snow

Brrrrrrrr. I had a dream that it was summer. The sun was out and I was planting flowers. I could feel my back and face warming. The colors of the flowers and the grass.....ahh. I was so happy! I never really thought that I had a favorite season, but it is so fucking cold right now!!!!

Went to Dante's last night...watched Lux, Mia, Veronica & Siren perform. Each one of those girls is amazing!! I thought I had to work so I didn't plan a performance, but next time.......hehehe. There were a few members there......ummm I can't really remember who was who, but I know they were there. I don't think any of the members recognized me though (or at least they didn't come say hi). Well Nala did, she is a DOLL, but she didn't have her ID and couldn't get in. Anais was there also. She makes butterflies in my tummy.

I have not been on the computer very much. Doing a lot of writing. It is good for me, to write. It calms my nerves, soothes. The bad thing is that I don't talk for days. Will I forget how to hold a conversation, I think I already have. I am a hermit. I would rather stay in bed and write for days, than go out into the world. Comfort.