Friday Oct 08, 2004

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woke up from the really haunting dream in a panic. It's noon and I've missed two classes and it's raining. I couldn't really do anything but just lie there.
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scylla:
Girl, how many classes have you missed already? Jeez!
bisou:
oh good grief...what a horrible feeling.

Thursday Oct 07, 2004

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I hate that I can't sleep at night because then I sleep in and miss class.
midterms on the 15th.
going home the day after that.
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lessthanthree:
going home is about the greatest thing you can do right now. smile
jburhite:
Midterms suck cock in hell.
Are you gonna have a new set anytime soon, I loved you in leg warmers. blush

Tuesday Oct 05, 2004

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talked to my friend cat on the phone last night - I miss her. I miss my boy, my friends, even my shitty hometown. 11 days. I'm so busy- i can't wait to just get back to where things are familiar. confused
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kelland:
I miss people too... that live in the same town. frown
jennifer:
we should hang out when you come back!

Sunday Oct 03, 2004

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the sketch factor of my day, on a scale of one to ten, was about 3000.

Lately I've been felling really strange. Like someone will say sonething, and I'll think, 'that's a strange thing to say.' At first I thought people just talk/react different since I've been meeting people from so many parts of the country, but I'm starting to think its me, Like I...
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lyla:
Everything will work out and sorry about the creepy old man. i have to say that you are extremely beautiful smile i hope that makes you feel better
lyla
timmayj:
Some of those fuckers are cruisin for a' bruisin!!!

Thursday Sep 30, 2004

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Just watched the presidential debate. Oh man. I think it would have been a lot funnier if I lived in another country. I mean, really people, how did that guy become our president?? It was like watching a gerbil run on a wheel wearing a sign that said "it's hard work to fight 'the enemy' in the war on terror." please say it was a...
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1stxer:
;he looks goofy to me ..
scylla:
(sexy naked-ness!)

Tuesday Sep 28, 2004

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I'm so in love with this weather. Its been perfect out, like, a little too warm for a sweater, and leaves everywhere, and every afternoon kids lay on the lawn in their swimsuits. And around 7 the light gets really golden and bathes everything in this glow. Fall is my favortie time of year. It's really surreal, like i can just waltz around carrying my...
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marigold:
fall is the only season i really experience where i live. it's so fucking cathartic to sit outside amongst the bronze everything and let the breeze cleanse away every doubt in your mind. mm..sweet, sweet autumn!
billiejoe:
waltz, baby, waltz! wink biggrin kiss

Sunday Sep 26, 2004

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Laura and I took seven buses today on our many errands. I recovered my navy jacket that says Reynante on it from Ryan's house, she wasnt there frown but i did find Reynante. kiss We also got tasty and cheap sushi downtown wink and went to Atlas to show the guy how Laura wants her tattoo to look. And we went to Skidmore Fountain to apply for...
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bisou:
i can relate to the money situation, unfortunately. good luck with the job! have a wonderful day, gorgeous. wink
mercie:
your comment to my guy was really cute wink thanks for going and saying hello!
kiss kiss

(Ps, did I ever tell you how PRETTY you are?? wow!)

Saturday Sep 25, 2004

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I hung out with the radtastic SuicideGirls last night at Ryan's house. Jack and Pabst were the only non-pink members there. wink
I was kinda nervous about it, because I felt like girls like these could've beat me up on the playground not so long ago and stepped on my glasses and taken my milk money and stolen my crush. But they are way cool...
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dark_templar:


ur hawt! tongue tongue biggrin biggrin

I just had to say that ill think of something more witty next time biggrin
timmayj:
phun phun

Friday Sep 24, 2004

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I'm so dedicated, I'm posting twice in one day. well, actually I'm sleepless and putting off my homework.

Today was the first day of fall and like magic the weather suddenly turned perfectly fall. The air has that burnt smell and that crispness, and i went and took pictures of people being collegiate with the leaves falling and stuff. Fall is my favorite season.

I...
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dark_templar:
Yeah it got considerably colder in the Bay Area... from the 70's to the 50's in one night... its still real hot here during the day though....

anyway have fun at college! biggrin
killermike:
ill check out the movie......(it better be good) smile

fall s a nice season, right. kinda romantic i think.

Thursday Sep 23, 2004

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lately i've been thinking about the direction my life is going to go. My pottery teacher/artisan guy gave me this zen thing to read - about 'just being' and 'letting go.' But it's a scary thing to think about, now that I'm almost stepping into my second decade, about how little time we've got. i don't think I could be zen enough to 'just die.'...
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timmayj:
They wont invent a youth potion. Ive lost faith in humanity. When I get too old Ill simply die
suicidal_george:
I hate to break it to you, but it's thirty where you start falling apart. Trust me on this. But you're right about things speeding up. I suspect that it has to do with how you mark time. When you're a kid you set your calender to birthdays and xmas (or whatever). Later in life you live from paycheck to paycheck. Meh, it's just a theory....

As for zen, it can be very tricky. It's more like using a thorn to pick out another thorn, but it can very easily become using blood to wash off blood. The amazing thing is that kids do "it" right off the bat naturally but it takes a little zen to open the your eyes later and find your way back. It's not so much as remembering as putting down, or better yet: dissolving.

Mountains are mountains
But mountains are not mountains
Until mountains are mountains again

Don't mind me, zen and conspiracy theory always get me to typing. whatever

Thursday Sep 23, 2004

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'a 40 oz to freedom is the only chance I have, to feel good even tho I feel bad ...' whatever
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af71321:
40s are so theraputic. god bless em.
timmayj:
fucking filthy

Tuesday Sep 21, 2004

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register to vote guys, I like to think that SuicideGirls is one o fthe liberal pillars of the internet which will save us from another four years of Bush, Roe v. Wade is 5 to 4 in the supreme court, so if Bush gets to appoint another justice then it will be overturned within 24 hours. Let's not take a giant leap backward for womens...
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al:
Yeah, I'm still going. I'm giving rides to all girls from school, if you want one.

And go join the PNW SG group!

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billiejoe:
i heart absinthe. kiss

fuck bush. werd. and werd.


p.s. have i ever told you how much i love yer sg name? will you be my green faerie? wink biggrin kiss
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