because you belong somewhere else
because you never really fit in
because your eyes are in my dreams
because i locked myself in my room for 4 days to read
because i never got to kiss you
because the world looks different in the mirror
because i was a five year old schizo
because you keep hurting everyone around you
because you cry when the...
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because you never really fit in
because your eyes are in my dreams
because i locked myself in my room for 4 days to read
because i never got to kiss you
because the world looks different in the mirror
because i was a five year old schizo
because you keep hurting everyone around you
because you cry when the...
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you can call me now...you fuckheads...and i will pick up the phone...
not afraid to leave the house anymore.
bought a fire engine red miniskirt.
saw a chick hatch out of the egg today.
sneezing all the time.
these black boots were made for running.
the ring is too big for my finger.
stitches tattooed over my entire body.
miss you. and you. and you...
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not afraid to leave the house anymore.
bought a fire engine red miniskirt.
saw a chick hatch out of the egg today.
sneezing all the time.
these black boots were made for running.
the ring is too big for my finger.
stitches tattooed over my entire body.
miss you. and you. and you...
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bettyboop:
Thumping floorboards, fosset drips like music. She scrtaches the scab, untagles her braided pigtail, only to immedaitley rebraid it. Sticky shoes and vixen lips. She sits at the computer to script at anonomys ears, pausing in astonishment as a sexy girl in a fire engine red miniskirt walks by. Played connect the dots with your beauty-marks, and it came out to form perfect sheet music.
ouioui:
you were totally hot last night. YOu did a great job! I had so much fun.. It was nice to meet you too. Have fun. 
he called me horror/disaster
25 cents later, i still can't remember
the cigarette always hanging from my bottom lip
my heart pounding too fast
we drove all night in texas to avoid the flood
there are no bridges for towns with no rain
i drink to stay awake
25 cents later, i still can't remember
the cigarette always hanging from my bottom lip
my heart pounding too fast
we drove all night in texas to avoid the flood
there are no bridges for towns with no rain
i drink to stay awake
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tegan:
your in texas?
i wish i was in texas...
austin... when we were all together... and laughing... ohhhhh.... muffin.
isent it wierd how someone is in your life everyday then all of a sudden p00f, they are gone?
i wish i was in texas...
austin... when we were all together... and laughing... ohhhhh.... muffin.
isent it wierd how someone is in your life everyday then all of a sudden p00f, they are gone?
xtx:
yeah but i'm sweating my balls off here, love- how much longer am i gonna have to wait for my steak? bloodlust is all i remember in your memory anyway. i'm real full of it- i always lie to myself- it's the way life lives. but i never lied to you. timing is anything. you make me want to cry. i miss that stormy night before i fucked it up. so pretty when you cry, though. i miss that even more. and it's not even raining yet.
see you next time below the barrel of laughs i used to call my own. tomorrow will bring back yesterday again soon.
but your photo will still fade even more in the rain- and the colors will bleed as i hold you in my hand and stream down my arm to satisfy the bloodlust i took from you.
the time before last.
next time, maybe.
definitely.
x
see you next time below the barrel of laughs i used to call my own. tomorrow will bring back yesterday again soon.
but your photo will still fade even more in the rain- and the colors will bleed as i hold you in my hand and stream down my arm to satisfy the bloodlust i took from you.
the time before last.
next time, maybe.
definitely.
x
my comfort comes from pink snowballs and sugar coated bunnies. i'm back to my regular sleep schedule...5am to 8:46am. why won't she call. i should be at the pool today with champaigne and fourteen smiles. i still have a ticket back, i just have to want. gained 20 pounds on tour. lost 20 in 4 days. i need you take me for a ride. 
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cervantes:
ride. ride is a good word. 
clover:
Snow where are you I miss you and I don't even know you
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCK i miss everything too much....more than i thought i would....more regret....at this moment i want to go back.....back in time.....i miss them.....i broke my heart...now i have to pay
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clover:
I'm going to miss you on tour.
autrix:
dont be regretful! simply appreciate the time you have
so i need to pull myself away
i am still starting that band....and japan is still a go
i count two...at least...two hearts...i broke in two months
i have so much ahead, but i don't want to forget everything i left behind. i will NEVER forget. san fran, the congress hotel, jager, the tour pen, biscuits and gravy, smiling every single day, crying when i...
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i am still starting that band....and japan is still a go
i count two...at least...two hearts...i broke in two months
i have so much ahead, but i don't want to forget everything i left behind. i will NEVER forget. san fran, the congress hotel, jager, the tour pen, biscuits and gravy, smiling every single day, crying when i...
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stiggy56:
Just when I was getting to know everybody, my favorite up's and leaves. Add another heart to the mix.
Oh well! I know what it's like to chase a dream. I'm doing the same thing right now. Starting a new entertainment company and designing an action series for the internet. All my own money, which is nothing, but I have a crew. It's like my band, we work hopeing things will break through. Keep in touch, will ya!
Oh well! I know what it's like to chase a dream. I'm doing the same thing right now. Starting a new entertainment company and designing an action series for the internet. All my own money, which is nothing, but I have a crew. It's like my band, we work hopeing things will break through. Keep in touch, will ya!
reverendbenzo:
You can make it three hearts broken for not being on the SGB tour 
Good luck in Japan. I bet your band rawks!!
Good luck in Japan. I bet your band rawks!!
i feel sick and dispensable. if only i had taken march off...i think i could have made things right. i could have worked my ass off at home...and made it possible. now i'm stuck. i fucking hate christmas.
okay snap out of it. i'm starting a band and going to japan.
okay snap out of it. i'm starting a band and going to japan.
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zan:
Wow. I'm shocked you're not on the tour. I thought your performances ruled. I'm sorry sweetie. Say the word and I'll take you out for a night of Snow-A-Go-Go. We'll go to the parties listen to the DJ's dance dance dance and go crazy.
I can't play any instruments worth a damn, but I can buy the shirts.
[Edited on Apr 05, 2004 12:08PM]
I can't play any instruments worth a damn, but I can buy the shirts.
[Edited on Apr 05, 2004 12:08PM]
soraya:
snow. dispensable would be the very last word you could even consider using to describe you.
your charisma, talent, and beauty is irreplaceable.
take care and pull through.
best wishes.
xoxo
your charisma, talent, and beauty is irreplaceable.
take care and pull through.
best wishes.
xoxo
$300 to get home by 11pm
i cry when i pick up the phone...i listen to your voices over and over again
two days in bed, no contact
"and she disappeared into the night, never to be seen again"
i cry when i pick up the phone...i listen to your voices over and over again
two days in bed, no contact
"and she disappeared into the night, never to be seen again"
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wren:
Hope you're all right, lady. Things haven't been sounding too jolly for the SGB girls all of a sudden. Too much stress.
jnthn:
hubba bubba orange gum. I think that was it! nice one!
I seem to recall inviting you to a spits show in portland. they're sooo amazing. I like the sound of your revolution. when you need reenforcements from the East Coast (or wherever my peeps seem to be at any moment) don't forget to shine the light.
I seem to recall inviting you to a spits show in portland. they're sooo amazing. I like the sound of your revolution. when you need reenforcements from the East Coast (or wherever my peeps seem to be at any moment) don't forget to shine the light.
siren can't stop staring at our xmas lights. she wants ice cream and the store. i want dirty emails and comments. go.
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clover:
Suicide girls pouring chocolate sauce all over themselves. Dirty Dirty Dirty.
brandy:
It's snowing in my head....
i'm thinking...a loft, a bright green 63 chevy, and some red cowboy boots. a ping pong table by the kitchen. walking to the bookstore 3 days a week. monday morning coffee. sunday nights performing under the hot red lights. an occasional hangover. going to the music store...there are two choices...go back the next day and buy both...on vinyl. one wall red, one wall a board...
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prescience:
I like the way you think
pogo_the_monkey:
Ping pong Ping pong
stormy likes cocoa puffs....
quinne likes to eat roadkill....
yup...i can't sleep because the girls are out here whispering about piss...
"is that like the porn site?"
book of quotes
quinne likes to eat roadkill....
yup...i can't sleep because the girls are out here whispering about piss...
"is that like the porn site?"
book of quotes
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theangus:
I love me some cocoa puffs, but I really like Smacks. what's your favorite cereal?
hxllyjo:
id like to eat roadkill with quinne.
sat through hours of auditions today...
snow
siren
quinne
nixion
pearl
nixon
raven isis
sicily
how can i sleep with all this noise!!!
silly video games...ahh i'm just mad because i don't get to play
somehow i keep ending up alone...i think i just need some "space"...for the next 5 months i will be surrounded by people...24 hours a day...this is my time...4 baths a...
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snow
siren
quinne
nixion
pearl
nixon
raven isis
sicily
how can i sleep with all this noise!!!
silly video games...ahh i'm just mad because i don't get to play
somehow i keep ending up alone...i think i just need some "space"...for the next 5 months i will be surrounded by people...24 hours a day...this is my time...4 baths a...
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ayla:
*huuuuuuuuuuuuuugs*
burstandbloom:
my brother bought me a book one time
called
"The Writers Block"
its a book of writng suggestions
shapped like a block
its funny
if the SG tour comes back to clevo ill buy you one
called
"The Writers Block"
its a book of writng suggestions
shapped like a block
its funny
if the SG tour comes back to clevo ill buy you one
Love hurts, it has to, or it never means a thing.
It is your choice how much love you let into your life.
For me I'll take whatever I can hold.
always dissapearing.