Really, there were people I loved to chat with, but they all disappeared one at a time. Or I decided to make them disappear. I just can't keep a normal friendship, even a virtual online one. I guess I'm too much of an attention whore, I'm too demanding to those friends. But what I'm sure of, is that I cared... Read More
So... My first SG anniversary is today. It feels strange. I don't know if it was a long time ago or not. And my life and personality and mood have changed so much since then.
This was my first naive blog... 7 comments
Saturday
MAY 26, 2007 @ 03:36 PM | 7 COMMENTS
So... My first day as a suicide girl! I'm so happy! I... Read More
So... I've been quite absent lately, mainly because I couldn't use my right hand during three days and hadn't the patience to type a lot with only the left one. It's better now.
And also, a bit, because I'm in exams until the 3rd of July.
Nothing new in my little life, except that I fell in love.
Hello my Darling! I haven't been a very good friend lately, mainly because of long hours of work. But I've been reading your journals and keeping up with the ups and down you're going through. And I think about you a lot!
One year ago, at this time I think, 2Shadowland uploaded Bad Little Thing to the staff. I wrote my intro and grabbed the audio one instead of studying for my politic economics exam. Today, one year later, I'm in front of my computer, writing this blog instead of studying for my translators' cognitive psychology exam. On the 26th of this month will be my first... Read More
I hate my life being so unstable. It brings me problems and then things that make me smile... Up and down, up and down. It changes from one day to another, and sometimes even in some minutes..... That's destroying my mind, my mood and my health.
Once again I fell
In the hole growing inside
I'm still running
Running through the grass
Once again I... Read More
Up and down, up and down. It sounds like your brain is trying to stabilize at a midpoint, but something is interfering and then you go too far...
What it is, I've no idea. It could be dietary, too much or too little of something; it could be the bc; it could be...
How long have you been like this? 1 year? 2 years? 5 years?
BC pills come in lots of different formulas. If this is what's causing (or magnifying) your sadness, get one with a different formula!!! If that isn't the problem, then your other medication(s) aren't working. You need a stronger dose, or something different entirely. But, try for a different bc formula first.
Something to think about, when you're not so sad...
Do you feel a need to be a parent? A mother? Ever? Consider a tubal ligation. I'm 60 now, but I've never felt the need to be a parent. I had myself taken care of when I was 24. Glad I did it, too!!
Cute pics.