"All their "helpful" comments imply that if I'd only
do __________, my problems would be solved.
Like it's all within my grasp, able to be managed &
mastered, if only I would try harder, longer, better.
As I nod my head in polite and pathetic appreciation
for their input, I scream inside, "Shut up. Shut up.
Unless you've been lost in this particular section of...
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do __________, my problems would be solved.
Like it's all within my grasp, able to be managed &
mastered, if only I would try harder, longer, better.
As I nod my head in polite and pathetic appreciation
for their input, I scream inside, "Shut up. Shut up.
Unless you've been lost in this particular section of...
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She hands me the phone. "Just humour this asshole" she tells me.
"Hi"
"Hi...you're very beautiful mistress, i'm just wondering, do you do greek?"
"um.....hang on."
i look at alexis and she can tell i'm puzzled. "What?" she asks me.
"What the fuck is greek?" i ask her.
She protectively rushes to the phone to handle this asshole.
"Does your fucking sister do greek? I...
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"Hi"
"Hi...you're very beautiful mistress, i'm just wondering, do you do greek?"
"um.....hang on."
i look at alexis and she can tell i'm puzzled. "What?" she asks me.
"What the fuck is greek?" i ask her.
She protectively rushes to the phone to handle this asshole.
"Does your fucking sister do greek? I...
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betsyjane:
But...I still don't know what doing greek is.
dragod:
Yo
I just know of all the people on this set
I would love to have a long talk with, it
would be you. I think I told you I tell stories
And Kerouac, Goodman, Tully, Elizabeth Sanger, Eamon Hennacy, the American
full On the Road school/anti school is the
only school no school to which I pledge alliance.
I am going to be in and out of hospitals for
the next few weeks. Send me a spirit message.
Or come lie down next to me as my friend,
Drago (and Walt Whitman)
[Edited on Jul 16, 2005 4:33PM]
I just know of all the people on this set
I would love to have a long talk with, it
would be you. I think I told you I tell stories
And Kerouac, Goodman, Tully, Elizabeth Sanger, Eamon Hennacy, the American
full On the Road school/anti school is the
only school no school to which I pledge alliance.
I am going to be in and out of hospitals for
the next few weeks. Send me a spirit message.
Or come lie down next to me as my friend,
Drago (and Walt Whitman)
[Edited on Jul 16, 2005 4:33PM]
so what gets him hard is strangulation.
I didn't want to go in the fucking room anyway.
"You'll be fine" Liang says, my big vuluptuous beautiful asian phone mama.
I walk in. he blindfolds me and ties my hands behind my back. They aren't supposed to do both at once but theres something hot about your life being at the mercy of a stranger. yeah...
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I didn't want to go in the fucking room anyway.
"You'll be fine" Liang says, my big vuluptuous beautiful asian phone mama.
I walk in. he blindfolds me and ties my hands behind my back. They aren't supposed to do both at once but theres something hot about your life being at the mercy of a stranger. yeah...
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tbauc:
Lily 
su:
now I"m nervous about the wedding.
I wasn't before, but now I am.
maybe I'm just tired.
I wasn't before, but now I am.
maybe I'm just tired.
he didn't want to go but his soft heart fell for the poetry and the strong hands strumming the sound of love.
i was behind him feeling sickened, wondering where the fuck all this natural euphoria came from around me? how these aliens/people could find such happiness in a beautiful day or a pretty song? will i ever feel that way from just my brain...
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i was behind him feeling sickened, wondering where the fuck all this natural euphoria came from around me? how these aliens/people could find such happiness in a beautiful day or a pretty song? will i ever feel that way from just my brain...
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digitusboy:
mmmmm...richard kern! i have 2 of his books and i want more.
i heart your sets. they're dope.
i heart your sets. they're dope.
les:
i come here often, lily. i just never know what to say.
your last set was lovely, i was just now finally able to look at it. damn dial-up.
your last set was lovely, i was just now finally able to look at it. damn dial-up.
hearts heated
tonight tales tuck together to turn turmoil turpentine
wicked will waits
encompass every ear
fucking fingers find freedom
she wasn't supposed to wait
until her disease escalates
its spreading like wildfire
and we all know fire can either kill or transform
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i saw an old friend yesterday and was like "girl what happened to your teeth?"
her smile speaks slowly of self...
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tonight tales tuck together to turn turmoil turpentine
wicked will waits
encompass every ear
fucking fingers find freedom
she wasn't supposed to wait
until her disease escalates
its spreading like wildfire
and we all know fire can either kill or transform
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i saw an old friend yesterday and was like "girl what happened to your teeth?"
her smile speaks slowly of self...
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doncarlos:
LOVED YOUR SET !!!!! Great set, you have such beautiful eyes.... your a gorgeous woman... The best to you and keep the revolution moving Forward... MUAH !!!!
babygiantsquid:
repetitive and stupid, you ask? easy: doubt, fear, despair - in that order, at least once a day. what a complete waste. i'd like to say "vitamins" but they're far less reliable...
...you know what fucking rocks, though?
YOU, you fucking rocker. you're so fucking punk rock that i actually shit myself just now from the sheer violence of it all - pic 23 dislodged a 30 yr-old pulmonary infarction.
...you know what fucking rocks, though?
YOU, you fucking rocker. you're so fucking punk rock that i actually shit myself just now from the sheer violence of it all - pic 23 dislodged a 30 yr-old pulmonary infarction.
"she tastes just like a woman, makes love just like a woman, but she breaks just like a little girl."
so one of my favorite homeboys got shot and pistol whipped, it gets hard living in the ghetto of detroit.
i shed tears for him but what he really needs is new teeth.
i figured out i'm going to go to nursing school and take...
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so one of my favorite homeboys got shot and pistol whipped, it gets hard living in the ghetto of detroit.
i shed tears for him but what he really needs is new teeth.
i figured out i'm going to go to nursing school and take...
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mora:
love for you girl.
thnking about you.
thnking about you.
karma2:
It's not your heart that's dirty--that's just the collected filthof the world your heart must look through.
For free???!!!
Woo hoo!!!!
For free???!!!
Woo hoo!!!!
when i was seven my mama asked me if i wanted to "fly" , she always wore long skirts like she stepped out of some mythical land with a joint in hand she held it up to my small red lips. "Breathe in" she told me. I started hacking like a fifty year old chain smoker. she laughed and i smiled because i loved to...
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sixtyfootqueenie:
hey girlfriend.
me in sf from august 15th and I'll be in NYC like late september...
see you then..
love hugs kisses and kicks in the cunt
carla
me in sf from august 15th and I'll be in NYC like late september...
see you then..
love hugs kisses and kicks in the cunt
carla
ael:
"and if she was here i'd hug her and make the demons die....and even though living with my mama was rough sometimes i'm glad it was her cunt i came out of."
mothers day makes me nostalgic in this way too. you write it so beautifully.
mothers day makes me nostalgic in this way too. you write it so beautifully.
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magxc:
you look like love. aye.
xtx:
Back in black; I finally got a chance to read the Kern interview. I know his photo work but have yet to see his films- I've been meaning to pick them up from his site. His work has a raw, dirty quality that awakens a hunger in me that's a pretty rare feeling these days. That interview was done during the six months or so following my being "zotted" from the site for a reason so stupid it's not even worth mentioning. I caught Sean on AIM and got him to reinstate my account in November.
It's comforting to hear you say that you've taken notice of my comments all this time, and that they haven't all been in vain.
Anyway, I've seen my fair share of jails and institutions, too- I don't know if they give you an identity but they certainly leave a lasting impression. In fact, I just got back to NYC for a court date I had on Thursday, but got held up with the absurdity of security and wasn't able to make my flight, so by the time I got here on the next available flight it was too late to go. "Security"... sometimes I wonder who they're protecting. I've got a warrant out on me now that I'm going to try to vacate when going to court tomorrow, and hope the judge doesn't throw me in jail.
In any case, if you're ever in the city at the same time as me, I'd love the opportunity to talk to you face-to-face...
Keep the faith,
Alexander
[Edited on May 07, 2005 5:39PM]
It's comforting to hear you say that you've taken notice of my comments all this time, and that they haven't all been in vain.
Anyway, I've seen my fair share of jails and institutions, too- I don't know if they give you an identity but they certainly leave a lasting impression. In fact, I just got back to NYC for a court date I had on Thursday, but got held up with the absurdity of security and wasn't able to make my flight, so by the time I got here on the next available flight it was too late to go. "Security"... sometimes I wonder who they're protecting. I've got a warrant out on me now that I'm going to try to vacate when going to court tomorrow, and hope the judge doesn't throw me in jail.
In any case, if you're ever in the city at the same time as me, I'd love the opportunity to talk to you face-to-face...
Keep the faith,
Alexander
[Edited on May 07, 2005 5:39PM]
scholars say that by the year 2007 the whole us of a will be wiped out by natural disaster.
how i am fascinated by natural disaster. imagine united souls in collision with huge open waves crashing. death like thunder. love like cancer.
...("Thats how it goes, everybody knows.
EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT THE DICE ARE LOADED
EVERYBODY ROLLS WITH THEIR FINGERS CROSSED
EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT THE...
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how i am fascinated by natural disaster. imagine united souls in collision with huge open waves crashing. death like thunder. love like cancer.
...("Thats how it goes, everybody knows.
EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT THE DICE ARE LOADED
EVERYBODY ROLLS WITH THEIR FINGERS CROSSED
EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT THE...
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cherryb0mb:
maybe the end of the world wold be a good thing. what do i know though?
spacey:
Then lets go crazy and rid the world of all the fucked up fuckers so we can at least get a days peace. Harmony would be good for a minute. Love you beautiful lady.
P.S. I'm gonna try and squish myself in one of 60's suitcases so we can all get a bit fucked up together. Ha! Maybe i'll just jump some rich wanker at the airport....i'll send you your ticket and we can dine in the bahamas.
xo
P.S. I'm gonna try and squish myself in one of 60's suitcases so we can all get a bit fucked up together. Ha! Maybe i'll just jump some rich wanker at the airport....i'll send you your ticket and we can dine in the bahamas.
xo
Good morning Death,
this time it wasn't such a happy one, I listened to him scream for about forty five minutes and then gave up.
two dead, one was my old dope dealer and he was a scum bag so no tears to shed for that.
and the other, well the other was like a sister except for the sexual tension. vanished from this earth...
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this time it wasn't such a happy one, I listened to him scream for about forty five minutes and then gave up.
two dead, one was my old dope dealer and he was a scum bag so no tears to shed for that.
and the other, well the other was like a sister except for the sexual tension. vanished from this earth...
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fdnymedic:
i miss you 
jill:
hey i was readin stuff u wrote in the sex workers group
do u dance?? i'm confused....
im alittle slow...
do u dance?? i'm confused....
im alittle slow...
http://salonkittys.com/notices/history.shtml
love ya babes!