Per my last journal, I think I found the cure for insomnia. It's called "shitloads of homework with no end in sight, still having to work, and finding the rent check has left just mere pennies and lint in my pocket." Yeah so now I am just tired tired tired and I need to munch on coffee beans covered in chocolate to keep from dozing...
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kingmoneyshot:
Insomnia sucks. These freaking Coyotes in Marin dont help either yowling at 3:30 in the morning. Little fuckers moved in last week. East side yo Oaktown? 
artchick:
congrats on the set-- yer purdy. 
Argh! I HATE it when this happens! When the feet of sleep time walk right past me, oblivious to my existence. I want their footsteps all over me, stomping my eyes shut into sweet unconciousness, so that I can get some rest before tomorrow, the first day of classes.
The more I try to sleep, the less I succeed at it during these times. Got...
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flipmuhpina:
Droppin by. Insomnia sucks, I have it too, ever since I joined SG... anyways saw your pic on the Limbo page... wish you go live soon!
flipmuhpina:
Love the snake and boobs too. Too bad they arent mine 
Music,,,,what would I do without music to mend my wings when they fracture, not entirely broken, but wounded enough to prevent flight.
My 'Atomic Particles' lil' speel of my previous journal escalated into a miniature Chernobyl, slowly like a reactor core heating past the point of safety. My poor lil' noggin' broke open like an egg, with yolk spilling all around, and no napkin to...
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My 'Atomic Particles' lil' speel of my previous journal escalated into a miniature Chernobyl, slowly like a reactor core heating past the point of safety. My poor lil' noggin' broke open like an egg, with yolk spilling all around, and no napkin to...
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jubjub:
...your course at school sounds really cool..im sure you do fuckn great with your talent, i find i have been writing more lately which is great...most likely due to our conversations...its inspiring to meet someone with such a love for painting with words
...when i spent 4 years studying film-making and literature at uni, some ppl were constantly reminding me that it wasn't a practical choice for getting a 'real'job, i never listen, fuck them,...they are the same kind of people for whom child-like innocence is not a viable alternative to despair! i am happy in my existence, pursuing my passions, liberating my imagination and creativity from the drudgery of mundane everyday rountine bullshit and not constantly clothing myself in a coat of anxiety of concern for the future... i like to live in the now...
hope you have a lovely day filled with beautiful things...i look forward to your journal entries...they blow my mind
...when i spent 4 years studying film-making and literature at uni, some ppl were constantly reminding me that it wasn't a practical choice for getting a 'real'job, i never listen, fuck them,...they are the same kind of people for whom child-like innocence is not a viable alternative to despair! i am happy in my existence, pursuing my passions, liberating my imagination and creativity from the drudgery of mundane everyday rountine bullshit and not constantly clothing myself in a coat of anxiety of concern for the future... i like to live in the now...
hope you have a lovely day filled with beautiful things...i look forward to your journal entries...they blow my mind
linearnorth:
Look familiar?
It's the same song. There are four mixes on two records. One has the red logo, and one yellow(this one) Let me know if you'd like a mix cd with it on there. That was one of the tracks that made me want to start DJing! Take care.
Look familiar?
It's the same song. There are four mixes on two records. One has the red logo, and one yellow(this one) Let me know if you'd like a mix cd with it on there. That was one of the tracks that made me want to start DJing! Take care.
This is just some junkity junk. I write like I vomit(metaphor, I actually hate throwing up): all at once with little premeditation. Sometimes it's pretty with neat colors, and sometimes it's just ugly and I just need to flush the loo.
'Atomic Particles'
My emotions feel like a nuclear reactor pushing the safety limits. I feel a melt-down inside of me, threatening the innocent city...
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'Atomic Particles'
My emotions feel like a nuclear reactor pushing the safety limits. I feel a melt-down inside of me, threatening the innocent city...
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reese:
oooh - I love your words. And I totally agree with your "djs with talent but without attitude" comment. I swear an amazing dj that's full of him/her self and a dick makes them no longer amazing to me.
paleenchantress:
i love your journals 
Rode the ends of the horizon on the back of my dragon, but his body rattles with liquid coughs, slain through the soft scale of his belly, the one vulnerable spot. I try to steer his failing body towards soft ground, but underneath lies craggy rocks and angry seas, great big granite teeth ready to tear into our flesh and paint their gray lips with...
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jubjub:
...haha yeah shaving cuts, kinda lameass body mods, my grandmother gave me some dosh to get a tatt for my 21st bday...so thats fuckn rad, im still pondering over what to get...i have narrowed the ideas down a bit...plus not in this place....
...wow, thats some trippy writing, very vivid, love the word associtations...
hope you get some rest in the slumbers of zzz land...good on you for going all out, im sure it will pay off, plus the adventure of getting there is always something
...what kind of self-employment are you invovled in?
...wow, thats some trippy writing, very vivid, love the word associtations...
hope you get some rest in the slumbers of zzz land...good on you for going all out, im sure it will pay off, plus the adventure of getting there is always something
...what kind of self-employment are you invovled in? 
laputa64:
Awww!! Why do we have to wait so long for your set to go up???
I went to bed at four am, and got back out of bed at, I don't know, noon. So my day feels upside down and behind. I have stacks of work to do, as usual, and taxes to do for my biz, but I haven't done any accouting for the year yet. Shit! 
Enough lamenting, I had this tripped dream. I have lots of bizarre...
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jubjub:
...yeah, need a mentor for something named the devils weed!...i was entranced when i read about it in Carlos Castaneda books, sounds just totally intense into a completely different reality, plus stories ive read about people hosting parties with no one really there and stuff makes me go whoah, better only try it with some kind of Yaqui brujo or sorcerer!! 
...we had the really damp watery ground kinda winter over here so it was perfect for magic mushrooms, had some really cool trips
peace out
...we had the really damp watery ground kinda winter over here so it was perfect for magic mushrooms, had some really cool trips
peace out
tulipbooty:
i wish i wish iwishwishwish i had gotten to go to burning man
speaking of dreams and such
maybe outer space would work though, im willing to compromise
seeing as either way would be a ways from where i am
speaking of dreams and such
maybe outer space would work though, im willing to compromise
seeing as either way would be a ways from where i am
Okay okay okay! Just got back from the desert, everything coated in chalky playa dust, hair dreaded from dust storms and a total disregard for my hairbrush. At my computer checking out the new SG's when I hear pounding drums carrying along the wind into my window. Crook my neck to hear better and it sounds like death metal playing live in the park. Hop...
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paleenchantress:
wow !
wow !
paleenchantress:
why thankyou sweetheart 
Ey yey yey! Sometimes my alarm goes off again and again, screaming its electonic wailing voice into my sleeping ears. My hand blindly reaches out for its head, trying to smash into oblivion with the SNOOZ button. Of course, I intend to simply catch another fifteen minutes of zzzz's, but sometimes I 'snooz' that clock for hours, especially if I am stuck in my dreams....
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lauren:
where in CA are you?
eva2:
Fantastic dream. You're adorable
Ahhhhhhhhhhh Sunday. Yes, Sunday, the day of napping and laying around reading, EXCEPT I have so much to do, for Monday follows. I've often hated Sundays. The world seems to shut down and there's so little to do at times. The humans seem to bunker down, trying to squeeze every relaxing drop they can out of the day before Monday comes crashing in with a...
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trent:
howdy you are hotter than a texas summer day..... yes i enjoy being chliche....that is all
I'm up late...again. It's that endless cycle since I was a wee one. I can't sleep, so I'm up all night screwing around, or reading, or trying to catch up on my work. It's me and the stars for company, glittering overhead, except I can't see them because of this thing called a 'roof.' I wish my bedroom had a huge clear skylight so I...
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scottgstar:
What an amazingly beautiful profile pic. ... Your face is way beyond lovely ... Great eyes ...
nofi:
welcome to SG!