Wow, Idk where to start. Thank you all for sharing my sadest moments with me and making them better.
I have been so emotionally overwhelmed.
Just 2 days ago i log into my private myspace account (which i rarely even check) and notice i had a message. It seemed like spam at first but then it was titled: xx/xx/2000 Someone you once knew. This message...
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I have been so emotionally overwhelmed.
Just 2 days ago i log into my private myspace account (which i rarely even check) and notice i had a message. It seemed like spam at first but then it was titled: xx/xx/2000 Someone you once knew. This message...
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scrapi:
This is such a beautiful story. Isn't life jut crazy sometimes? I am both thrilled and jealous of this great new friendship for you!
leebo77:
It's a strange feeling to be contacted out of the blue like that isn't it. Almost like a cue that you need to take some kind of action. Pat yourself on the back for making a positive impact on someone.
Well i'm back in the same old shit hole i was in for the past couple weeks.
I feel like i'm becoming someone i'm not in order to get where i need to be. I'm carrying the world on my shoulders.
I feel like after so many years i built something so beautiful, so delicate, so rare, and i'm letting it fall. I'm just watching...
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I feel like i'm becoming someone i'm not in order to get where i need to be. I'm carrying the world on my shoulders.
I feel like after so many years i built something so beautiful, so delicate, so rare, and i'm letting it fall. I'm just watching...
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lisaflames:
Yes, things do suck sometimes. Look, you know me, you know a majority of what I have been through, life sucks for everyone at one point. The important thing to remember is that after hitting bottom, there is only one place to go, and that's up! You only get this one life and it is way too short to worry over things that you don't have control over. Shit happens to everyone, you are most definetly not alone in this. Be thankful for what you have: you aren't living on the street, you don't have a drug addiction, you have 2 jobs (in a time when, sadly enough, people can't find 1), you are gorgeous, you have friends that care about you (I'm one of 'em), and you are young. That is a big one, BTW. You still have so much time left to change things and start anew.
Call or text me if you need to talk.
I love you!
Call or text me if you need to talk.
I love you!
scrapi:
Look at all these people who love and empathize with you, it's so great! I don't know you really, but I do know that I have felt the way that you do sometimes. I have definitely been through some serious self loathing and you know what, I think that its the forest fire before all new little trees can begin to grow. Sometimes, we have to destroy ourselves a little bit to be able to se the sunshine.
FUCK YESSSS!!! Best birthday in a very long time!
After work i rushed home and Pookey told me to go out while he prepares dinner so i went to the gym. I had a real good run
then went home and took a shower. He already had dinner ready, (i'm so fucking happy we have a balcony where we live!). He set up our dinner...
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After work i rushed home and Pookey told me to go out while he prepares dinner so i went to the gym. I had a real good run
then went home and took a shower. He already had dinner ready, (i'm so fucking happy we have a balcony where we live!). He set up our dinner... Read More
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schiavona:
Glad you had a great birthday!
qunybble:
pro! sounds like a blast
So its my birthday, Pookey woke me up with 24 kisses, I log on SG and i already have all these Birthday wishes, i check my email and i have birthday greetings and i feel great!!!!
Thanx so much to everyone for your wishes! It already made my day!
I'm currently at work and i hope i'm able to leave early in order to do...
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Thanx so much to everyone for your wishes! It already made my day!
I'm currently at work and i hope i'm able to leave early in order to do...
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lilmisssunshine:
happy birthday beautiful peaches
aepaul:
My God. Go to Disneyland if you can get in free. Shit, that place rocks!
I'm hoping to go there this December, which would be the first time in 6 years, which is too long.
I'm hoping to go there this December, which would be the first time in 6 years, which is too long.
Ok, so things are a bit better now. I'm calm, i'm starting to think straight and i have come up with a solution.
Yesterday, work was super busy! I ended doing OT again. I was so tired by the end of the day that all i wanted to do was sleep. After work Pookey invited me to the movies so we went.
We ate at...
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Yesterday, work was super busy! I ended doing OT again. I was so tired by the end of the day that all i wanted to do was sleep. After work Pookey invited me to the movies so we went.
We ate at...
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gujsel:
hey darling .........for you !!!!
have fantastic day ..................a lots of kisses for you !!!! 
crashoverride:
Happy birthday
I feel hung over. My head hurts, i feel nauseous, my eyes hurt and thanx to all that crying i did yesturday. Staying home alone didn't help, it only made it worse. Pookey came home and surprisingly he came into the room and laid next to me. He never does that unless something is wrong. Usually he goes to the living room and watches TV....
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criss:
it's shitty when life is not going your way. just keep your head up and face the sun that always makes me smile and there's a kiss for you.
and there's a kiss for you.
redd3vil:
one thing i learned about girls thru my travels 
once they make up their minds you can't change them. 
once they make up their minds you can't change them. THis fucking sux. I wanted to go work out with my cousins but they decided to change plans on me. I can't go running to the tracks by myself at dark cuz then it gets scary. So i stayed home and fucking cried my ass off. I'm super emotional right now. I've been having problems with Pookey and then my whole dad thing its just...
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beautifulxalone:
sorry you're having a rough day. I've been wicked emotional too lately, and sometimes it's just annoying.
brightredscream:
Awww 
So Monday is the big day, my birthday. Turning 24 and i'm not looking forward to it. I don't want a party, i don't want surprises i really don't want anyone to make a big deal. I know people are going to get me stuff and i already made a wishlist so they can have an idea of what it is that i'd like but...
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swbdog:
Good luck, and keep your chin up. And do pause to savor the moment on your birthday, whether alone or with others. When you get to be my age, you'll be glad you did.
onioni:
Bouuuuh j'ai pas pu y aller et j'ai aussi rat Paris cause d'un mariage
je suis maudit cette anne T_T
je suis maudit cette anne T_T
FUCKING AWESOME! This weekend is probably one of the best i've had in a while. I did about 4 hrs of OT so i had extra money. I had to renew my car registration so i did that, it was about $216 and i was shitting it cuz i also needed to do a tune up on my car that has been pending for almost...
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indecisive:
Those kind of days are so much more relaxing to me than sitting around and playing video games all day. I really hate to see my money go, but it feels soooo nice to pay my bills, too. I always put myself in shitty situations and take the bad choice... Like,
"My car insurance is due, $112 bucks. I have $80, so I'll just wait until my next check."
Then I'm screwed. Haha.
Its really awesome they washed your car for you. I wish my tuneup place would wash my car for me.
"My car insurance is due, $112 bucks. I have $80, so I'll just wait until my next check."
Then I'm screwed. Haha.
Its really awesome they washed your car for you. I wish my tuneup place would wash my car for me.
aepaul:
I love house hunting. My father was a real estate agent and I used to help him fix up broken down houses. If you or someone you know is handy, that's the only way to go. You can get bargains that way.
As for boobs, I'm looking at butts. But that's just me.
As for boobs, I'm looking at butts. But that's just me.
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jj_r0x0rz:
hullo there ladyface ^-^
yellowdays:
michael was awesome. he changed music for ever, so in a way he did change the world, just like he wanted