Thursday Jan 23, 2003

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i hold my breath. my heart beats in my throat. i start to blackout. i see a watercolor painting on the inside of my eyelids. i hold my breath till i cum.

he tells me to breathe and we stop. i don't want to. i pretend to catch my breath. we continue. i hold my breath and it is amazing. it is amazing.
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jacksin:
When was the last time you wanted to say it all to the right person? To have it all come out right, to surprise yourself at how together you could be. When was the last time you ever met someone who made you want to give it all to them? I mean give yourself to them. Where you couldn't express yourself enough - like you wanted to cut off one of your arms to be understood. That's it - you would cut your head off to have someone understand you. I can't talk to anyone. I'm the only one here. Alone in my head. I have no one to talk to and I know that's for the best somehow. When I'm by myself, I know that I'm in the right place because as long as I'm alone, I'm not making a damn fool out of myself. I could kick myself for all the times I thought I could ever.....Fuck it, I'm all alone.
ericj:
Wow, Snow. You're writing is just awesome, girl. Damn! biggrin

Seriously, your writing always just evokes such vivid imagery and awesome visceral responses. aw, I'm starting to sound like a broken record, but it's true. smile

Peace!

Tuesday Jan 21, 2003

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did you see the new "covergirls" on the opening page? i am on there.........twice!!!

in my garden.
white gardenias and yellow roses.
an opening in her left wrist. a cut.
the bone, it peers out, is ivory.
the cherub and the gnome.
the trail of life and death, she leaves behind.
strawberries and cream.
blood and flesh and possibly more.
a daisy has been picked....
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montagro:
Hooray for you!

When I feel like that.. I make bunt cakes!
faerieboi:
your pretty but you know that already.

Sunday Jan 19, 2003

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kiss i am currently at SGHQ....slumber party!!! no sleeping for me though...hehehe. met a few of the girls that i didn't know, went for a walk, ate some nachos, drank some tequila and rum.



there are ribbons tied to the young girl's hair. flowing white and pale.
bound by the satin, anchored with tears.
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invinoveritas:
I want to be there! I am going to pout all night now...

skull
synnove:
congrats for being one of the new covergirls kiss

Wednesday Jan 15, 2003

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"we are not sheep"


skull
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tanar:
Did you recently watch "About A Boy"? How you doing anyway?
jeffreyjames:
Sheep are cute, and fun to have around the house as well.

Monday Jan 13, 2003

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kiss

Brrrrrrrr. I had a dream that it was summer. The sun was out and I was planting flowers. I could feel my back and face warming. The colors of the flowers and the grass.....ahh. I was so happy! I never really thought that I had a favorite season, but it is so fucking cold right now!!!!

Went to Dante's last night...watched Lux, Mia, Veronica &...
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tic_tac_toe:
Well, I wish it was more like winter around these parts. The grass doesn't ever stop growing and the flowers don't ever stop blooming around here...I think it's better to have a period of hibernation, though, makes you appreciate the sunny times that much more. Same goes with a little respid from SG...
yemyam:
Yes ... the hermit life is for me ... so much more comfortable and safe in my digital cave .... smile

Thursday Jan 09, 2003

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As I was saying a few weeks ago, I came across some "poems" that I wrote for creative writing class. These are dated January 15, 1995......so that would make me a whopping 15 years old and a sophomore in high school. Reading them now brings back fond and not so fond memories. They sort of freeze that moment in time, much like a photograph. They...
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kid_607_evil_ins:
scrounging through stuff at my mom's house at x-mas i found my copy of rankin-bass' The Hobbit. I am sooo stoked. It gives me chills when i hear the trolls and the goblins in the goblin caves.

*gets pelted with vegetables for being a geek*
nala:
Hi Snow!
Remember in the SG groups how someone had said "We are kind of like celebritiess, no?" Don't know if you saw that.
I kind of agree, b/c i said hi to you last night at Dantes briefly, and it was so weird to recognize you, you know?

anywyas, It's so scary at how close our journal entries are today, I put some old poems in mine too. just thought I'd comment on that.
hope all is well!

Monday Jan 06, 2003

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irrational and irritated just breathe move on with your life smoke and drink write and cry make it yours
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annie:
you are too cute for words!
love maggie
zombiehead2:
smile skull smile

Friday Jan 03, 2003

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I feel exposed.
It is my mind that I shield.
To be ever so careful.
My nude body does not affect me.
It is the sharing of my mind.
My words.
My soul.
I am weak.
I am vulnerable.
I want to be moved.
Touched.
Maybe to show to much.
Split me open.
I want you to taste my skin.
Not see my blood.
My...
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joop:
Hey Sweet one, You were in my dream last night. Nothing sexual, you were facilitating something, in a place of power. It was like I"d known you for a long time.......Very familiar. My friend has a term for people you've never met before, but when you them for the first tiem they are really familiar; MOOKIES. Brand new ancient familiar connections. Dream dancers.......Thanks for visiting!
jacksin:
.................wE foRGet All thE PAIn...........
........................All The hURt In liFe................
...................We STOp tRying To cOntrOl thIngS..........
..........wE WANt tO Go sOmeWHere ELSe.......
.......wE aRe NOt ThReatEn By peOple ANy MoRE.......
....aLL oF ouR INSecURITIES haVe EvApoRatED....
.........wE aRe In thE CLOUdS nOW .........
.....................We're W I d E O P e N .......................
.......wE'Re SPacEmEN Orbiting thE eARTH.......
................tHE wORLd lOOks BeauTIfuL fRom hErE........
...........DEsiRiNG fOR The uNOBtaiNaBLE......
..wE RIsK SANity...........
.... fOr MoMents Of tEmporaRy enLIgHTenMent........
..........................sO MANy IdEAS....................
.........................................So LIttLE mEmory...........
................................The LASt THouGht KILLeD......
....... By anticiPAtion oF tHe neXt......We emBrace aN OverwHELminG fEEling oF.....oF................
....................We FloW iN uNisoN............... We ARe toGeTHer...........
..I wiSh thIs wAs REAL .....We Are On a UNIVersAL LeVeL oF tOgetherNEss.....wE ARe cOmfOrtaBLy WIth
EvryOne........WE aRE IN RHytHm.......PArt oF a MOveMent To EScAPe.........We waVe gOOd-ByE....
..ULTimaTely wE jUst waiT tO Be haPPY.......yEs.........
....wAit.....WhaT thE FuCK waS i Just talkINg AboUt.........




[Edited on Jan 07, 2003]

Wednesday Jan 01, 2003

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shocked what? there are nakie girls on this site?!? oh my!

i am in a far better mood right now, as opposed to this morning. i will get an awesome job and i will be super happy! i will also rule the world wahahahaha! i have now obviously entered my manic phase.

*you are an obsession, my obsession, who do you you want me to be...
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nudwig:
nekkid gurls?
taichiman:
nud-IT E

Wednesday Jan 01, 2003

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lets make it fucked up

today i woke myself up somewhat early to go 2nd job hunting. i have been living in a fantasy world for the past few months. then all of a sudden rent is due, along with bills, groceries, etc. wake up!!!! i guess it doesn't help feeling slightly depressed. its hard to get out of bed and get motivated. i have...
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drstinkypants:
yes. most of the time thats all i want.
but you cant always get what you want
atomic_tiki:
totally
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