I did it.... I almost didn't. It was very hard ๐ I feel like a giant pussy. I had a panic attack almost the entire time but made it through. Now I have a pretty terrible migraine. Now I have another month of 30+ hours a week. Ugh. Wtf did I sign myself up for...
Well, I finally caved.
I start work tomorrow. Honestly I am very nervous already. I have one ativan left I am going to save it. I need all the love and strength I can muster to make this job go right. It doesn't pay even close to what I need, but I almost dont care because it will...
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The tumor is still growing ๐ and at double the rate that's normal. I'ts grown in 6mos what's expected in a year or longer... Recommended surgery in Minnesota by June at the latest..... I'm so bummed out. I can't afford health insurance let alone a trip to Minnesota for weeks ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฃ idk what to do... Says if I wait any longer I will lose facial...
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