Thursday Feb 12, 2004

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Well.
Tonight was very interesting.
Don't know how to feel exactly.
sigh. uh.
Over too soon.
Yes.
over too soon. left horny and unsatisfied thats for sure.
Very confusing.
Ah well.
I want to stay up forvever.
Work tommorow.
Tried callling everybody I know who might still be up (only 12:21 night should not be over!) but no answers. grrrr.
ah. ack. er. um. oh.
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arik:
you should definitely go to ape someday, it's really really cool biggrin
victorian:
its soo much more difficult for girls to find satisfaction

Wednesday Feb 11, 2004

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I'd like to tell you
what I'm thinking
If only my eyes didn't hurt so much
If the lenses weren't blurred over with sleep
too much
too little
sporadic
interrupted
I can barely see you through the build-up of excess protien
I can barely get enough light
it stings
I can't see it from inside
the blinds pulled down with burns from a halfassed holiday...
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reverendbenzo:
Wow that was great. I love the "the blinds pulled down with burns from a halfassed holiday" line the best. Very nice.
victorian:
do another set!

we want more!

and stop pouting in your profile pic!!! i always feel like i owe you money or candy when i look through your journal

Sunday Feb 08, 2004

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Drinkin' bud and makin' tacos.
Life is sweet.
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sydfloyd:
Drinking RC and making Uncle Ben's Rice Bowls. Life is Sweeter.
xtx:
Hey, I'm trying to make 'Journal Poetry Day' happen again- I just noticed that you participated in it before, so put something up today if you like, and make note of it here.

Kisses,


Alexander

Sunday Feb 08, 2004

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Okay!
No work today.
I am bored and alone. aw.
I watched Sylvia (eh.) and ate good food that I cooked.
Now I'm on the internet. Thats it!
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sportdeath:
Sounds like a great day! I've been so busy lately that having the weekend off with (almost) no one coming by is close to nirvana.
iamsynn:
im about there with you, when i got hom etoday i was soo bored i went to sleep adn now im here

Friday Feb 06, 2004

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Uck. It is 9:45 am. I never get anything done. neverevernever. I get distracted by daydreams and I try to live in them and only accomplish something concrete every once in a while when other people push me to.
I need a cheerleader. Not in the fetishy sence although I'm obviously all about that I just need someone whos entire job it is to movivate...
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glamerdork:
*does a cartwheel*

Hey BetsyJane
you got it goin on' yea
betsyjane, you can do it
awwww yea
get inspired, boom boom boom-
M
O
T
I
V
A
T
E

What's that spell?
Motivate
Motivate
it's so great!

Yeayyyy BetsyJane!

...could you tell I was *not* a cheerleader in high school? kiss
victorian:
i think youll be allright as long as you pick something creative. i go to the art institute of pittsburg right now and sometimes the learning curves for somethings are a giant biatch but i know that in the end ill be satisfied because i chose to be rather then to have

Monday Feb 02, 2004

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So things have been looking up. up up up. Of course the bad still lingers and life is life is life and there is lost and stagnation in areas but there has been much good. I have met new sparks. I have remembered old passions. I still haven't checked my mail in 2 weeks though. Debt=fear.
sexy politics flirting music movies candy bars juice v8...
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vader_____:
How the heck does one go from New Yawk to a heckhole like NC, debt=suck
edites because I want anyone trapped in NC as a friend!!!

[Edited on Feb 05, 2004 12:44AM]
victorian:
debt = modern evil

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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Sorry about the not entirely upbeat nature of my last journal entry. And about my absence and lack of responces.
Its been a rough January. Much death. And my new computer (which is actually someone else's old computer) isn't hooked up yet so I'm using a friends.
I'm alive though and I like you.
No, you.
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jgo:
its that weird clean air in ashville. it messes with yr head....
gadreel:
Me?? tongue tongue tongue

Friday Jan 16, 2004

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I'm sorry. I'm a bad internet friend and a bad sg community member right now. I have had 2 cherished pets die suddenly in a very short period of time in addition to working constantly, moving, and several other matters - um thats not really a sentace but basically I haven't been much of a computer.
My friends had a baby today so thats good....
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tygertyger:
Losing pets sucks. Sorry to hear it.
victorian:
he will be LIZNARR with super stealth, night vision and the power to make brownies,

chicks will be all over him, hell be like
"i am LIZNARRR submit to me woman"

and she will be like "ok"

and he will be like "thats not my bebe"

Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

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OKay I had no internet and no phone for like forever - I'm not dead or ignoring you !!!
I am going to get on a plane to newfoundland now.
Computer use will resume on the 5th of Jan!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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finch:
newfoundland...nifty!

can't wait for you to get back sweets! kiss
lastbadger:
Jan 16th : still need a fix
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