my sister is such an idiot. this is how my evening went:
approximately 8:30 pm i call home to see how my mom is doing:
sister: hello
me: hey, how's it going?
sister: good
talk talk talk
me: is mom there?
sister: no.
me: oh, where is she?
sister: in the hospital.
me: ....what?
she really needs to learn that when my mom goes to...
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approximately 8:30 pm i call home to see how my mom is doing:
sister: hello
me: hey, how's it going?
sister: good
talk talk talk
me: is mom there?
sister: no.
me: oh, where is she?
sister: in the hospital.
me: ....what?
she really needs to learn that when my mom goes to...
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10. there are 29 comments sitting on my last journal entry. i've decided this is too many, and i must update again.
9. at times, i have a pessimistic mind. when it comes to health issues and my family, i tend to constantly be running worst case scenarios in my head. for example: if my mom has cancer, i will end up in meadville again...
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9. at times, i have a pessimistic mind. when it comes to health issues and my family, i tend to constantly be running worst case scenarios in my head. for example: if my mom has cancer, i will end up in meadville again...
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minimalism:
Do you have my number? Saturday night will be fine. You still down for Indian food then SGNY drink night?
cherrysodap0p:
It was cool meeting you even though I don't think we really got to talk all that much 
sounds like your weekend was kickin
sounds like your weekend was kickinthis message brought to you courtesy of dannyboy and gwydion, both of whom i love dearly. 
10. just got back from camping. i am ridiculously tired. let's see if i'm awake enough to give you the camping lowdown:
--gentlemancaller and jamielee have the cutest fucking dog ever. i wanted to pack him away and take him home with me.
--cash is even...
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10. just got back from camping. i am ridiculously tired. let's see if i'm awake enough to give you the camping lowdown:
--gentlemancaller and jamielee have the cutest fucking dog ever. i wanted to pack him away and take him home with me.
--cash is even...
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mrgreen:
damn, I need to go camping.
i'm going camping this weekend. it's quite possible that i'll be grey when i return 
sorry folks, i can assure you that i will miss you all dearly, but i just can't afford it right now. hopefully i'll be back sooner rather than later.
that's all for now. extra and 
for all of you, just in case i can't give it out for awhile.
sorry folks, i can assure you that i will miss you all dearly, but i just can't afford it right now. hopefully i'll be back sooner rather than later.
that's all for now. extra
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gasmaskboy:
oh yeah, and have fun camping.
8 D
8 D
jamielee:
So, can I have this dance???? 
I had such a good time dancin' with the locals! I hope to see you at more events in the future! You always have a place to stay in baltimore!
I had such a good time dancin' with the locals! I hope to see you at more events in the future! You always have a place to stay in baltimore!
'and like an empty sterile room somehow i made a mess, like watching newborn babies crack from work-related stress'
i found out tonight that before my dad died he had had conversation with my uncle (the one i'm staying with) about how he could see that my mother didn't support me at all and how he was concerned about it. my oh my, how different...
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i found out tonight that before my dad died he had had conversation with my uncle (the one i'm staying with) about how he could see that my mother didn't support me at all and how he was concerned about it. my oh my, how different...
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tiffanymarie:
How long ago did your dad die? I'm sorry but I am always curious about father-related issues. My dad will be dead next thursday for 14 years now. This is why I find myself always wanting to ask people things of the sort. So don't be creeped out or offended by me please. It's not comforting at all have something like that confirmed. Take care sweetie, Tiffany
It's not comforting at all have something like that confirmed. Take care sweetie, Tiffany 
stgeorge:
Sorry dear, I feel for you.
I know it can't be the same, but you'll never be alone around here. Pity I can't do more to help.
I know it can't be the same, but you'll never be alone around here. Pity I can't do more to help.
so after i was once again lost faith in the human race and decided that i hate people, i cried a lot, ate some cake and got the damn closest thing to 'i'm proud of you' that i can ever remember getting. (i seriously can't remember anyone saying that to me since i was 14. and by anyone i mean family and whatnot.) and now...
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kayla_:
*kisses your puffy eyes*
you'll be getting a cd player soon! yay! hopefully before the end of the week.
hopefully not broken.
you'll be getting a cd player soon! yay! hopefully before the end of the week.
hopefully not broken.
boundcreature:
where did you get cake?
i think you called earlier but i was asleep all night (its 3am now -- i wanted to work through the night so I just layed down after the day job and six minutes later i was out cold).
i think you called earlier but i was asleep all night (its 3am now -- i wanted to work through the night so I just layed down after the day job and six minutes later i was out cold).
other people are the bane of my existence.
i take solace in solitude and calories.
i take solace in solitude and calories.
armadillofuzz:
calories can be a good thing.
pb:
agreed.
and your name is still in my crush category, even though i am no longer in yours.
-t
and your name is still in my crush category, even though i am no longer in yours.
-t
10. saw bubba ho-tep. it was rather amusing.
9. i need to stop beating the shit out of my feet. i don't do it unpurpose, it just sortof happens. it still sucks tho.
8. i still want a cheeseburger. this will happen at some point.
7. i'm also looking forward to wednesday, and dancing. i like dancing.
6. i'm also looking forward to this weekend,...
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9. i need to stop beating the shit out of my feet. i don't do it unpurpose, it just sortof happens. it still sucks tho.
8. i still want a cheeseburger. this will happen at some point.
7. i'm also looking forward to wednesday, and dancing. i like dancing.
6. i'm also looking forward to this weekend,...
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neodrunk:
Smooth move!
Free is always the best!
Free is always the best!
vampsinthe78:
I love Bruce Campbell. A friend and I once naively emailed him a draft synopsis of a film we were planning on making and he sent a message back (about 3000 words) on how he read about british nature being affected by the removal of roadside hedge-rows and modern farming methods. 
Can't wait to see 'bubba ho-tep' in the here in the UK. Come back soon, I've only just noticed how nice your glasses are..
O_o
Can't wait to see 'bubba ho-tep' in the here in the UK. Come back soon, I've only just noticed how nice your glasses are..
O_o
10. rawr! i'm hungry and i want a cheeseburger. unfortunately this will have to wait. probably at least until monday.
9. i have to be ready to handle a 5 year old at 10:30 tomorrow morning. sigh.
8. i'm also not tired at all, which means i'll probably be up for awhile. not a good sign for the necessity of me needing to be awake...
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9. i have to be ready to handle a 5 year old at 10:30 tomorrow morning. sigh.
8. i'm also not tired at all, which means i'll probably be up for awhile. not a good sign for the necessity of me needing to be awake...
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7deuce:
they closed my thread about making fun of the other post about the person above you thread.... they said making fun of threads you don't like helps no one.... wtf? this place is getting way to strict. bu thank you for liking it so much.
mexicant:
How's that then? You look positively giddy there. Unless you're acting...
Though I have to say that this is my all time fav pic of you:
So angry, yet so cute. And with a great sweater!
How's that then? You look positively giddy there.
Unless you're acting...
Though I have to say that this is my all time fav pic of you:
So angry, yet so cute. And with a great sweater!
every once in awhile i have these really weird dreams about playing hardcore games of capture the flag. i don't think i've ever actually played capture the flag. this strikes me as odd.
ps-- i hate one-sided friendships. they're complete and utter bullshit, and those who do their damndest to try and participate in them with me can seriously kiss my ass. you're not worth...
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ps-- i hate one-sided friendships. they're complete and utter bullshit, and those who do their damndest to try and participate in them with me can seriously kiss my ass. you're not worth...
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belllla:
I hope you're doing well, Doll.
I hope you're doing well, Doll. 
tronvillain:
I played capture the flag once when I was a kid. I spend so much time sneaking around to capture it from behind that everyone else left. *chuckle*
Has anyone in history ever played strip capture the flag? *chcukle*
Has anyone in history ever played strip capture the flag? *chcukle*
it was too soon. i wasn't ready; i'm still not ready. i'm too young to be so damn old.
'these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent and always on display-- this makes things difficult for me.'
'these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent and always on display-- this makes things difficult for me.'
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norritt:
what? i dunno.... scars are sexy... 
boundcreature:
go look at [MEMBER=Granny's] favorite movies.
10. i really like dancing. it takes me a lllooonnggg time to work up the nerve to actually do so (don't ask, it's weird) but once i get started i'm perfectly fine. and it's so fun. i sweat more tonight than i have in a lllooonnggg time, and that's awesome.
9. i just ate cinnamon/sugar toast. it makes me happy.
8. so i didn't realize...
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9. i just ate cinnamon/sugar toast. it makes me happy.
8. so i didn't realize...
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seantastic:
Chocolate chip cookie dough. I rub it on my feet and lick it off my toes its so damn good.
pb:
got a friend going thru divorce who is wanting to go hiking/camping that weekend. sort of a boys thing. trying to decide which to go to.
-pb
[Edited on Jul 08, 2004 4:23PM]
-pb
[Edited on Jul 08, 2004 4:23PM]
i want so much to let him in on all of that but i think it will scare him away.
grr.