Saturday May 22, 2004

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and sometimes you wake up, for real this time and you remember all those things you wanted to forget. here we are 11:37 am suicidal in nyc. bruises on your face from angry tricks. but you don't remember this story do you?
its not a story. its my life. fuck the poetry. i just can't talk without it.
Lily
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anatdevice:
If you need help in NYC, drop a line.
su:
kiss

Wednesday May 19, 2004

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This chemical imbalance makes me insane. what would we do without insanity? fuck your psycho analysis. i have to remind myself that pain is what keeps us alive. i found an angel on the dirty part of the sidewalk. he gave me so much that i'm afraid he's empty now. my muscles ache from poison leaking out. most are not strong enough to fight this...
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betsyjane:
Good luck I hope it works out okay. Jail is evil. I'm sorry you (and many people) have to go at all.
chazstrummer:
hope everything works out for you!!! kiss smile

Tuesday May 04, 2004

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slept under the bridge of east river park last night drunk on wine, cuddled up on my princess skye's shoulder watched the sun rise and talked about the old days, laughing about how my first impression of her she was chasing someone with a machete in the national forest in florida. days here are always chaos. the girls in my life are all broken butterflies...
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surlyclown:
You are a sharp, expressive, emotional writer...all wonderful traits. I wish you health and safety and happiness wherever you may find it. Take care.
lipservicejen:
one thing for sure, i have stopped trying to fix all things broken. people and things included.
sometimes i wish the balloons would heal the pain, they only ease it temporarily and then end up causing twice as much later. i'm keep banging my head on that same door though, hoping someday someone or something different would answer me.
always free.
thinking of you. come to dallas.

Saturday Apr 10, 2004

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Early morning, sleeping in an abandoned warehouse in brooklyn. Talk to me like something real, my fingers are peeling and decaying, giving birth to something new while something old lingers, lost shadows following me around. He said "You want to die like a rockstar and live like Jack Kerouac." Give me some coffee or a hit of crack cause its too early in the morning...
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mora:
hey, wanted to drop you a line... see how you were doing since you havent been around in a while. hope everything is alright. i emailed you my address a while ago for when you have to go back to texas and if you feel like writing, feel free to. i'd love to hear from you.

take care.
mamabunny:
smile

Much Love to you, Lily of the Valley.

Thursday Apr 08, 2004

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I spent the last few days squatting in west philly and south, dancing in the ghetto. My road dog got his pack stolen by this crazy asshole trucker after we almost got arrested outside of atlanta for walking on the interstate (I hate the south). got to new york too late last night to find anyone and i slept on the sidewalk and got woken...
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quinne:
kiss
tahliana:
Your living the life i can only dream of ATM... *dreaming of the gypsy life*. I envy you.

Tuesday Mar 30, 2004

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Baton rouge is a strange land. serial killers used to roam here silently looking for prey. Only pills can make me sleep in this state. spent all night rubbing the edges of my knife while some typical southern redneck trucker kept prepositioning me and i'm covered in dirt head to toe. watched the lot lizards creep around and shared cigarettes with them. watched alot of...
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caddi56:
sounds like a monday night out with me smile
mamabunny:
http://www.freewillastrology.com/horoscopes/capricorn.html



Stay safe.

~Lindsey

Monday Mar 29, 2004

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I'm hitching it up north today with a very cool interesting road companion. say little prayers to the highway goddess to keep my ass safe from crazy truckers and perverts while i'm hitching it. I keep a little knife in my boot but the universe usually watches over me. I'll talk to ya'll when i get out of this godforsaken land. Highway ten all the...
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lipservicejen:
MEH. keep that knife closer than your boot girl... trust me on that.
and again, lmk if you need anything while in dallas. kiss
soma__:
where are you hiking too? hope you have a good pair of shoes and I'll definitely pray for your safety. let the stars guide you. take care plllllease.

Friday Mar 26, 2004

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I'm going back to new york in a few days.
i have to be back here in six weeks to go to trial. isn't that funny? they are having a big trial for little me. thats hot.
And then this MAGIC happened and i got my home back. I'll be glad to leave here although i have to come back.
Love, Lily
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xtx:
Magic is infused into everything, isn't it? It's all about trying to find a balance between the darkness and the light as we dance in the shadows. Perhaps our paths will cross in New York; best of luck to you, Lily.

Alexander
voltaire:
dude, did you get your van back? that would be kick ass for you... good luck in NY...
maybe I'll come bug you in texass when you get back...

Sunday Mar 21, 2004

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Sleeping under a bridge, with like 10 other dirty homeless kids. lost this strange soul that wandered around me for almost a year, before he left you could see his teeth rotting and his eyes turn red. I'm glad he's dead now. My van still lives in the impound. I wake up under the bridge and its really funny cause its on this jogging path...
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hellfuzz:
They have cum-pooters under bridges, now?
My...how things have changed...

What you need is to have Richard Kern make a huge, beautifully dark star out of you.....I'll buy all your movies, even the good ones.

mad confused mad
mora:
fuck the impound. get your ass back to this side of the US girl.

Wednesday Mar 17, 2004

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fuck fuck fuck.
i just got out of jail again.
just chilling in central booking.
they gave me a camping ticket for sleeping in my van and then they towed it away with ALL of my shit in it. I mean i have nothing but the dirty ass clothes i'm wearing. And i have no ID or money to get it out of impound. If...
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creampuff:
"survivalists can live without anything". this fucking right on chick said that. i believe she can, long as she's got her visions in her head and a pencil nearby. keep it sharp. hang in there, lily. peace.
joscelyne:
Woah. That really sucks...I don't know what else to say that everyone else hasn't already. But I hope you get everything back, and wish you the best.
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