Fuck me and leave me already.
Tired of being lied to.
Or maybe I'll leave you.
Don't want to...
Tired of your dishonesty.
And all your stupid lies.
Tired of being alone and lonely.
You're supposed to be mine.
Sometimes. I. Want. To. Stab. Myself.
But maybe I'll just stab you.
Love is a dirty whore.
Cause she makes me stay with you.
I need...
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Tired of being lied to.
Or maybe I'll leave you.
Don't want to...
Tired of your dishonesty.
And all your stupid lies.
Tired of being alone and lonely.
You're supposed to be mine.
Sometimes. I. Want. To. Stab. Myself.
But maybe I'll just stab you.
Love is a dirty whore.
Cause she makes me stay with you.
I need...
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syd67:
that was sharp and focused. good to get it out.
tikki:
kool but remember what you just said next time you feel the same way you did when this 1 started 
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memmnochthedevil:
insomnia with Dave Attell Rules!!!
zarina:
thanks love
So I'm sitting here and I haven't eaten in over 36 hours. And I'm wondering how the hell I did the whole anorexic thing when I was younger. Then I remembered: some serious dedication and severe depression. When you don't necessarily want to live, you can go without eating just fine. But meanwhile, I'm better now, and more than 20 hours without food makes me...
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micah:
Chocolate chip? Pfft. No way!
Now, banana nut maybe.
Now, banana nut maybe.
syd67:
chocolate chip...I'm down with the blueberry too. I can't go much more than 6 hours without food. I get irritable and shaky. 
I only had a carnation instant breakfast this morning and all this food talk makes me wanna eat something real.
I only had a carnation instant breakfast this morning and all this food talk makes me wanna eat something real.
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texas:
i can't wait to see me on the front...but that has not happened yet. maybe i should just keep reloading the page ahahahah.
tadzi:
well ive never seen myself on the front page. so youre ahead of me.
course im also male and not cute. but either way, youre still loved and adored by all
course im also male and not cute. but either way, youre still loved and adored by all
Tonight sucked.
I bought a jacket a few weeks ago when I had money cause it's getting cold enough to need one. A cheap jacket ($20 cause it's getting to be late in the season), but I really really liked it. But I hadn't worn it yet.
So a friend asked me for a ride home today. He was working at the far store, that...
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I bought a jacket a few weeks ago when I had money cause it's getting cold enough to need one. A cheap jacket ($20 cause it's getting to be late in the season), but I really really liked it. But I hadn't worn it yet.
So a friend asked me for a ride home today. He was working at the far store, that...
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pb:
do what Ivy says. she's a goddess and should be heeded at all costs.
kinda like you.
-pb
kinda like you.
-pb
xtx:
Yeah you're definitely beneath me. But I like you anyways. Btw, It's been a bit since I checked your journal- is your band still together? Do you guys still have that website/did you ever get those Mp3s up? Any plans to head to SXSW this year? I may go down to the Winter Music Conference in Miami next month. I'm actually in my Florida place right now, though it's 3 or 4 hours north of Miami. Still, I might make the trip nonetheless. But I'm about to head back up north to NYC, probably for the majority of February. Anyway, hope all things are well with you...
Kisses,
Alexaander
Btw, It's been a bit since I checked your journal- is your band still together? Do you guys still have that website/did you ever get those Mp3s up? Any plans to head to SXSW this year? I may go down to the Winter Music Conference in Miami next month. I'm actually in my Florida place right now, though it's 3 or 4 hours north of Miami. Still, I might make the trip nonetheless. But I'm about to head back up north to NYC, probably for the majority of February. Anyway, hope all things are well with you...
Kisses,
Alexaander
I am a loser. No really...
My best friend told me to call at 7 tonight and we'd hang out. I called and she didn't answer. I called at 7:30 and she didn't answer. It's weird for her to not answer her cell, which is why I called again instead of just letting it be. So now it's 8, and I just called again. She...
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My best friend told me to call at 7 tonight and we'd hang out. I called and she didn't answer. I called at 7:30 and she didn't answer. It's weird for her to not answer her cell, which is why I called again instead of just letting it be. So now it's 8, and I just called again. She...
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drnecessitor:
How does a flaky friend translate into you sucking?! 
I slept 'til 3 today...now THAT sucks.
I slept 'til 3 today...now THAT sucks.
bepps:
But your ROCKIN!
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perilsensitive:
Rock bottom is not the place to be.
If there is something I can do, tell me.
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If there is something I can do, tell me.
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thecowboy:
hey!
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shepooh:
Whoa baby! Nice pics! We is bored AND cold here.... Maybe we could help each other out
angel:
I am so down for that
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da_last_prince:
The curve of your back, it was really beautiful, believe me, but it reminded me exactly of a rollercoaster, the part where right after you go up the big hill you go ride down. Who rides that hurricane twister and how does one get tickets for that theme park?
six_past_six:
Indeed Although I don't particularly like the all of their music , Incubus is lyrically fantastic!! Have a good day/night...i should have my body suspension pics up in a few days, if you care to look....need to get this scanner working =(
Although I don't particularly like the all of their music , Incubus is lyrically fantastic!! Have a good day/night...i should have my body suspension pics up in a few days, if you care to look....need to get this scanner working =(VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
mrgreen:
if you decide to exotic dance, just make sure you stay away from the drug side.
If you do stay away, then you can make some good cash. Hell, I may have to drive in from cali to watch that.
hehe
If you do stay away, then you can make some good cash. Hell, I may have to drive in from cali to watch that.
hehe
pb:
you...know...Vanessa...Daou? holy. fucking. hell.
thats it. i'm sending you a plane ticket to DC and you're going to migrate here where i'll chain you to my bed and you'll never ever ever have to worry about not having enough attention and money again. and i'll play Vanessa Daou, Recoil, and Tool all day and night so you'll never want to get out of bed.
i've never met anyone, not one friggin person (aside from the sexpot from Cali who introduced me) who's heard of Vanessa Daou, despite that she's been on seveal soundtracks and all that.
once again, you have the distinct privelage of being my Muse.
-pb
ps - don't be a stripper. be exclusive and exotic and not so easily attainable. drives men even more crazy.
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thats it. i'm sending you a plane ticket to DC and you're going to migrate here where i'll chain you to my bed and you'll never ever ever have to worry about not having enough attention and money again. and i'll play Vanessa Daou, Recoil, and Tool all day and night so you'll never want to get out of bed.
i've never met anyone, not one friggin person (aside from the sexpot from Cali who introduced me) who's heard of Vanessa Daou, despite that she's been on seveal soundtracks and all that.
once again, you have the distinct privelage of being my Muse.
-pb
ps - don't be a stripper. be exclusive and exotic and not so easily attainable. drives men even more crazy.
[Edited on Jan 25, 2004 2:38PM]