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I lost the sun on my skin
and the perfection of needing nothing
back to the smelly grey walls I hate and love so much
missing forgetting myself in that fragment of unconsciousness .
and the sun burning my skin and my pain away
no more.
and the perfection of needing nothing
back to the smelly grey walls I hate and love so much
missing forgetting myself in that fragment of unconsciousness .
and the sun burning my skin and my pain away
no more.
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marymurder:
I loved that, 
kiara:
si oggi mando le cose che mi hanno richiesto
e un photoshoot che pi o meno o fatto da sola, mi ha aiutato matteo, non tecnicamente il massimo ma secondo me venuto carino.sarbbe FIGHISSIMO se tu mi facessi un p di foto
devo fare un p di foto anche con Camilla, una mia amica di Milano www.shame-less.com perch tatnto che abbiamo in progetto un photoshoot anche per i suoi vestiti cos prendiamo due
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e un photoshoot che pi o meno o fatto da sola, mi ha aiutato matteo, non tecnicamente il massimo ma secondo me venuto carino.sarbbe FIGHISSIMO se tu mi facessi un p di foto
devo fare un p di foto anche con Camilla, una mia amica di Milano www.shame-less.com perch tatnto che abbiamo in progetto un photoshoot anche per i suoi vestiti cos prendiamo due
.... I have to apologize for not answering comments or posting anything in my friends journals!
I am working in southern Italy doing this very interesting video and architecture project.
No internet connections.
I find myself walking inside the ruins of an old abandoned factory by the sea, touching white stone walls, breathing the sun, imagining what's behind the steamy, trembling air, that only brings wild...
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I am working in southern Italy doing this very interesting video and architecture project.
No internet connections.
I find myself walking inside the ruins of an old abandoned factory by the sea, touching white stone walls, breathing the sun, imagining what's behind the steamy, trembling air, that only brings wild...
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digitusboy:
...i think i gotta sun burn from reading that!
i wish i was there.
i wish i was there.
missphilthy1:
your entry sounds so beautiful and nice!wish i was there! 
Ancient greeks didn't have a word for "romantic love". When they talked about a relationship between a man and a woman used words that meant " to own", or "to take into high account". Very rarely they used the word " to get together" meaning having sex. That was used for example when Achlleus and Patroclus's bones " got together" after death. They were buried...
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addae:
I get it. Good observation.
And I work in a Bar and I work on set as a gaffer or grip so I'm around people. I just tend to find myself in alone in crowed rooms alot. But just at the bar on set I'm got lights to keep me company on set.
And I work in a Bar and I work on set as a gaffer or grip so I'm around people. I just tend to find myself in alone in crowed rooms alot. But just at the bar on set I'm got lights to keep me company on set.
pihka:
Oi, oi. This was good reading. Thank you! Now Im wondering about the origins for the Finnish words for love...
I was meaning to ask you- the band Im in was performing in Ravenna on a festival some years ago, and to this day I still dont know what exactly they wrote about us in the articles in the newspapers, or in the program leaflet. I can guess my way through it but Im afraid my Italian is mostly meant for buying food or any such small things
....do you think it would be much of a bother and a trouble to you, if I asked you to make me a rough translation?
I can send you a goodness package in the mail for return.
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I was meaning to ask you- the band Im in was performing in Ravenna on a festival some years ago, and to this day I still dont know what exactly they wrote about us in the articles in the newspapers, or in the program leaflet. I can guess my way through it but Im afraid my Italian is mostly meant for buying food or any such small things
....do you think it would be much of a bother and a trouble to you, if I asked you to make me a rough translation?
I can send you a goodness package in the mail for return.
[Edited on Aug 01, 2004 8:49AM]
went out . it was like a high school reunion of zombies. my old friend's crack face, broken voice, yelling at the dogs, talking talking talking saying nothing. emptyness and decay. and I looked at them just trying to recollect, why how did i love all this so much, and now makes me want to run away. unable to look into blank fucked up pupils,...
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addae:
I've never been weak at some point in my life. I'm weak in aspects of my my life. My weakness my fears is something that will never end. When you try to live your life without weakness you will fear that the weakness will resurface when you try to live without fear you will always doubt that your fear has been defected. It never ends because it never really began.
kiara:
ho l'influenza 
zto malizzimo .......devo comunque stare in studio oggi pome arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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bunny:
The name is Barcelona Airport. Are they one and the same? You should ask your pal if there are two airports. I hope not! I leave for the desert tomorrow. I might be M.I.A. for a while...I'll miss you!
soma__:
im on my period too and it sucks! no sex! and i just feel bloated. blarg. hopes yours is over soon!
it's not you that I'm afraid of.
but meeting myself.
you are the mirror, the truthful judge.
you will lie, and make me wear my inside out..
maybe no difference will be found.
in your eyes, I'll recognize myself stuck once again.
it's not you that I'm in love with.
but with the violence of realizing where I am.
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but meeting myself.
you are the mirror, the truthful judge.
you will lie, and make me wear my inside out..
maybe no difference will be found.
in your eyes, I'll recognize myself stuck once again.
it's not you that I'm in love with.
but with the violence of realizing where I am.
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pihka:
Thank you for adding me back! 
Id really enjoy getting to know you-
you seem like someone very interesting.
Id really enjoy getting to know you-
you seem like someone very interesting.
milly:
thats a pretty desktop
yesterday me, my mom and my sister invited each other to have a full relax treatment in this turkish bath.....
wich was amazing itself....I forgot myself in the hands of fat turkish ladies, being soaped, scrubbed, washed like a baby....
then i was naked with the women of my family, speaking steamy words, and the echo of the room kept our secrets private.......and then later...
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wich was amazing itself....I forgot myself in the hands of fat turkish ladies, being soaped, scrubbed, washed like a baby....
then i was naked with the women of my family, speaking steamy words, and the echo of the room kept our secrets private.......and then later...
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shayne:
that sounds like heaven...
I could use that right about now... I got outta work last night at around 1 am... was greeted by a bottle of red wine and now I'm on my way BACK TO WORK... for 9:30. I want to cry... but the funny part is that the other people who were out last night also have to be there at 9:30...and they had a huge head start on their alcohol. I feel worse for them than for myself... at least part of my bottle went to supplement other people..today will be rough...
I could use that right about now... I got outta work last night at around 1 am... was greeted by a bottle of red wine and now I'm on my way BACK TO WORK... for 9:30. I want to cry... but the funny part is that the other people who were out last night also have to be there at 9:30...and they had a huge head start on their alcohol. I feel worse for them than for myself... at least part of my bottle went to supplement other people..today will be rough...
boogieone:
...anno del signore Duemila, il mio viaggio in Turchia.
Viaggio davvero, di strada e asfalto, polvere mangiata e caldo respirato a polmoni pieni e contenti di esserlo.
Hamman.
Ordine nei pensieri.
Tocco serio e greve di mani esperte.
Risposte, a domande mai fatte.
Hamman.
Poi gi tardi.
Il muezzin chiama per l'ultima preghiera.
Mi sono alzato e con gli occhi ho salutato il Bosforo
e le grandi navi di passaggio.
Viaggio davvero, di strada e asfalto, polvere mangiata e caldo respirato a polmoni pieni e contenti di esserlo.
Hamman.
Ordine nei pensieri.
Tocco serio e greve di mani esperte.
Risposte, a domande mai fatte.
Hamman.
Poi gi tardi.
Il muezzin chiama per l'ultima preghiera.
Mi sono alzato e con gli occhi ho salutato il Bosforo
e le grandi navi di passaggio.
Rome whispers secrets when you walk around at night
breathing slowly warm smelly air
in the suburbs, empty streets and laundry on balconies.
I knew it was going to happen at some point
to meet you again, and talk to you like nothing had ever happened.
And the city whispered break your solitude
you alone are not enough
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breathing slowly warm smelly air
in the suburbs, empty streets and laundry on balconies.
I knew it was going to happen at some point
to meet you again, and talk to you like nothing had ever happened.
And the city whispered break your solitude
you alone are not enough
then when I was about to fall...
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dusty:
mmm...why thank you very much...xox
aiki:
settimana prosisma penso di essere a milano.scusa ma non riesco a tirarmi assieme e per di piu sono parecchio depressona. porco dio.
woww.
thanx everybody for b-day wishes... I had fun, I got waisted.... I am not a big b-day lover, cause it remindes me another year is gone, I am getting old, I need to get FUCKING FAMOUS and RICH fast!!!.
I was out of town working on a short movie, it was so cool, i just love being on a set. I kicked ass, it...
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thanx everybody for b-day wishes... I had fun, I got waisted.... I am not a big b-day lover, cause it remindes me another year is gone, I am getting old, I need to get FUCKING FAMOUS and RICH fast!!!.
I was out of town working on a short movie, it was so cool, i just love being on a set. I kicked ass, it...
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bunny:
Albertine, my sweet! So funny that you wrote about washing your undies, cuz my roommate and I shot some photos with that theme! They are in my photos folder...check 'em out when you get back! I miss you!
I got my Italian phrasebook today..."Me sento ubriaca!" teehee.
I got my Italian phrasebook today..."Me sento ubriaca!" teehee.
boogieone:
Albertina Albertina...
sei ancora a RRRoma?
oh ma che vagabonda...
e visto che ci sei organizzati per domenica...ma no a pranzo, che sono ancora a lavoro!!!
vieni o venite nel pomeriggio, poi si cena insieme...tanto la strada non molta...DAI!!!!!!
mi manchi, sembra stupido scriverlo...ma poi quando non ci penso...sento che cos!
Un bacio, buon rientro
M.
sei ancora a RRRoma?
oh ma che vagabonda...
e visto che ci sei organizzati per domenica...ma no a pranzo, che sono ancora a lavoro!!!
vieni o venite nel pomeriggio, poi si cena insieme...tanto la strada non molta...DAI!!!!!!
mi manchi, sembra stupido scriverlo...ma poi quando non ci penso...sento che cos!
Un bacio, buon rientro
M.
alright sweet heart, as always i send muchosbesos