black clouds covered the city today, made the morning fade to night and we were all baptized by the water gushing out with such force like the sky was giving birth. I smiled while watching everyone dodge the rain and run inside or under anything they could. I just stood there until my clothes were soaked, Letting the water run over me, watching the lightning...
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fdnymedic:
thanks for the b-day wish..yea i would like to hang out...i go bck to work on thursday night so anytime before that is cool with me...give me a call whenever. i hope you are doing good!
scumbag:
bitch call me i cant call out 386-3456 845 i miss you so much
Okay nevermind. some things are better left unsaid. unread undead. I've been compulsively rhyming and thinking about what it would be like to have no eyes. My Lady Trix has a glass eye. I want one. maybe two. frusturated beyond belief. Shutup, don't talk to me. You'll only make it worse. why is there hardly any fucking strip clubs in New York? fuck, i need...
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tahliana:
work on a computer all day doing graphic design stuff... a bit of video work/animation here and there. id much prefer to work on a film set or on a stage playing music though... or to just travel around the world.
one...day...
one...day...
siqkat:
If you want, I can check some places out in DC. I have a friend who is the disc jockey at one of the clubs. He also does the walking to cars and that. As I said before, the pay is really good. If you would rather, I could send you his e-mail to your contact and you can reach him. He would even take a call
But if NYC is where you want to be for now Stormy's ideas looked pretty good to me and so does miss_lady I go by those that have experience. Hope your well 
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But if NYC is where you want to be for now Stormy's ideas looked pretty good to me and so does miss_lady I go by those that have experience. Hope your well [Edited on Aug 10, 2004 11:44PM]
fuck
paulnikon:
I could use one of those.
mikael:
i found this page on google. Bummer, pic doesn't work.
In the night it got bitter. sidewalks all end here in the unsaid unloved unheard.
Suffocation is a feeling so familiar.
We watched the shattered glass and wondered maybe if we ourselves could shatter like that. Not while you're stuck in this human form. all we can do is bleed. Gush blood and vomit bile and transmit diseases. Maybe if we could shatter like that...
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Suffocation is a feeling so familiar.
We watched the shattered glass and wondered maybe if we ourselves could shatter like that. Not while you're stuck in this human form. all we can do is bleed. Gush blood and vomit bile and transmit diseases. Maybe if we could shatter like that...
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alley_:
I think death is beautiful. Maybe its just me.
mamabunny:
I wrote something, it was inspired by your name:
Lily the Lover
Tripped over the Atlantic
Fell victim to her beautiful skin
Glory days
Hollywood held her down
Jackie O shading her eyes
She was paved with a pale coat
Straight up with her glass slippers
Martini queen
sipping away
Stomach turned inside out
She told me
her beautiful bones
broke her heart
and the diamonds
outshined her soul
Some days
On her good days
i would pretend to wear her rubies
pretend that my hair was slick
all those pretty dresses
filled my empty room
I could break the masses
and make the children laugh
I could always put her back
run outside
and chase the sun
build sandcastles
Lily might have lived in
where i was the guest of honor
where we would drink the red sea
and talk about things we would change
boys we should have kissed
paths we should have walked
and the trains we missed
She was always brighter
Inside me
I hear her stories
Lily pours from me
She opens doors for me
and she always saves
all the lost time
in her Prada coat.
Lily the Lover
Tripped over the Atlantic
Fell victim to her beautiful skin
Glory days
Hollywood held her down
Jackie O shading her eyes
She was paved with a pale coat
Straight up with her glass slippers
Martini queen
sipping away
Stomach turned inside out
She told me
her beautiful bones
broke her heart
and the diamonds
outshined her soul
Some days
On her good days
i would pretend to wear her rubies
pretend that my hair was slick
all those pretty dresses
filled my empty room
I could break the masses
and make the children laugh
I could always put her back
run outside
and chase the sun
build sandcastles
Lily might have lived in
where i was the guest of honor
where we would drink the red sea
and talk about things we would change
boys we should have kissed
paths we should have walked
and the trains we missed
She was always brighter
Inside me
I hear her stories
Lily pours from me
She opens doors for me
and she always saves
all the lost time
in her Prada coat.
With Shawn, My baby. We are going to shoot a set today. Maybe at Bat cave. He makes my heart flutter when we're together, just a little less alone man. Every girl needs a crazy gay friend. we've been friends since i was small. used to write each other letters from institutions. His eyes are dangerous, Our energy combined is dangerous, Even deadly. I've missed...
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todd31:
I'll be looking forward to a new set from you. hope your doing good. the subway can be a disturbing place to hang out I know I've done it a couple times in my life. It was definately interesting if nothing else 
sixtyfootqueenie:
DJD looking good!!!
you're sounding well and happy babes.. so great to hear!!!! get some proper writing done. you are very talented..
xxxx
you're sounding well and happy babes.. so great to hear!!!! get some proper writing done. you are very talented..
xxxx
We sat there on the hotel room bed. outside was a sea of vampires. Now that we had this illusion of safety he handed me a roll of money. I think they were all 20's. I counted it. "You said you were going to give me more than this." I whispered. he handed me another roll. I went to take it from his sweaty hairy...
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ash:
Lily I hope you are doing alright sugar. I would like to call you soon, I just ... really need a friend right now.
tekky:
i want to sit with you one day, in a park....and just...talk. and i'll probably end up just hugging you while you tell me stories.
You're wonderful and tough as fuck.
You're wonderful and tough as fuck.
it was a week and a half stuck looking out the windows. Somebody shot me up with cocaine, I don't remember who cause the room was so dark. My heart rate was about 200. I was screaming and yelling at the doctors. Later they found me with no shoes near 197th uptown. I screamed at that psychiatrist until he admitted me to the psyche ward....
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pumpkineater:
if only there were more things in this world that made you as happy a bunny could i'd find them and bring them to you.
danielle:
how are you doing girl? haven't heard from you in awhile.
Its raining in brooklyn. I need to leave the city. Its that gypsy blood. Got a letter from my homegirl, she's starting a collective in portland, maybe I'll join her. It'd be cool to live with a bunch of friends, mostly crazy artists and work there too. They have some good strip clubs. The rain used to make me so depressed though but maybe it...
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mikael:
I miss reading your intriguing journal updates. Hope all is well.
anakin5163:
hey hows u Lilly