks, and pretending to like what one has to say.
peace
screw it. if you gotta be out of your mind, might as well be on a white sand beach with a hottie serving umbrella drinks, and pretending to like what one has to say.
peace
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thursday:
damn. hope things get better.
re: if its not too late, what was your piercing question?
re: if its not too late, what was your piercing question?
voltaire:
i hope the sun and sea do you well...........
first of the month, im goin to mexico, for a treatment program not allowed in the US. everyone cross fingers.
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hellkitten:
Good luck! Let us know how it goes +o)
bombshellbetty:
Oh, good! All the best treatments aren't allowed in the US. I'm rooting for you! *crosses fingers and toes*
took my fathers boat out sunday. i got some really cute bikini girls to wave at me. however, i got motion sickness for the first time. ever. i spent most of the late afternoon lying in the shade in a make shift hammock, listining to the wake lap at the rocks, and having pleasant day dreams. it was a good day. my youngest son caught...
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alia666:
I'm glad you had a good day honey. Wish I could go to the lake. *sigh*
Decided not to worry too much about the ex. I trust Sam and I have my own life to worry about. She's sixteen, she'll get over it eventually.
Decided not to worry too much about the ex. I trust Sam and I have my own life to worry about. She's sixteen, she'll get over it eventually.
bombshellbetty:
I would get her fired. But I love Mexican food!
exerpt from the appointment with an oncologist
me: i havent yet heard how we are going to treat this
oncologist(here on referred to as oink): sir, i dont think you understand. you should put your affairs in order, and let us make you as comfortable as possible.
me: fuck you
oink: there is no need to take that type of attitude
me: how long do...
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me: i havent yet heard how we are going to treat this
oncologist(here on referred to as oink): sir, i dont think you understand. you should put your affairs in order, and let us make you as comfortable as possible.
me: fuck you
oink: there is no need to take that type of attitude
me: how long do...
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bubblesinalaska:
brother, keep on fightin' the fight .......try to keep a positive outlook when possible......enjoy each and every day you have......things don't always work out as the fuckin' doctors tell us.......sometimes our bodies work in crazy ways.....heal themselves......keep us runnin for years longer than the medical profession expects........don't give up.......
*BUBS*
*BUBS*
voltaire:
I wouldn't let someone with rthat kind of negative attitude treat me either.... good for you for taking charge and deciding to be seen by someone that will actually try to HELP you.........
i have been sick this week, but felt better this evening. i even ate some fried chicken and gravy on potatoes.
this evening im going to my sons baseball game, and i hope its warm. it has been raining and cold for the past copule of days. i dont know if the weather has affected my mood, or its just a bio rhythm thing, but...
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this evening im going to my sons baseball game, and i hope its warm. it has been raining and cold for the past copule of days. i dont know if the weather has affected my mood, or its just a bio rhythm thing, but...
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stubertmcfly:
hang in there big guy. sounds like you have a great perspective. try to keep it up!
we are all thinking about you...
we are all thinking about you...
alia666:
I've been reading a ton lately, too. Right now my roommate has me reading Salem's Lot by Stephen King. It's really sad how easily I can scare myself.
Glad to hear you're feeling better. It sucks to not be able to eat, especially if you enjoy food as much as I do.
You're gonna beat this thing. I know it. Cancer's gonna be so pissed when it's lying in a bloody pulp on the ground and you're walking away from it.
Seriously, I'm thinking of you and pulling for you. Take care, big guy.
Glad to hear you're feeling better. It sucks to not be able to eat, especially if you enjoy food as much as I do.
You're gonna beat this thing. I know it. Cancer's gonna be so pissed when it's lying in a bloody pulp on the ground and you're walking away from it.
Seriously, I'm thinking of you and pulling for you. Take care, big guy.
well, good luck to you
xoxo zoe xoxo