i had an amazing dream last night. i've been up for two hours so it's kind of slipping away from me but this is what happened:
there was a huge darkness spreading out of something benign, some kind of book or something. it was freaking me out and then i realised i could just destroy the source. it was terrifying, being in this inky darkness... Read More
i've been trying my best (since my last post) not to procrastinate and i think i'm doing really well so far!
♥ my own madness, my latest rejected set, is--you guessed it--still rejected!! if you haven't checked it out and left a comment, PLEASE do! i'd love to see this set go live. cherry shot it, linds slathered me in cheap cooking oil and... Read More
this week, i found out someone i've known for several years died. we even worked together last year at the summer camp we originally met at. i didn't like her until i got to know her when we were working together. it was only a week but i'm so thankful for that chance. she was actually really nice if a little crazy on the outside... Read More
That's sad. I found out that someone I went to college with had killed themselves in the last week, but I wasn't anywhere's near as close as that. And young, baby, husband. Argh. I hate that.
I haven't really dealt with the whole mortality, but one of my favourite songs has the refrain "Be all that you can be". I really, really, try to do that. Be the best person that you can be.
And thanks. Work is going well. I'm not worrying that much.
there are fires all around but me + mine are safe. we live pretty far away from all the excitement. we have lost our internet access and are having wiring problems but those are minor, as we still have a place to live. i'll check in as soon as i can!
sure. You can smack them around when i get them. I'll need some honest opinion. I swear i think i'm gonna take a pic of your boobs in and say "Give me these".
i know i'm way, way behind on comments. i've been kind of lurking lately and not participating as much as usual.
i'm so disgusted by nana's set. i find it hard to even verbalise. as a victim of childhood sexual abuse, it strikes too close to home for me to support in any way at all. and, oh yeah, that nazi thing is not too... Read More
You're way behind on comments? Shit, I'm surprised anyone remembers who I am at this point.
I almost canceled my subscription after seeing that set. But they did the right thing and pulled it and apologized profusely so I will let it slide for now. I was thinking that I'm not going to pay for that. It will always be a stain though. I have a good vocabulary and shit, but I can't think of words to explain my disgust either. Thankfully it is gone now.
oh man! thank you for all the birthday wishes. i hope to return comments but no promises that i'll get it all covered.
my birthday went a little like this:
6 am.
me: GUESS WHAT DAY IT IS?
uproot: your birthday! [by this time, he was tired of the birthday countdown. just a bit. i started it on sept. 1]
dude, i heard your birthday party was pretty cool, i hope you guys had fun. and i just checked out your old sets, i love the first one, you look so great. and the pics are amazing.
♥ only 20 days until my birthday! do you know what you're getting me? I DO! donate to a charity of my choice! acet is helping me build my long-neglected website (rinster.net, but don't bother. there's nothing there) and it WILL have links to charities i support. for now there is this and i will probably list it every journal entry until my birthday. this... Read More
Hi I'm a semi-pro photog (female! don't worry!).
I shoot large format black and white, quite artsy concepts. I imagine you want a female photographer as you wish to have nudes shot? And you think a man will think "thoughts" ha ha, my humours.
Sorry my english written isn't very good.
I have ideas to complete my own series of nude, men and women. Do you have humour? My concept is you standing in bucket of pudding, and wearing cowboy hat.
What you thinks? You don't need to be "model" just regular guy
Love from Marjia
