0
it's a heart, beating.

still the body folded into a blue corner. pressing a toe against the floor. the point of contact: is this for real?

inkdots starring into creases of skin. listen: they crackle as they spread.

the ceiling is above and the floor is below and the walls are four sides of boundary. so there: it's a space. what will you fill it...
Read More
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
stickyrice:
As you probably already know, anyone who uses "palimpsest" in a sentence or outside of one is going to have my crush allegiance.
hellkitten:
Thanks for the comment you left on "overly generous?" They have an appartment and will be moving out on Monday +o)
0
sit under the blanket, doll. you wouldn't be able to see the sun anyway. your sweat smells like two-day-old flowers and your eyes are the color of raisins. let's make dinner out of something in the neighbor's trashcan. let's find the tallest hill in the city and pin a love note to a tree at the top. let's sit face to face and i'll inhale...
Read More
VIEW 20 of 20 COMMENTS
stickyrice:
Thanks for the testimonial. Very sweet, as you are. With ginger or something. smile
chalka:
"let's sit face to face and i'll inhale the breath out of your mouth"

this is my favorite part about making out with girls...

thank you
0
the graybright sky smells emphatically of nothing. cold humid prickles, the ghosts of raindrops, rise on the backs of my hands.

today, i want to cleave myself in two, that i may be more exposed to the world. i want to tape my eyes open until they fill with tears and the everything turns into a blur of colors. i want to be the off-key...
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
zolta:
Thats true; I still see all of my fav's but some have left, all at once. Your still here though and thats good
aeres:
You write so elegantly. I read it but never know what to say.

And I guess it depends on your definition of real.


0
packing the perfect snowball.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
theangus:
*le swoon*
mylf:
Cludy days are my downfall. Give me sun, give me rain, give me snow, but not just a cloudy day. I don't know why the clouds do that but not when raining (or snowing).
0
woke up at a little before 9 this morning. perfect! i should be able to go to sleep tonight at 10ish and wake up in time for early yoga tomorrow, hopefully.

i'm just worried that maybe, because i slept at my parents' house, the strength of habit that normally keeps me in bed for so long just wasn't there. we'll see.

there are fields and...
Read More
crispy:
smile
0
to reset the sleep schedule: stayed up all night last night. so tired. but i have to stay awake, or it will all have been in vain.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
reacher:
Have you just returned from the orient?
crispy:
Sleep problems are the story of my life. Good luck!
0
dancing to 80s music in the other room, drunk and flailing. mad fun, too. i can't even type effectively - this has taken me so long! i've heard it said that i "dance like i mean it," which is a pretty big compliment. but i feel like i do. throw your body into it. that's the only way to do it. soon there'll be sleep,...
Read More
VIEW 21 of 21 COMMENTS
pixie_punch:
80s music is the ONLY music to dance to...especially in the summer. the summer makes it something like 100 times better! smile

broadwaybee:
Dance it up, sugarpie. I miss you!

0
for all of you who wrote nice things in my journal who i didn't respond to, i'm sorry... i have such a limited time that i actually spend on the internet that i figure i should try to write entries instead of writing responses..

i'm feeling so much better! my bruises are getting a little worse again - going from yellowgreen to bluegreenpurple, but they...
Read More
VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
emperor_tane:
I think green would make for an intresting change. Your hair was purple correct? I like purple hair

Tanewhatever
nex_flamma:
Im back!

Shit! I just noticed the date on your journal, are you still even here? *Nex wipes away the cobwebs*

Well, if you are, say something, or send me an EKG of your pulse or something to prove your existence.