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So I turned 29 on Monday (EEP) and it really gave me occasion to pause and think about what I want out of life.

The last two years I think I focused mainly on my addiction because it completely wrecked my life.

But now that I'm almost 2 years clean I'd like to start thinking of my future.

Things that are important to me. Things...
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It's been many many years since I was fully active on this site and, in that time, I've gotten a lot older.

So old, in fact, that my hair has turned grey..

I'm kidding, of course. I'm just obsessed with grey/silver hair at the moment.

Yáll already missed my red phase

I'm so over this pandemic though. It forced me to turn into a quarantine
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Four years is a damn long time to be away.

I don't know where I could possibly even begin catching you all up on my life, so I'm just gonna give the highlights.

Basically the reason I disappeared for so long is because I sank into drug addiction. That and stripping/prostitution. It's a slippery slope really when you think you have it all. One day...
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Don't forget to cover your mouth and nose everyone!! ;)

Suppose now's a good time to get active on the site again.

We've been in lockdown for almost 3 months now. Absolute country-wide lockdown.

We're not allowed to leave our houses unless we're going to the shops to buy food or we work in essential services, in which case you need a permit.

The police
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So much has happened since I was last active on the site, I feel like I have so much to catch up on!

Three years went by so quickly, I don’t even know where to start…

I think I’ll do a proper catch up blog in due time but for now all I wanted to say is that I’ve really missed my SG family and...
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In October, I will be celebrating 5 years as a SuicideGirl. This is a pretty huge deal to a girl who dreamed of this honour for years.

But it's also scary.

The older I get, the more I feel like I'm too old to be here.

The site has changed, the girls have changed and I feel like a fish out of water.

Competition is...
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Hello hello darlings!!

Recently I had the great pleasure in participating in the first ever Pinup Pageant in South Africa!

I thought I would share this journey with you as it has completely changed my life.

I have always been a lover and admirer of Rockabilly/Pinup culture but up until now, I've never been given the opportunity to fully explore it.

A few months ago,...
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Just thought I'd pop by to let you all know I'm still alive...

Miss you!

<3

Hello hello everybunny!

I've been meaning to update but I don't really know what to say :(

College is fun. Been going out a lot and studying a lot. Having a really great time Made a lot of really amazing friends.

Recently discovered that I have an obsession with British boys. A SERIOUS obsession. Those accents. Umph.

Got some more ink

Finished off my Disney
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